I'm not sure if I AP'ed or not

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beavis

Most dreams are APs, but in most dreams, you are not as conscious or have as much energy as a "normal AP" so many APers dont call them APs. How much consciousness you had is a relative measurment, so I dont know what to tell you.

FistOfFury

Hi, I just had a weird experience, and I want to call it an AP, but I really am not sure what just happened here, it could have just been a lucid dream, I am still am really confused about all this stuff. It was very real and vivid, but I don't know. This is what happened. I woke up during a dream, I was walking around in a long dark room. The room had a feeling around it like it was inside a church or school, windows on the right and a door in the far north. There was something in the back of the room that looked like a casket or something.....don't know what that was. I was walking around and suddenly Jason from Friday the 13th, of all people, appears in the middle of the room, and an elderly creepy guy with white skin and a black robe appeared standing near the casket. Jason was just standing there, staring at me, but not moving or anything, and the old creepy guy was standing too, but it looked like he was arguing with Jason. I think Jason appearing in my dream was due to the fact that I watch alot of horror movies, I don't know, that was really wierd.

I think what happened next was it was either a lucid dream, dreaming of an AP, or I actually did AP, but I'm not sure. I was just standing there, and I was in "control" I could think clearly, was aware of everything and everyone, myself, I looked at my limbs as you do in real life and I could see them, etc. I looked around at everyone, and decided I should try to AP from within the dream. I then felt a floating down sensation, and as I floated down I was aware of the fact that my arms were wrapped around my stomach area and that I was looking downwards, and then I ended up sprawled out on the ground with my arms underneath me, within the room that I was dreaming in. I saw a golden yellow tint all around everywhere I looked, and right in the middle of my vision there was something wierd that I can only describe as a golden colored "gem" or prism, but I could see through it. I decided to quit laying on the floor and get myself up and walk around. As I did this, I could FEEL myself actually getting up as you do in real life. I was aware of where my limbs were at all times, and I could FEEL each of them moving around, just like in real life. I could think to myself clearly, I was thinking of what I should do next, is this a dream or am I AP'ing, it feels so real, what is going on, why is the room so dark, what's this golden aura all around in my field of vision <--- all of these things were going on inside my head at the same time. I couldn't see very well either, it was blurry. I thought of asking for more clarity in my vision, and it happened, but it wasn't enough, so I asked for more and more, and it got clearer and clearer, I did this about 3 times and I could finally see clearly, but there was still this wierd golden aura all around me.

I decided to walk around. I turned around in opposite direction that I was standing in, and as I did this, I FELT myself walking around, but I was walking REALLY SLOW. I turned around to look at where the two figures previously were, but they weren't there. I thought good, I don't want to deal with them right now. I tried to look at my limbs, and then moved them away from my field of vision, but they were golden/yellow colored. I thought they were supposed to be blue?
Maybe that wierd golden aura was just making them gold/yellow colored, I don't know, anyway.

I started thinking of what I should do next, and why am I in this room. I started walking towards the middle of the room, and by accident I remembered to myself, this is where Jason was standing. I say by accident, because I didn't want to deal with those two right now, and thought that If I think of them, they will appear again. So I thought to myself really quick, "no I don't want Jason to appear". I started walking to the door to go out of the room, but the figures appeared again, Jason and the old guy. Maybe they appeared cuz I was thinking of them? I felt as if they were trying to stop me from going to the door, but they weren't actually doing anything, just standing there, like some zombies. Really wierd. I decided I should end this, and it was at this point that my vision started getting really blurred and then I went blind alltogether, and then I woke up.

I would really appreciate any answers to my questions, thanks. Questions/comments?