Well, I'd like to start this post by saying that I'm so happy to have some form of internet again, without having to go bother my nice person here in the town. Now at least I can sit without having to worry about legal issues or anything like that with someone else's computer. Thanks babe for letting me use it anyway! Now, on with my story...
Well, where to begin?
Ok. This was about a week ago. I was going to sleep, and, I fell asleep. As soon as I fell asleep though, I shot out of my body at lightening speed, and as usual, I started heading north. It seems like the Moon is a constant target location, there's something in that thing that I need to progress with my life. Or maybe it's just because the Moon is a favorite object that I love, always filling me with inspiration and hope for another Moonspell.
Well anyway, I was heading north, flying in my body. I was naked, as, that's how I sleep, and that's how I was in the dream. So I was floating along, oh yeah, that's nice, oh look, there's some wild animals, hey wait a sec, they... they are trying to catch me! So I revved up on my body, and got higher into the air. Before I knew it, I was above the back end of the village, and my friend was there, getting into his truck. He was calling out after me "Get down here you dirty fiend! You are supposed to be drinking beer with me, not flying around in the freakin sky!! Get here!! Here!!" and I ignored him. I continued on, and was flying through an alternate 'rail trail', the place that I used to walk in all the time, almost every day. I was flying above it, and my friend got out of his truck and hopped on a quad, and he was chasing after me.
So I became aware of something... alien. A red ribbon came down out of the sky and wrapped itself around my body, the voice of my 'mother' or the voice that represents a divine archetypical mother saying, "You need something to wear, it isn't right that you go on improper like this. Here, take this ribbon, it becomes pink at dawn." and I looked at the ribbon, and some sub conscious hatred kicked in and I was thrashing myself in the sky, trying to get away from the ribbon. My friend was at ground level, and he kept saying, "I'll take it!! I want the ribbon!! Give it to me!!!" and I flung the ribbon down at him. So then I kept going, and a different voice, like some kind of nerdy Gray alien thing came next... and he was encased in a ball of silver light, and he handed me a book. Next I knew, I was out in some farm yard between the village and my friend's old house. There was a pink colored girl there, and she was using red ribbon to tie her hair. I sat down and started to recite passages from the book, and she said something like, "Don't bother me with this... nobody here cares about any of that... here, your friend is waiting for you, he has your ribbon." and I rocketted off into the sky again, and came OUT of the silver sphere where the alien had been.
So now, I was still naked, and my friend was there, and I was becoming physical again, losing my ability to fly. I grabbed onto the edge of the garage, and was dangling there with full goods in full view. My friend was talking to his dude, and they started giving me hell, then, they started laughing. Well, he tossed the red ribbon back up to me, like, it's a magickal ribbon of some kind, almost like it's sentient. And it wrapped itself around me, but I grabbed it and threw it back. Then I said, "Well to snarling heck with you guys, I'm going to see my alien daddy!!" and I burst off, then slowly began to drift away. So I was going home, but then the dream overlapped with when I first got the ribbon, and some of it repeated. So when I was back at that point, I started to head back to the village, thinking to wake up and 'remember' the dream. But on my way back there, the silver ball came at me again, and it took me, and showed me the whole dream and parts of it that I didn't know had happened. There was some kind of city in the back ground, a big oil city, and I was just taking off my pilot suit and flying back into the air.
My friend was on his quad at that point, revving it and guiding me home. I came back Out of the silver sphere again, and like a dead boat, I slowly drifted home, with all this stuff happening in a multiversal signature of some kind. And then I woke up.
So, last night, something similar happened in terms of the direction that I'm trying to go. It wasn't after the Moon this time though, I was heading to go get some 'food', weed, yeah. I was going to go find some weed. Well, I jumped up out of my body, and got up, went out of the house, people were partying in town, and I looked up. There, the Moon was high up in the sky, and there were five stars around it. Three to my left side, and two to the right. And I went back in the house, grabbed my magic sword, and went out and performed some kind of rite. So after that, I put the sword back, and stripped off all my clothes, and I thought, "I'd love to see 'my friend'" a different dude than in the last one though. And I started flying up the road to the Hill or Ridge, I call it Ridge, everyone else calls it a Hill. Well, lightening seems to strike the hill every year, always at the same place. I think I seen it once, and I've found hordes of evidence that it does this, it's like some kind of magnetic node thing is there.
So I was flying up to the hill, and I got to the field. Well, behold!!!! There was my future self, and he had a few female companions, and he was dressed all in white. He said, "Why do you continue naked in the sight of men? Have you learned nothing of the fine clothe? Look, I give you purple, red, and gold, velvet and fine silk, the softest cotten, and you do not regard it as being significant? Look!! I have with me fine young women, all of them obedient, and you, look!! You are going your own way, to be devoured by the wolves."
