I feel like i am being taken over

[Mudvayne]

Alo people!

Ok well i am familiar with the basics of astral projection, lucid dreaming etc... now i have experienced sleep paralysis quite a number of times, but now i am getting somthing which is somewhat similar but also different... i dont think i have ever woken into it,its always happened when i am trying to sleep, nearly on the brink of sleep but not quite there, i basically feel a large amount of pressure in my head, kind of like my mind is being torn away, there are incredible vibrations coupled low and high pitched sounds, normally i would go with it and see what happens but i get this strong feeling and the will to fight it, almost as if i where fighting for my life, its normally not accompanied by paralysis so i just sit up shake it off and try to sleep again, but it happens again....and again we are talking around 8-9 times per session, and maybe 4-5times a month, i dont know what it is, like i said its similar to sleep paralysis....well sort of, and another thing, today i got the feeling that it something good would happen if i go through with it, i know it sounds silly but i feel like maybe i would attain a greater level of.....something hehe

Any1 experience anything like this, or have an explantion, or simply some advice on what i should do?

[The Present Moment]

Your post content doesn't reflect the subject.  Do you feel this is something sinister? My guess is that your anxiety of projecting is manifesting in the hypnogogic state, where F2/F1 overlay.