My third astral projection - thoughts please!

[Spinney Lainey]

I once again exited my body effortlessly, whilst lucid dreaming. I entered the RTZ and almost instantly started ascending, once I'd walked straight through the wall of the house. This ascension was a wonderful feeling. I remember flying over some houses and then ascended even more to a glorious coastal scene with a beautiful beach, sea and trees along the coastline. There were no people there and I was overwhelmed with a sense of peace and release. On entering this place, I saw light and felt a loving presence - maybe an angel. I think I also passed through a forest, which had a similar feeling of love and warmth.

I then experienced a stark contrast to this wonderful place. I can't remember how I got there - I don't remember descending, either. This place felt incredibly sad, eerie and lonely. It was underwater and there were some sea creatures - all of whom looked pretty bleak, ill and melancholy. The water was cloudy and merky. Then all of a sudden, I felt someone's hand delve deep into my chest - where my heart is and tried to rip it out!!!!! It was like they were trying to take my soul!!!!!! Luckily, I remembered what I had read on a previous forum that if you are attacked by and evil entity to raise your vibration by focusing on feelings of love and gratitude. This was hard to do whilst I was having my heart almost ripped out. I was actually feeling quite intense physical pain, too! After a few minutes, my emanation of love worked and I think this was where the experience ended and I went back into my body. I woke up feeling a pain in my chest. It really felt like someone had had their hand in there. I could feel where the fingers had been! However, I fortunately didn't feel to messed up, as I think the positive energy I absorbed from the previous places had over-ridden this nasty encounter and I've had a glow about me all day.

I am very struck by both the positive and negative experiences of this astral projection and it is raising a few questions in my mind. The main one is 'who' was that entity that tried to remove my soul??!! What would have happened if it had succeeded? I didn't believe in demons before but now I'm not so sure! Has this ever happened to anyone else? I'd love to hear about your experiences and the kinds of landscapes you've seen.

[Bedeekin]

It was Jishmak the fish king. He lives upon the outskirts on the 'Deepening Silth'.

If he had succeeded he will have turned your heart to sand and small crushed shells. This he would have built a replica of you with... so forever you would live with a tiny little macramé version of yourself embedded in your chest.

I don't believe in demons either... I just made that up! Sorry.

This sort of thing I have encountered. But after a while of not actually getting really hurt by these things and realising it is down to belief rather than fact... the joke soon wears thin.

[Spinney Lainey]

Ha ha Cool, yeah. Was just reading a thread about how evil doesn't exist and it comes from our imagination. So does that mean that the angels don't exist either? Guess we'll never know! Or maybe we will know after we die. I guess we could ask what reality is, anyway!