The first time OBE

[kmD]

Ok, theres alot of story here at the beginning that im gonna glaze over for brevity sakes.
-Sleep paralysis at 13
-Brother passed away 23
-Chronic Depression set in
-Fear of sleep paralysis disappated with depression
-Realized i could move during paralysis, and it was actually spontanious OBE
-Researched, found out it happened to others, found "Astral Dynamics"

So I started doing my energy circuit everyday, twice a day. I knew something was brewing, I could feel my body awaken when I started the exercises. I could reach the point where fingers or an arm or leg would slip from my body, and this SO excitied me I would lose concentration and either fall asleep or get up.
So one night, I half-heartedly started my energy circuit in bed.  I was so interested in it that running my circuit became something i did to pass time, like twiddling my thumbs. But then something happened. I felt a presence and small touch or kiss over my third eye. I immediatley knew it was my brother who had come to see me.
When he died, it was sudden and I never had the chance to say goodbye. It was something that teared me apart since the day he passed. And now here he was....
"Come out and play," he suggested. I began to see him in my minds eye, standing right next to my bed. I knew he had known what I was up to, but that I could only slip out an arm or leg.
"You know," i spoke to him only as brothers can, " instead of standing there, you could give me a hand."
He nodded and proceeded to grab my big toe and pull me out of body. There i was hanging upside down while he held me by my big toe! We had a great laugh about this, and embraced with a ferocity that I will never forget. Everything I had been feeling and wanted to tell him but couldnt for that past year and a half was conveyed through that embrace. We didnt need to speak, it was a communication that was instant and timeless .
We talked of many things that night, mostly of my feelings and how i was to move on without my life without my best friend and older brother.  All good things must come to an end and so they did. I awoke from that projection feeling incredible. Its like the weight was lifted, and yet I still felt sore from where the weight was working on me, but I knew that soreness would pass and make me stronger.
Since then I have had many projecting adventures and met many people along the road, but Ill never ever forget what that first journey provided me. A chance to say goodbye.

[Jeff_Mash]

Wow, what a wonderful experience.  Thank you for sharing that, kmD.  There is nothing more reassuring that meeting up with a loved one who's already crossed over to the other side.

At least now, in your heart, you know that your brother is alright, and watching out for you.

[fost500]

yeah man, what an awesome 1st experience. Im glad you finally got a chance to say goodbye.