Letting go

[Arian]

In my latest projection my new favorite things were attached to me. In particular a new book I was reading (The Seth Material) and my new flannel jacket. At first I just dropped these things in the room I was in and went on my merry way.
     I began flying high up into the sky and as I was doing this I noticed the flannel jacket I left behind was back on, and the book I left behind was in my hand. I decided it must of been a lesson in letting go, so I dropped the book and ditched the jacket. I snapped back to where I was and proceeded to project again.
     Instead of being in the buffer zone I'm accustomed to seeing I was propelled into a scenario.
I wasn't conscious of my actions and had no control over them. My ex-girlfriend was there with her new boyfriend and I had no shirt on. I thought ' I'm gonna look like a cocky a-hole flashing around my body in front of her new boyfriend.' I started to look desperately for my shirt. When I couldn't find it I went into another room. Her boyfriend yelled out ' Hey man I don't mind the stripshow.' I walked back out, everyone was naked and there was my shirt.
     Later on I walked up stairs, as I did this a couple walked passed me and the girl grabbed her boyfriend on the behind and did the same thing with mine. I'm thinking 'there's something wrong with this picture.' She said 'doesn't mean you can't enjoy it.'
     I'm baffled. I open to any interpretation.