the glass stem and the fractal fruit.

[Bedeekin]

This morning I had a nice and interesting experience that I am allowed to share.

Instead of writing my journal entry I'll just write it new on here; my journal entries aren't very detailed nor interesting because I only write down key points.

It was a morning one, around 6am and entered it after an unscheduled trip to the toilet.

I found myself in a familiar setting that I have visited frequently - being a road that meanders around a very high wall that surrounds a city that terminates in a very beautiful ornamental garden. Massive trees line the road and surround a giant glass-house that its against the wall... very victorian looking. Outside the glass-house sat who I have regarded as my guide... having only realised this last year after noticing he/she has shown up many times in different guises throughout my life. anyway.. he was an old wise tinker/gypsy man again - he tends to do this when he is teaching me or showing me something important... or rather I project this persona onto him so that I feel like I am being taught; a typical archetype... the first time I encountered him I called him 'old man time' lol

I greeted him and he told me to sit beside him. I told him I hadn't projected or seen him in a while and that I thought he had decided to leave me to fend for myself. He gave me a thought that I was being far too 'woe me' and that I should dispense with silly ideas reminding me that I have a father who I can contact at any time who would rather hear that type of thing (I rarely phone my dad) and waved me to sit and watch what he was doing.

He had a grass stem pinched between his fingers. He started peeling away the green surface of the stem and I realised it was transparent inside. He snapped the rest of the stem at the first node and cleaned all the green off until it was revealed to be a hollow glass tube. He handed me a grass stem and asked me to repeat what he did. I peeled away the green like him and snapped off the first node but it was just translucent pith inside. He told me to try again... I tried but I failed. After about six attempts I managed to finally do it correctly. I asked him what the point of the exercise was... so he told me to to follow him into the glass-house.

Inside there were about 15 children... all dressed in little green boiler suits with pale leather skull caps, each one was carrying a fruit of some sort... some were melon-like... some were like giant bananas... one that realy grabbed my attention looked like a fractal/spiral raspberry. they placed the fruits on a long table at the rear of the glass-house and began singing an amazing song to us. It was absolutely beautiful. there weren't any words but the choral harmony and melody (of which I can remember a phrase of that I've been humming all day) just soul embracing.. I couldn't help but cry. While they were singing my guide said that the reason for making the glass stem was so that we could drink the song... but the only way was through the fruit, that these children were the result of the harvest festival and the fruit was their labour (?)

We approached the bench, he took a melon and gently slid the glass stem into it. He told me to pick a fruit. I chose the fractal raspberry and winked at the children and told me that they knew I would pick that one... 'of course they did' I thought. The spiral cells, that were at the bottom the size of a small orange and gradually got smaller as they themselves spiralled to the apex of the fruit. I stuck the stem into one of the big juicy ball cells at the base and began to suck the juice up it. It tasted absolutely amazing... like pomegranate mixed with christmasy spices (hard to describe lol) but as soon as I noticed the taste it mixed with the music like a DMT cocktail.

I instantly had the most AMAZING and indescribably profound trip that I have ever experienced. I simply can't describe it in words and started a digital painting today to emulate it... but I'm finding it pretty hard to get it right because of the multiple layers involved. There were countless different visions all happening simultaneously.

At one point I saw a HUGE floating granite pyramid tethered to hundreds of what looked like angels at a distance... when I zoomed in closer they were winged gyroscope-type vessels... themselves huge. Hundreds of seated meditating monks of some sort were lining the golden horizontal ring that surrounded the inner gyro.

At the same time I saw the same pyramid pushing through clouds in the sky above what looked like a middle eastern modern city... this one had many tiny lights dotted all over it... like lit windows.

A child was playing with a little lime green onyx pyramid in the corner. (you'll like that Lionheart!  )

Many other things were seen but those were the easiest to describe.

my awareness returned to my physical but I was well under... and projected again... I was in log cabin and this time Old Man Time was sitting on the floor blissed out. I told him that I had to tell everyone on here about this. He gave me permission to do so.

[Lionheart]

A child was playing with a little lime green onyx pyramid in the corner. (you'll like that Lionheart!   )

Wow, Thank You for sharing this Bedeekin. I like EVERYTHING about this. Is this place what you would consider your "safe zone" or is it more of your personal learning center?
I especially liked your statement at the beginning of this post that you were "allowed" to share this with us. I have posted here many times about being shown things that I could or couldn't talk about, but very rarely do I ever see anyone else post here about this.
Did you find personal meaning, was it more of a quest scenario, or was it just a pleasant journey that you could fully enjoy?
It definitely sounds like it was inspirational and it helped you to create a beautiful work of art to boot!   You can't ask for more than
that!  
It sounds like Pyramids are starting to grow on you as well my friend.  

