my crazy dream

[erynys]

i had this dream where my mom framed me for something, and she tried to keep me at her house to kill me, i tried to escape a couple times, and i was always brought back somehow, and they were trying to kill me. my own family. and then whats weird, i was thrown out of my body, and it wasn't my body, it was this tall, older blonde buy, and my parents turned into his parents and i watched as the same thing happened to his family, but in a slightly different neighborhood than my house. and then it turned back into my family, and i killed them with psychokinesis. then i woke up.

[Principle]

Possibly you have a great obsession or desire to leave your body (Astral Projection),
and many of your beliefs conflict with your parents beliefs.

Possibly you are in a state of confusion,
and your mind is clouded between the beliefs you grew up with,
and the beliefs you have developed when you became older.

[erynys]

well, yeah, i've been trying obe for like, a week, and i only felt vibrations and these voices i hear in my head every night since i was like, 2, and i've been trying pk for a year, and i've had dreams about it sincei was 2, and i was born christian fundy. then i converted into paganism cause i was forced into an "alternative" lifestyle that conflicted with my family's religion. i don't understand why the family was different when i came out of the situation. what makes my subconscious think i'll understand some of this stuff.

[Principle]

No one is forced into any alternative lifestyle, religion or belief.

Maybe you are just trying to justify yourself,
I too had strick parents and led myself to believe they were forcing me into situations.

However, Now I realize it is because our beliefs conflicted, but all in all it is your personal decision to do things.

[erynys]

when i say forced into an alternative lifestyle, i mean i was gay. god, i try to be discreet, but some people don't understand what i'm saying.

[Principle]

Well, Unfortunetly, Homosexuality is a sin. (Considered by Modern Religion)
I on the other hand believe in treating everyone equally.

This shouldn't have forced you into a Alternative Lifestyle,
especially since Homosexuality is so mainstream in this Age.

All sins are forgiven except "The Lack of Faith and Belief in God".

However, If I was Homosexual I would abstan from having sex with the same sex.
(Thats your decision though)

[jilola]

Well, Unfortunetly, Homosexuality is a sin. (Considered by Modern Religion)
I on the other hand believe in treating everyone equally.

Props to you Principle for being able to express your position in its proper perspective. Almost.

The first line of the reply is self-conflicting so I hope you don't mind me asking the obvious:
You qualify the sinfulness of homosexuality with "considered by modern religion". Do you not adhere to that dogma? And if not, then why state it as a given?
Also it's interesting to note the initial qualifier "unfortunately". Seems you do not agree with the religion?

This is not really relevant to the topic but a bit of a recent peeve of mine. Pay no heed.

To fulfill the board requirement to respond to the topic of a thread.... I find the following quotes relevant to the interpretation of the dream:

i was forced into an "alternative" lifestyle that conflicted with my family's religion.

Since you stated that you are/were gay you weren't forced into an alternative lifestyle. The lifestyle was you, no? Or was there an outside force that made you gay?

and it wasn't my body, it was this tall, older blonde buy, and my parents turned into his parents and i watched as the same thing happened to his family, but in a slightly different neighborhood

Conistent with repeating patterns of life expression, especially in settings where the expression is denied or refused. The similar setting is repeated because of the denial. For what reason? Nobody knows but perhaps the best guess is that in the repeats all of the nuances are found.

when i came out of the situation.

You are no longer gay? What do you mean by coming out of the situation (since the context implies tat means you being gay and subsequently shunned by your family)

2cents & L&L
Jouni

[Principle]

I meant that unfortunetly it is considered a sin by modern religion,
Which therefore in turn people believe it is right for them to pass judgement to treat others as inferiors,
or discriminate them because of their sexuality.

[erynys]

i'm gonna pretend that the last 3 messages didnt't happen. i don't wanna know what yout hink about my gayness, i've been through too much to hear negative things about it. i will say that no one forced me to be gay, because it wasn't a choice made by anyone. it just is. and when i said i came out of the situation, i meant that i stopped wanting their approval, and i stopped denying my identity and i accepted myself. anyways, what do you think that dream i had meant where my dad was dying and for SOME reason i felt immense pain and things started to float.

[jilola]

i don't wanna know what yout hink about my gayness

I don't think anything about it. It's entirely your business.

Also, there was nothing negative regarding being gay, just one comment that current mainstream religions don't accept it. The poster of the comment principle then went on to diasagree with such adiscrimination with

I meant that unfortunetly it is considered a sin by modern religion,

and when i said i came out of the situation, i meant that i stopped wanting their approval,

This meaning was not obvious in the original post 

[/Quote]and i stopped denying my identity and i accepted myself.[/Quote]
Excellent. That's wa everyone else should do. Stop hanging their self worth and image on the opinions form others.

anyways, what do you think that dream i had meant where my dad was dying and for SOME reason i felt immense pain and things started to float.

How much time passed between you accepting your identity and this dream?

2cents & L&L
Jouni

[erynys]

like a year. and i had this other dream where my missing black puppy, was bodiless. and like i was walking down a street and in an empty lot, i saw his head. it was enormous and bleeding. then his eyes started glowing yellow, and he grew yellow eyes all over his body. then i woke up and a psychic gypsy woman said it was a bad omen. then i woke up for real. it was like a dream within a dream. before that, when i lost my cat, i had a dream that i opened the backdoor, and he came running inside, and he dragged in a cat head that looked exactly like his. like it was his, but he had a head of his own. then i threw it outside, and i ran to my room screaming, and i could still see the window and the cat's head was floating slowly upward to the window. like it was looking at me and my cat. and then i woke up screaming and crying.

[erynys]

somebody please interpret the above dream. please. it makes me so nervous thinking about it.

[Mattimo]

I believe your dream about your missing puppy could be simply, a dream about fear.  That is, fearing the outcome of what may have happened to your puppy.  Your other dream about your cat seems to fit the theme of fear-outcome as well.  For example, your missing cat returned alive but also your missing (bodiless) cat did not return alive - both outcomes were projected in the same dream.  You may think, additionally, that there has to be some significance to the ways in which your missing puppy's head and your bodiless cat's head manifested.  And I would say, that the significance is that the heads of your pets are the most recognizable feature, that which you project your feelings on to.  As well, in interpreting the dream about your puppy and the significance of the gypsy I would say that the gypsy was another aspect of your fear, justifying your fear.

I think dreams are not typically prophetic for people and can almost always be related to the thoughts, desires, fears, conflicts, actions etc that one experiences in life.  Therefore, whenever you have a dream that surprises you, think back to the previous day and see if you can pinpoint what caused your dream to manifest as it did.

[erynys]

hmmmmm. i dunno. i kinda hate dogs. and i didnt care about the puppy. someone told me the cat one represents two possible fates for my cat. one that i feared greatly, and the other i longed for. the dog one seems to be a warning of danger. like i've been saying a lot in the past two years, just when i thought it couldnt get any worse, i just sunk a whole 2000 leagues. haha. more bad fortune is brewing in my future. isnt that convenient.