Wow mixed feeling but best experience yet??

[Kezd]

Hi everybody ... This is a long one just to warn you but I don't know what to think?

I woke up at 4.05 am to get a drink of water then went to sleep It started as a normal dream where I realised it was a dream and thought I want to astral project from this dream and instantly I was in a place outside with buildings with flat roofs and a grassed area with trees and there was lots of people there?I don't recognise this place? I tryed saying hello to people but they was ignoring me as I kept thinking how rude?

Well I saw people flying and other people jumping like they where trying to fly but was just jumping and falling on the floor? It was like people where practising there? Strange I know?

So I thought I wanna fly and started jumping really high and them I jumped that high I landed on one of these buildings I started jumping down these buildings then back to the ground and as I jumped I had the same feeling in your stomach as you would going over a hill. I met 2 men at the bottom who was laughing a a man trying to fly and I asked them how do you fly and they replied have no fear and just do it? So I tryed a few more attempts and then I just threw myself bk and floated backwards about an inch off the floor but it felt great , then I floated upside down after that I thought if had enough now and thought of home.

I next remember lying directly above my body facedown in my bedroom it was so weird but I wasn't scared this time I kinda felt numb emotionally as I thought I need to just face this fear I have had? So i stood up in my room at the end of my bed and then these 3 men appeared only little like me 2 had red faces, orange eyes and black hair the other little man had a kind of wooden mask? Strange I know but I wasn't scared I thought I would surround myself with a protected sheild which I did and they laughed at me and popped my shield?

The masked man then come close to me and I tryed to think of overpowering them with love and he tugged my arm, I then said are u my spirit guild? And he replied i suppose if you want? But I didn't feel any love off them I kind of felt aggression from them they started grabbing me trying to take me out the window.so I mentally pushed them away I felt really strong to them to be honest and I said to them in god do you trust? I don't know why I said it?? I couldn't think of what else to say and they laughed at me I kept shouting it at them in my mind and I felt them become aggressive pulling me so I mentally pushed them again and shouted you do not scare me , I am stronger then you , you are not welcome in my home now leave , I shouted so loud in my mind, they cowered in the corner of my room and vanished I ran out of my room into my sons room and remember that it had wooden flooring and had a little table and chairs completley different to how it looks. I stood on the top of my stairs and shouted in god I trust if you ever come back into my home I will kill you?? Why I said that I really do not know but it came out and sounded like a man saying it was so strange i know? Even the god thing ? I then looked at like at a shadow on the wall opposite me and It looked like I had wings?or I was seeing things By this point I thought I've had enough tonight and thought of my bed that's when I woke up and remebered everything ? it lasted a total just over an hour? as it was 5.40am ?

Do you think I faced my fears? Or do you think they where helping me? I don't know if they became aggressive because I did? But I didn't feel safe with them as they wouldn't say they trusted god? I'm so confused I felt a little scared when I awoke because so much happened in a short space of time?

[NoY]

cool experience 
i would say you did well keep at it

:NoY:

[Bedeekin]

Don't worry about time perceived within the experience compared to time spent physically in the state. It is simply an artefact of the experience that is complicated and rather like the ruleset in the film Inception but not at all like it. 

"Are you my guides?" lol

Your experience is like this hypothetical scenario"

Imagine you are the main performer at a live music gig... you are wandering back stage and you see two rogues up to no good. You go over to them and say... "Are you my security?".... What do you think the rogues would say? "Erm.... Yeah!!! if you like".

It seems that these types would peruse around the training ground nursery looking for fresh meat.

Well done for telling them to bugger off. Nice experience.

[ChopstickFox]

Go you! You show those things who's boss! Thanks for sharing!

[roman67]

Wow! Great.. Very interesting experience. I really enjoyed it. Well done. Keep it up. Thanks for sharing with us.