At 5 :00, I woke up and I put back my recording of intentions on. While it was still playing, I embarked in my Second Body. I cannot recall going through the vibrations, but I know the recorder was still playing because I could still hear it. I wanted to pull my earphones off, but I was afraid, with reason, to wake up. My intentions was to fall asleep, observe the vibes and « ride the waves » at the proper moment and easily succeed in doing so to go and visit my next-to-be girlfriend. « It is more than anything going to be a meeting with Love itself incarnated in a very lively form! I am going to tell her I have been searching for her for a long time, I will offer her a transfer of love through a smile and tell we are going to meet soon in the material world » did I suggest as a part of my intent.
I stand up and knew without a doubt I was in the Second State. My room was dark and I remembered being attacked by dark hands during the same night, I was afraid, and decided to put the light on. I didn't turn the switch, it just turned on. I opened doors the same way and went outside. I decided I should go and look for this girl. I started to rise in the air and flied around. I was telling myself « I'm going to meet that girl! » and as I repeated the thought over and over I flied faster and faster. It was also dark outside and cloudy so I put the sun and a blue sky. I had no idea where I was going, then I landed on the ground near a white house. They were also a bunch of old people interacting on the other side of the street. I didn't knew where to go! I decided to go see the people outside. There was a white bench and two little girls, about 10 years old. I sat in-between them wondering if one of them could be the girl I was looking for. I felt timid and embarassed, they were much too young! I told them I was seeking a girlfriend and said they could not be that girl because they were still in sixth year, right? One of them said it was true. I left them to explore the white house.
I entered the house and I met a man preparing breakfast. I asked where was his daughter. I may have told him or he knew I was looking for a girlfriend. He said « My daughter? But she is much too young for a 23 years old! ». I am actually 26 years old, but I do look younger. He went upstairs in a sort of protective behaviour. I decided to go through the ceiling to see how old actually was his daughter. If she was 18, it would not be a problem! As I went through the ceiling, I touched a pipe and the ceiling seemed to never end. I knew I was drifting off the Second State... so I started to rub my hands. I read about this trick on this forum, it is very useful! I have also experienced with eating foods while projecting, it works the same ways, but it may be less convenient (you need to create or to find food!)
I found myself in my bedroom, there was no sense of vibrations again. I went through the window – I find it easier to pass through a window – a wall or a ceiling is harder for me to pass through. I went outside with the same intention. I started to fly and this time I just told myself « I fly faster! » and I was speeding faster each time. I landed near what seemed an alcohol store. I entered the place and met a brunette there. I went to her and we started to kiss. I had no idea while making the intent, but what else could be a « transfer of love through a smile » if anything but a kiss? We kissed a first time and it felt so good we did a few more times! I could literaly feel the texture of her lips and the warmth from it! I have never kissed a girl in the physical world so how could I knew how it feels? Then I looked more closely at the girl, she was cute but her teeth... she was a little toothless, they were space in-between her tooth. So I decided to look for another girl! Right at this moment, a group of three girls passed by and went into the backstore. I followed them with insistance and found myself alone with a blonde with a white pale face covered with a few freckles. I thought she was cute, not the cutest, but she was really fine! My criterias are not really high. I find that roughly 70% of the girls from 18-28 are really beautiful! I wanted to kiss her, but she told me she didn't want to, but I insisted and we started to kiss. I felt that warmth again, but not the rich texture. I started to drift off again and lost visual insight, and I could hear her « Why? I told you I didn't want to! ». I don't feel bad for doing so, or maybe just a little. I rubbed my hands again.
I came back to my bedroom. I went out again by the window. I started to fly again and looked at the scenery, a mix of forests and houses. I flied at high speed until I reached what seemed the entrance to a small city. They were two wooden houses on the outside, I want towards one and I found myself face to face with a black gangsta-style man holding two guns at me. I rushed him and he aimed at me. I was afraid I could die off the Second State, but I didn't. I flied to back off and went into the second wooden house. There was another black guy sitting at a table. No girl in sight, I wasn't in the good location! Outside, I wondered what to do next. I thought it could be intersting to fly as high as possible above. I remembered how scary it has been before for me... so I flied about 10 meters above and let myself fall to remember it wouldn't hurt to hit the ground. I decided to reach for the stars... and started to fly at rapid speed; I was a little afraid; I started to drift off again, I don't remember but maybe I rubbed my hands again. I saw an image of stars... and then Pikachu appeared! I was like « What the hell? Pikachu?! » It was like I was in the constellation of Pikachu. I could hear a song saying « Pika! Pika! Pikachu! » while a giant Pikachu was pulsating in front of me. It was funny! Then the scene switched to a video game « save file », it saved the « game » and I could see other datas. There was a data for japanese animes « Bleach » and « One Piece ». I was like... but they aren't PlayStation games! Then I woke up extremely happy! I scrolled down through the Facebook page of students of the group I am going to join soon to see if I could see any of the girl I met there. I didn't, but one of the profile I looked up was a girl and her pseudonym was « Pikachue »!