So I was angry at him, and I started to fly faster, and he was chasing me, driving me into a pack of wolves that were in the field. I got bit once, but it didn't do anything, but I couldn't fly up any higher, and the Moonlight was so bright, the whole field looked like it was overlayed with bright and brimming green velvet.
So I was staggering, and kept getting bit, and my future self was there, and he said, "How many times must I chase you into the mouth of the wolf, and yet you have learned nothing of it's teeth. The very tongue of the wolf licks at you, the eye of the wolf shines upon your face, and yet you are blind to it's hunger, you are blind to the wolf that you have become. And so! You are accursed in my sight, you have little time to make ammends, for I will not save you as often as you might like to think!" and the wolves ate me. But I woke up somewhere else, some form of silvery lightening had swallowed me up at the last moment, and transported me, and after all that, I drove my truck home, but the back end of my pants was all chewed out. And I went to sleep and woke up in my bed.
WHAT A HORRIBLE TWO NIGHTS, as far as dreaming is concerned.
The other morning, I was dreaming, and it was still moving too fast for my mind to catch and organize it into something otherworldly. I was in bed, I got up, looked around, seen a red cup with red tea in it, and then went back to bed. Next thing I know, the thoughts and memories that have been surfacing went to work full power, along with daily life type experiences. I got up, hopped in my truck, and drove to town. When I got there, it looked like a cartoon village, the color was all rich and abundant, flowers growing, and people dressed in rich, deep vibrant blues and purples with reds. I got out of my truck, and was walking to my friend's house, and all of a sudden, my mouth started to bleed.
So I grabbed onto my tooth at the back, and to my horror, it started to come out. So I pulled it out, and more came with it. Soon, I had a handful of teeth, and more were growing and falling out of my mouth. A girl was watching, and I was in the backyard, spitting teeth all over the place. My friend came up, "What! Did someone punch you in the face!?" I said, "No I don't think so, I might have hit my head on the door." and he said, "Well get in the house and clean up that blood." but I said, "No I better just go home, I don't think this is going to quit." and as I sat down in my truck, I was transported to another body... something had activated a remote control body, similar to the concept in avatar except this was my original flesh, rather than a new one.
So this guy had complete control of me, and he told me things but I don't remember. Next thing, I wake up, I'm in my town only in a different house. Well, I was still bleeding from my mouth and spitting teeth, holding my teeth in my hands. I got up, looked in the mirror... "This isn't right, I don't really look like that." Apparently I was some kind of punker or something, I had death metal tshirts and posters on the wall. Long hair, leather clothing, and then I was transported back to the other guy, at another position in the time line.
He was at a beautiful garden, and he said I didn't deserve to be there. So I was sent back again, this time to the same yard in my town, only it was a house made out of stone and bricks. Still, my teeth were falling out. And finally, all of these images and things merged into a final transportation, in which, I grabbed onto a stick, and I said, "With this stick I invoke the lord of death, to slay me and to purify my soul!" and I shoved it up my rear end, and pulled it out of my throat.
So I was there, but looking at the creature that had been created out of this. It was some kind of demon skeletal wraith, all grey with some blue and red bones, and it held up the stick and was screaming "Jehovah! Jehovah!!" and finally I woke up, quite perplexed at what it meant. There was an aura of sadness and despair, yet in it, a seed of invincible hope.
So last night, I went to bed with my clothes on, and after wriggling around, falling asleep, waking up with numbed body parts and shifting, finally I entered the darkness. Now, back in school, we were all playing floor hockey. And we brought out the basket balls and were playing basketball-floor hockey, it was pretty fun. I went out for a smoke, showed off my new car, a Ford "Tisel" or something, a Ford "Cougar Tisel". Whatever that means, it was a nice car anyway. Futuristic, you drove it with a video camera, where the wheels were huge but powered by some kind of track system. I don't know, I wasn't paying attention to the car actually, I just wanted to finish my smoke and get back to the tournament.
So I got back there, and my friend I always see in these school dreams says, "You know it's not real unless you believe. Do you want to see what could have been? Do you want me to show you where they have been hiding you? It's a tomb... now lay back, enter the trance of holograms."
And I leaned back, and I could see reality through a small slit, the rest was all dark. And I looked, and there was a piece of technology and a small viewing slit. A hand held the door open, and I had been locked in this place for many years. The hand looked huge, very strong, wearing a grey long sleaved sweater. I said in desperation, for that could have been my only chance to say something to him, but didn't see his face... I said, "HOW... do I, NOT BE, your enemy?" and it said something to me, in a robotic female voice. And then it closed the door, and visions of my memories and things came to me, and I woke up, terrified that I had just seen 'beyond the viel' into some macabre reality where I was locked in the darkness, with only a slim slit of light to show me any kind of existence.
So those were nightmares or what huh.
I guess that's the report for now.