Out of body this morning... strange.

[shedt]

that was really neat, did you ever see it again? have you traveling anywheres interesting? like do you like too explore?
take care!
-from shawn

[Chris]

OOBE Experience 12/31/02

This early morning I was dreaming very vivid and interesting dreams.  During one portion of it I began to fly very fast through the dream landscape.  I was not exactly conscious that I was dreaming but was conscious that I had the ability to fly and do other things etc.  I began flying so fast that suddenly I ¡°phased¡± out of the dream and found myself floating above my bed¡¦ indeed above my body which I could feel and see immediately below me.  I was extremely lucid, knowing at this point that I was no longer dreaming and was almost completely out of my body.  I felt a surging of  energy and vibration through my left arm and shoulder because they were still stuck inside my physical body while the rest of my astral body floated free.  So, I took my other hand and actually began to shove against my physical body to pry myself loose.  I popped out and floated there looking at my physical body for a few moments. Then I decided to touch it.  The physical me lying on the bed began to cringe in fear and squirm around acting afraid.  I laughed and began to touch my physical body in several places and watched in amusement as it squirmed around trying to avoid my touch.  Then I patted it and said, ¡°It¡¯s ok chris.  Relax.¡±.  I then grabed my/his hand and squeezed it and he/me squeezed back and seemed to relax somewhat.  I then stepped away from my body and began to do some experimentation of another sort.

I now began to look at my astral body.  I tried using my mind to change my body.  Suddenly, at my minds command my right arm suddenly bulged out in enormous muscles.  I¡¯m already muscular but this was incredible.  Then I did the other arm.  The effect seemed to stay or stick without my conscious mind having to maintain it.  I then made my stomach expand out and the back.  I was having a lot of fun.  Then suddenly from my right hand side a figure came through the bedroom wall and straight towards me.  At first I thought it might be my guide, then a fear or doubt went through my mind¡¦ what if it wasn¡¯t?  At that fear or doubt the being suddenly transformed into a hideous creature.  I believe my own mind created this creature from that one simple small doubt or fear.   The creature came forward and hissed something like, ¡°I will make you evil!¡±.  Immediately I began grappling with this creature.  It had clawed hands and a horrible face.  In my fear I struggled with it.  Then suddenly I realized that I didn¡¯t have to be afraid.  I had the power to shape myself into anything I wanted.  So, I changed my own hands into bigger claws and made myself start growing larger than the creature.  The creature hissed and laughed and grew with me but just behind me.  Every alteration I performed the creature mimicked.  This continued while I popped out the top of my room as a giant with the creature growing behind me.  A strange thing is that at one point during this fight I actually felt a sexual urge toward this creature¡¦ I remember seeing it¡¯s body take on the form of a woman and my sexual drive kicked in. Perhaps it was a succubus of some sort?  In any event I pushed my sexual drive aside and continued grappling with it.  Then, I suddenly phased back into my body and sat up promptly.  


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