something is moving too fast, three rapid 'dreams''waking up'

[Chaos Mage]

Well, firstly, I had the experience with the nether world, and then waking up and my body was almost Actually paralyzed from the waist down.  So that was some weeks ago.  I've been dreaming regularily lately, but it's still like something is moving too fast!  If I could just slow it down, I could easily do whatever I needed to do.
Two nights ago I put my blockade by the door because I thought that it was another night that I would be attacked.  I felt a little safer with it there.  So I was laying in bed, with my usual 'tiny breath' going in and out.  Suddenly, I was in a different house, and the arrangement kind of caught me off guard.  Still in a bed, but it was different, and had the feeling of my old bedroom back in the church, but it was nothing like it, just felt that way.  Right next to the bed there was a 'stereo fan' if that makes any sense.  It was both a stereo and a fan, also a record player and there was something unique about it in that it was also like a fridge.  I was consciously thinking to myself 'wait a minute, what is that thing, whoa, this is weird', and my physical eyes must have been slightly open, because I could see my shelves where my books are, plus this piece of technology.  In the dream state, I reached up, and my hand hit the blades of the fan.  Someone else was there, they were talking to me, almost like giving me a reprimand.  I was trying hard to ignore that person, and continued to sink my fingers into the blades of the fan.  Then I had a conscious thought, 'that would hurt if some dude put his weener in there'.  And I laughed.  At the mentioning of a weener, I noticed that I had a strong urge to urinate, and the dream scene began to fade away and my mind was already searching for objects in my house, like some kind of radar or locator or something.  Well, on the onrush back into my normal life, I awakened with the strange sensation of wanting to drink my own urine.  I was going to put it in a liquor bottle and drink it.  Fortunately, a higher sense kicked in and I realized what I was thinking on waking up was not what I wanted to do in reality.  So I took a whizz, and layed back down.
The next dream scene I don't remember, but it ended waking up and having "Jesus Christ" telling me to 'turn the lights off, keep Your light on'.  So I got up and turned off the computer.  Then I went back to bed, and it's wierd because I don't usually dream like this.  It was like I was 'blending into the dream state'.  It wasn't the usual 'turned off and flickering back into reality' type of feeling.  It was very gentle and almost flowing.
So next, I was back in the church house (in the dream state) and this is a reality template that I've been visiting off and on for a few months.  I was in my bed, and I could clearly see 'my enemy'... a highly attractive man with long, curly black hair and pure white skin.  He was hovering over my body, and I was struggling, because he kept dipping a wire into my head.  Finally, I thrashed so hard ( i must have turned over in my real bed) and I was laying there, and he began to say in his soft, malicious monotone voice, "So that's the way it is huh!?  Then I'll attack you with... black magick!"  and my whole body started to feel violated and in pain.  I could 'see' golden black fuzz coarsing through my body, and he attacked each organ in sequence, as if trying to shut the whole body down.  Something happened, there was an alternate existence, and then I was rushing outside in a half astral body.  I kept trying to run away from him, and he kept following me, wearing the standard occult garb, black clothing of a particular design.
He was definitely attacking my body, and I tried to wash him off by flying through the leaves of the trees.  Then in desperation, as he was sealing his magick with a kiss, a emoticon symbol of big red lips came flying at me, and I said to myself as I expanded into the sky, "I am a tree with huge leafy branches!"  and I became a huge tree in the sky, and there was a woman who had a sun inside of her, and she said, "The bell tolls, return to your womb of worlds."  and she rang a bell.  The next scene was like the Forest Place from FF7, only more animated than even that.  I flew through a massive forest towards a shining white doorway, and I woke up in bed for about two seconds, logged the dream in memory, and went back to sleep.

So that's it.  But something is definitely moving too fast!  It's either that my mental speed is too quick to catch the astral vibrations, and the speed itself is blocking the astral valency, or something else is pushing my energy out of the astral.  I don't know, but I will certainly meditate on this.

[roman67]

You have to find out what's that. Thanks for sharing your dreams with us.

[Chaos Mage]

Well, apparently my experiences aren't 'astral enough' to fit into the Astral Experiences section.  So I'll post here.

Had a very long dream.  First, I went to sleep, and there was a confusion of images, family members, strangers, and all kinds of big authority people.  I woke up from that, but I hadn't really gone to sleep either.  My arm was numb, so I rolled over.  Then I did fall asleep, and something happened, I don't remember what.  I remember seeing a ring of golden white light, and all around it and soaking into my vision it was a deep darkness.  So I woke up from that, and took a leak, then fell into the null zone of dreamlessness.

Minutes before waking up to this reality, I was in some kind of queer alternate reality.  I had a sexual experience on my bed, but Mom walked in and caught me, we talked for a while, then I said, "Well, it's time to suit up and get this war finished up."  Mom didn't know what I was talking about.  So, as with many of my rapid paced dreams, they tend to slow down when I hit my feet on the highway.  This time though, the highway scene blew by.  I do recall fighting dogs and pigs, and weird looking high tech cars going by on the highway.

When I got to the next town, a spacetime vortex opened up, and I was pulled inside.  Now, the color of this space was so pristine, such a perfect color of blue, and it was filled with microstars that looked like swirling snowflakes.  There was a woman in there, and a couple of men.  I spent some time flying around in this space, then they opened a door for me to leave.  I hopped on a weird hover bike, and took off back into my normal dream reality.

This hover bike was very unique.  It was shaped like a horseshoe, only that it looked like a scorpion.  It had a place to sit, and you controlled it with the two horseshoe like appendages.  It had a trigger for it's laser, and one for it's nitro blast.  So I rode up this massive dune of sand, and these guys on similar bikes were moving around, I attacked them, they yelled at me, they weren't the enemy, but they were still raiders, it's just that I wasn't their target.

So I rode this hover bike at maximum speed and burned up all but one of it's nitro charges, which, would recharge over time.  Now, the dream took on a new shape, and there were multiple dream scenes overlapping.  At times they were overlapping, other times, they would shift back and forth very rapidly.  Well, basically, I visited a place that I go to often.  It was like the far off future of my own village, and the railway had been restored.  So there is too much confusion here for me to go into any great detail.

And after that, I woke up to my door being knocked on.  I'm not sure though, I think I woke up a few minutes before the guy was at my door, as though it was 'destined' that I should be awake and ready to go.

In all of that confusion, there was ideas, stories, and many different people.  Some of them I know, others are more like Viking Chicks or Gypsy Babes.  So that's it.