Real time OBE

[sstonevenuss]

I got up and checked the door, yep, it was still unlocked. I burned incense and "sealed" the door so no more negs could get in. As I was getting ready to go out for the day, the light bulb above my head in the bathroom burst. I was one of those big, thick 5" hallogen jobbies in the cielings of department stores, real heavy duty.

That night, when my friend came home, he said it felt different in there, and asked if I had burned incense. He said there had been a gloom monster lurking around for sometime, and he thought maybe it had gone. A.

[sweet_celestial_sounds]

Hey sstonevenuss...

Thank you for sharing!

What is that film, if you know???

[sstonevenuss]

my skin. I felt my astral body passing in and out of my skin.

[Euphoric Sunrise]

I love your story! [] For some reason it reminds me of Carlos Castaneda's accounts.

[holy reality]

wow...i wish i was here in my physical body out of choice right now... or at least... that if i did make a choice to be in it, that i could become aware of that choice and able to choose otherwise if i so desired.

...................

chosing to be in here in
this body
this body holding me
be my reminder here that i am not alone in
this body
thos body holding me
we are eternal all this pain is an illusion

[sstonevenuss]

BINGO

[Kristina]

EXCELLENT!!!  And inspiring.  I constantly see entities and people in my house, and I'm still working on getting past the fear.  Your story helps, a lot.  THANK YOU.

[sstonevenuss]

I was asleep in the early am, I remember hearing my host getting ready for work then leaving and locking the front door. Somewhere between wanting to go back to sleep and actually being asleep, I became suddenly aware that I was no longer alone in the house. I opened my eyes just in time to see a dark figure pull back into the hall from the view of my door. I panicked and sat up. As i sat up, It felt as if I had passed through a tight film. I looked down at the pillow and saw my body lying there asleep. I realized that when I had opened my eyes and saw the entity, I had actually opened my astral body's eyes, not my real eyes.

I wanted to wake myself up, so I layed back down and started to rock back and forth, passing in and out of my body throught that thick, tight film. The instant I layed back down, I was struck with fear and panicked again when the entity came back into the room.  I sat up again, noticing that when I separated from my body, the fear vanished and I felt completely at peace and in control, then the entity would retreated back into the hall. I layed back down again and tried to shake myself awake, This process repeated itself 3 or 4 times until the entity got so close I jumped right up out of the bed and my body.

I expanded to about 3 times my normal size, same shape.  My view was from closer to the cieling, my arms and legs were longer, hands larger, over all, bigger. My vision was a sight so perfect, It cannot be described, I could hear the steps of insects, and the sound of the breeze on individual blades of grass.

I followed the entity down the hall, while saying things like, I am of the light, If you are not, you must leave, there is no darkness here, there is no negativity here, we have no drains for positive energy, light and love to leak out, You can choose to be of the light or you must not be here. My voice did not generate from my throat and come out of my mouth, It came forth from all around me, as far as infinity can reach and manifested through me.

I followed the entity around the living room and we ended up at the front door. I actually unlocked and opened the door. The knob felt small in my huge hand. As I openned the door, the entity passed through and I closed the door behind it.

I stood there and contemplated the fact that I had just opened a door without my body.  Then, I remembered my body.

I went back into the room and stood beside the bed. I looked down at this little defensless creature and thought "what an incredible machine" What a gift...then I thought, no, the gift is the life I live in that little biological computer.  Then I thought, no..

THE GIFT IS HAVING HAD THE CHOICE

The choice to choose this life, the free will to BE. anything anywhere anytime!!!!

I thought about all the options I could choose at that moment, to be someone else, something else, somewhere else, to create something altogether new and go there and experience it in anyway I chose!

I thought about the pain I would cause when my family discovered I had died in my sleep at 28. I thought about the family I had always wanted and had not had yet, I thought about that one spaecial person I would find someday to have all of that with...

I chose again. I chose to finish what I had started. i knew there was infinite time to choose again later, when I was done here.

I chose to remember everything about that experience, as it changed me forever. I chose to know the instant I laid eyes on my soul mate that I would Know it was him. I chose to live the ultimate life I came here to have, with every breath, Live.

As I sat on the bed and started to lay back down, I thought about how uncomfortable it was to be crammed into such a small place, but I knew I would not be aware of that when it happened.

I layed down, passed throught the film and I was completely awake and aware in real time. A.