I would love to have some feedbacks! I haven't been able to project for a while. My life has totaly changed over the course of two months. I finally kicked drugs out of my life, I went to rehab... and came out on december 21! It was truly the end of a world for me and the beginning of a whole new brave one! I have been reading fascinating books. Strangely, I am reading the books of Seth and Robert Monroe first book, both which were publied in 1971-1972. I have started a writing project to create more love in our world. I am being much more creative than I ever was!... I'm about to start school and I want to meet a girl because one who search love can't get pass this! This is what lead me to seek it out in the Second State. My first experience is a success, but I am not sure I found that girl yet. So I am going to repeat the experience over and over until I am satisfied with the results. Do you have any suggestions I could use for orientation? I will update my thread once I have more results... I am truly curious to see how far it will go, and it sure it going to go far, because love knows no limits! :)
Interesting experience. You have great recall.
As for a girlfriend, work on yourself first. You're obviously making a lot of improvements in your life, which is awesome. Stop focusing so much on getting a girlfriend, and continue focusing on improving yourself. Try to be very social and charismatic, and you'll find a girlfriend.
But if you obsess about it, when you do meet a girl worth dating, you'll be too needy and it'll be a turn-off for her. If you find a girl who enjoys your neediness, it's probably a girl you shouldn't date to begin with.
And definitely don't force kiss them lol
Thanks for your reply! I guess you may be right... being needy in the astral may turn me needy in real life? I don't know. I am very aware that being needy is to avoid. I may have never had a relationship, I know first before all it's me which is important. I love myself and what I do... I am seeking Love, not just a girl or sex or whatever, something larger which manifest within simple things like "Eros" between a man and a woman. I agree it may sound like I am desperate, but it's not the case at all. I am very patient, I am looking for the right occasion and I am very much enjoying my single life... I just want to see how far OOBE can manifest into my physical reality so I decided to run this experience. BTW forcing a kiss was out of my control even though I was lucid! :lol:
Second night, the results are very interesting! I received a call from a girl whose said she was in love with me. She told me her name was "Tessier" which is a common last name here in Québec! I know no girl with the last name on who I could have projected an internal desire. Apart from that, I projected a few times, but flying was difficult, passing through windows was also difficult, multiple loss of visual input and lucidity, no answer to my intents... I will keep up with the experience for a few more days and see how it turns out. When it comes to Love... you can't be needy! Keep in my mind when I use the word "Love" it is beyond passion between two humans beings, I just want to embrace all possible manifestations of what greeks called Agápe.
If anyone has been able to use OOBE to manifest something of the sort into the physical world, I am very curious to hear your stories! I have the intuition that "love at first sight" closely related to the Second State.
I wouldn't close yourself off to "just a girl or sex". Love can blossom from anywhere. I'm deeply in love with my current girlfriend, and we had sex on the first night we met, over a year ago.
Good luck!
Yes sex is a part of the simples manifestions of love I am speaking off. :-D
There is far much better things you can do with ap than seeking for a girl as i believe you are not ready for a relationship yet or it will be a codependent relationship not real love after what you have been through i will advise get to know yourself first before going into relationship however on the psychic plane you can have various astral sex etc and aklso work on your addiction so you dont go back to it again and end up going down a downward spiral as this looking for a girlfriend thing is becomming an obsession and you are finding yourself going down low level areas on the etheric plane in search of love when the love you are really seeking for his your inner light
Thank you for your comment. Well, I don't think I am obsess with this, it's just an experiment, though I see it as being more, but I will watch my words to be understood here. I am keeping my focus and intents on it for about seven days, then whatever the results, I will pass to something else. Day 3, 4 and 5 did not bring any new conscious material, neither was I able to remain in lucidity for more than one minute. Two more attempts and I will start to dig into new materials. Somehow, I am being told that it's okay to continue my experiment, but that the field I wanted to open is ready. Just a question, what would be interesting to explore? I am interested in going "Home" as Monroe names it so I can be more creative. I am currently taking one hour of my time every day to "fill" the world with Love through writing. I am tremendously enjoying this project and I am seeing huge change in my moods, behaviors and the way other reacts to me! I can't seem to stop smiling lol! It's quite a surprise!
Quote from: Zagadka on January 15, 2013, 20:56:05
being needy in the astral may turn me needy in real life?
"That which is Below corresponds to that which is Above, and that which is Above, corresponds to that which is Below, to accomplish the miracles of the One Thing"
You are an open book for anyone - including yourself - to read in the nonphysical. You can't hide from yourself in any way. Whatever you are in the non-physical... the way you feel and act is the root of your SELF. That is the way you can achieve certain special things in this reality by using the nonphysical but it's having the savvy and wisdom to realise it that's the trick.
Quote from: Bedeekin on January 18, 2013, 17:51:33
"That which is Below corresponds to that which is Above, and that which is Above, corresponds to that which is Below, to accomplish the miracles of the One Thing"
Humm thank you for reminding me that! I will keep it in my mind. Well I'm done with this experience, other doors opened this night! 8-)