Fighting Fears

[LightBeam]

This one started as a dream. I was in a hospital, laying on the exam bed. I was dressed in a hospital gown. The head doctor told me that a specialist was coming to examine me. I told the head doctor that I was not sure why I was there because I felt fine. But he insisted. Then the "specialist" entered the room and I instantly said to the head doctor "This is not a specialist, he is in disguise. Something is wrong". The "specialist" sat on the exam bed where I was laying. He gave an evil laughter and his eyes turned fiery red. He produced a ball of greenish energy ball crackling with electricity like sound and spinning with energy. He was going to attack me with that energy ball. At that moment I became lucid and I realized that this was taking place in the NP. Then I said "I will show you now who has the power". I produced a blast with my hands and both of our energies locked midway. He was pushing the ball towards me and then I was pushing the ball towards him. I kept focusing very intensely to strengthen my power, but at one point a very hot wave hit me and I turned my head because I felt like couldn't breathe. I turned my head towards the head doctor who was standing next to us but not interfering. He just nodded at me. I turned my head back at my attacker and with one last blast I hit him and he disappeared. Then the head doctor said "see you defeated him. Now you can go home". Then I woke up. But the entire day yesterday after this LD though I had a very strong headache. I rarely get headaches.

I believe that was a representation of a fear especially that it started as a dream in a form of symbols. The evening prior to the LD I had a sudden fear came over me of being scared for the health of my loved ones. I just couldn't shake it off. so, we know that our thoughts mold the raw energy, but while in physical bodies we can not observe it. That's exactly what happened, my thoughts manifested that scenario, and when I shut off my physical senses (fell asleep) and was able to observe the immediate energy and its forms  that surround me, that are created by my own thoughts and emotions that dominate. and if negative thoughts dominate then we have to face these fear forms and either defeat them or fail and have the cycle repeat until we learn and they dissolve. That particular fear and heaviness I was feeling the night before now is gone. However, because we are wired to worry about certain things as physical characters, this type of fear may come again, so I will manifest the monsters and I will have to face them all over.

[Lumaza]

 Fear will always find a way to rear it's ugly face. In another thread here, another member of ours, Grumpyrabbit, has just had a similar occurrence to yours. Though the circumstances/scenarios are different, the fact that it had a real lasting effect on your physical vessel the following day is very evident indeed. I have had these in the past and am still currently going through about 12 nights in a row of some really bizarre and negative LDs.

Recently I spoke of how our nocturnal/NP experiences can have a lasting effect on you the next day. I said that it can create the "mood"/theme" of your day. But it can be felt physically as well. Spiritually too. That covers all 3, Body, Mind and Spirit.

I also said in that other thread, that "the more we evolve/progress, the more our teachings/tests do as well". They seem to ramp up in their intensity!