[Anonymouse]

Nice experience and nice to read you. Liked the part of the piramid going through the clouds...thst might have felt ....

[Bedeekin]

Wow, Thank You for sharing this Bedeekin. I like EVERYTHING about this. Is this place what you would consider your "safe zone" or is it more of your personal learning center?
I especially liked your statement at the beginning of this post that you were "allowed" to share this with us. I have posted here many times about being shown things that I could or couldn't talk about, but very rarely do I ever see anyone else post here about this.
Did you find personal meaning, was it more of a quest scenario, or was it just a pleasant journey that you could fully enjoy?
It definitely sounds like it was inspirational and it helped you to create a beautiful work of art to boot!   You can't ask for more than
that!  
It sounds like Pyramids are starting to grow on you as well my friend.  

Ha... they must be.

I haven't had a good one like this for a while. I started to worry last year that they were getting infrequent... but I realised that I was maybe starting again... like I had unlearned certain habits of old and beginning a new chapter. A start was acknowledging my guide... or rather that I had one.

I did find a personal meaning because I phoned my dad and we had a good chat... lol It's weird... I don't just not phone him because we don't get on... quite the contrary... I am just lazy when it comes to that. But that's no excuse.

Yes.. it was more of a pleasant, fun and entirely entertaining one. It was as though the seriousness of my usual experiences was dropped in favour of letting my hair down - including my guides; to taste the fruit of joy and remind me that it's not all tests and quests. I really got that impression. It definitely went a long way into making me spring out of bed and enjoy my sunday full of fluff. 

The only serious nature of it was the proceeding 'trip'... in that it seems almost epic in nature and contained a lot of food for thought.

I am painting the pyramid being towed... but when I work on it... I can't help but want to add the other elements because without them its an incomplete story.

I rarely share my experiences because of their personal-to-me nature (for one to make sense I would have to describe many others) and because I was told unequivocally that I had no business giving out such information or details and that it was counterproductive... almost against a law. I don't want to lose that privilege - You probably know what I mean.   

[Lionheart]

I rarely share my experiences because of their personal-to-me nature (for one to make sense I would have to describe many others) and because I was told unequivocally that I had no business giving out such information or details and that it was counterproductive... almost against a law. I don't want to lose that privilege - You probably know what I mean.   

I understand this 100%. In the first month of my "teachings", I was told not to say what I was seeing, but decided to "ignore"' this warning. For the next 3 weeks I was somehow banned from any kind of Conscious AP visitations. I tried and tried over and over again to Phase, but could only get as far as solid darkness. Then one night, I started having success again and was asked if I had learned my lesson. I said yes and was welcomed back with open arms! 
The only Astral School scenarios I see anymore is when I have promoted to a "higher" level and have to start all over again in that area. It's kind of like our school here though. We have our Kindergarten-8, our Junior High, Senior High, College, University and they have their own system.
I know people here say there is no levels, but with my personal reality I have seen there is. It could be that "my higher" self likes to perceive the NPR as this. This is why we always say that the NPR can be and usually is different for each and everyone of us! 

[Bedeekin]

Yes... but familiar and alike enough to allow us to relate.

[Stookie_]

Your guide sounds like an alchemist and the children/concoction was part a symbolic alchemy ritual. That's what it made me think of anyways.

It's very interesting to read - I love symbolic/visionary type experiences. Thanks for sharing Bedeekin.

[Bedeekin]

Your guide sounds like an alchemist and the children/concoction was part a symbolic alchemy ritual. That's what it made me think of anyways.

It's very interesting to read - I love symbolic/visionary type experiences. Thanks for sharing Bedeekin.

Really? I got that feeling... Old Man Time is a very 'wizard/alchemist/tinker' archetype but I had no idea it resembled an actual ritual.

No problem. 

[nimsay]

This sounded beautiful!!

I can't wait to see any artwork if you do finish it... The fruit sounds so entrancing

[Bedeekin]

It was utterly delicious. The taste has so many feelings attached to it. I have some massive pomegranates in the fruit bowl... I might have to open one up to relive the taste... although I need some sweet raspberries. I'm wondering if eating them will help me relive the experience.