My first Experience

[jc84corvette]

Wow congrats

[shedt]

yeah, but it was when i was 16. I'm 23 now. But now I have more focus. I'm married, and i have a child on he way. So I'm trying too sort things out. What my beliefs are, my abilities and what not too. I figure if i can have a AP, maybe i can look after my baby better. either way, I will be able too help my child learn these things at a early age, not like myself.

Is there a metapyshical group for parents ?

[shedt]

The first time I started trying too have a astral projection was when I qwas 16, 7 years ago. Now that I think back, man... did time ever flow so fast for me. I had been reading Robert Bruce's treatises and had been trying too have a projection. For me, I found listening too music was good when I meditated. I would put on one song and make it repeat. It was a very energetic song and got me pumped.

I would try hard too bring energy into my body and stimulate my chakras. so i would do this for 30-45 min. sometimes my muscles would tense up, but it would feel as if more energy would be drawn in. then i would relax. i would imagine myself diggin a hole or moving slowly down a elevator. i would try too slow my thoughts.

My body would get numb and when i was deep into it i could not move. I would feel more charged up and would relax. On one time, i was really trying too pull alot of energy in. my muscles would tense, and relax. my whole body felt like it was drawing energy. and then i just relaxed. and i did not expect it, my whole energy body, at least that is what it felt like, started too vibrate.

kinda like when you listen too a note on a guitar string. a low e is like my pysical body, but the energy that i brought into me, all around me and in me, it was like a higher note. woo woo woo woo, really fast. but when it happen, i saw a flash of light. like, if someone put there hand in front of your face for a momentwith your eyes closed. you can see the change in the light.

this whole experience was like woah... this is real. it kinda frightened me, and i pulled myself out of it. big mistake. after a while i did not try as hard i guess, and stoped trying. i would meditate and try too get into it again. but i have not lost all interest.

i started downloading and listening too hemi-sync a few years ago. and i am trying hard at building up my energy body. i want too do it relaxed. i want everything too work out. i have some lucid dreams every couple of months. but anyways. that is my first and only real experience.