The Voice In The Sky

[Bloodshadow]

Well I know now that it wasn't in the sky, but within ( telepathically). Anyway this experience was a 25% to 75% Lucid Dream about my life and struggle to be something in life, basically a life review, as everyone know I been stuck in a rut in my life.

25%: from what I can remember, I was in this history class in a college, an everyone had to stand up and quote someone in history, and for the life of me I couldn't come up with nothing,well something did come to me which was Edgar Allan Poe, but I was debating with myself if I should. So when my turn came around. I instead acted a fool, cause of my frustrations. The professor (female) pulled me out the class and had a little heart to heart with me. I told her I wasn't good at historics and math, at which point I I started breaking down crying. I felt so pathetic in life, then he/she ( gender seemed to change. Whoever this being was sure wasn't a prof.) asked what I wanted to do, and why was I in a college. At first I said I don't know, then between sobs I said electronic technology, but I have to know math and measurements. I begin feeling more sorry for myself and said that maybe I'm just not cut out for all this. When he/she ( though she was very passionate and sincere) agreed with me, it hurt me more deeply, that I turned and ran away

50%: The being followed after me (I always seem to walk or run away when things get tough conversation wise), she kept trying to calm me by talking as I ran but I wouldn't listen. When she saw that talking wasn't getting through, she started singing. At this point trying to run away became difficult, it was like her beautiful singing was stopping me from moving forward, no matter the struggle I put up. I was now moving inch by inch, then suddenly a wind picked up, I was now blowing in the wind, my feet was plant firmly on the ground too. At this point I just gave in, and the wind slowed a bit laying me upon the ground. I layed there still crying and sobbing. When the being finally caught up to me she stood there looking at me all worried and concerned. Then whoever sent her must have called her back cause she disappeared.

75%: after she left I got up and continued Walking (still upset). I had no idea where I was, I was lost, but I continued to walk. I was on a path with nice spring grass (cut). I saw there was a city up ahead. I started to walk through, not paying much attention to the surroundings. I was walking in the streets and there were few people about. When out of nowhere a voice spoke to me ( although the voice was resonating from within, I still looked to the sky, cause it seemed like it was coming from there). The voice said it knew everything about me, and what I wanted; he knew I wanted to be a superhero. He said he said he could help me become one, at which point I became all a sudden happy. I then said (like a innocent child happily skipping about) Astral projection too!!? He said yes, but we don't call it that here. He was about to tell me what the call it but I was so happy and excited that I cut him off saying Out of body experience(trying to figure it out )? He laughed and said yes, you're a happy little fella aren't you? I then asked him, is it wrong that I don't go to church (I'm not at all religious) ( I think I mistakenly thought he was God/source), he said no, church is for God. I then cheerfully asked him his name. Be fore he even told me, a knowing of his name came to me as he said Saint Christopher. At this point a car in the city suddenly drives over my foot; I felt the pressure but no pain. The person stopped to see if I was OK, then I woke up feeling rested and refreshed.

Thanks for listening hope you enjoyed and understood what I was going through the ups and downs...... Happy travels:)