OBE problem

[Rakon]

Hi there!

I want to tell you about what happened to me yesterday.
I've been trying to OBE for about a week. I know it's not much. I know some people who needed several months of training before they could OBE. But I tried to supress my thoughts which were saying it's too early.

I relaxed in my favorite chair and started to pull my energy up my torso doing all the exercises needed for OBE. After about fifteen minutes I could feel my body being completly relaxed and stiff. I had no problem keeping my eyes calm. Time was passing by as I was trying to OBE. At moments I thought it was just a waste of energy, but I kept going. I was saying to myself in my head "I can do it. I'm gonna put all I have into this. It has to happen tonight." After much more trying, I started to feel that buzzing feeling inside my chest and my stomach being pulled inside my body like it had gained extra weight. I felt being pulled out of my body and I thought I was projecting well. But then, my closed eyes began to lose concentration on looking behind eye lids, and started seeing what what was really there - black eye lids. Sensation went away. I didn't know if I was on the right way. I felt kinda weird, so I thought that I had perhapse OBE'd and I opened my eyes. My room looked kinda different, but that was only an illusion. I felt very weird. Something like when you wake up, but still aren't sure if you are dreaming or awake. I had to put some effort in moving my arms and legs. Later that night, I tried to OBE once more, but I was too exhausted. What happened to me? Has anyone experienced this before?

Sorry for the poor grammar. I'm not very good at English.