I had a dream last night that I was jumping of this cliff. And this nerdy asian guy pulls me up and then all of a sudden transforms to another asian guy. o_O He looked Korean or Chinese. He said, "I take form in whatever you want me to take form as. I am... your Guardian Angel."
Does it mean he's my guardian angel? I've seen him in my dreams so many times. And in the last dream I seen him... I was his girlfriend. So I don't know. And he's the first one I see when I close my eyes.
[EDIT ~~ Oh my gosh! I have this web journal called xanga. And, a guy left a comment on my xanga.
He said that he had the same dream but... he was saving a chick from falling. And he's korean/chinese. ... Whoa o.O What does this mean?]
How do you feel when you see him? There's this one person who I see from time to time in my dreams who makes me feel an incredible sense of camaraderie whenever I'm with him. Whenever I wake up from dreams with him I'd even miss him. Does the asian gentleman you see in your dreams make you feel any strong emotions/feelings on a consistent basis?
Quote from: VesAnHow do you feel when you see him? There's this one person who I see from time to time in my dreams who makes me feel an incredible sense of camaraderie whenever I'm with him. Whenever I wake up from dreams with him I'd even miss him. Does the asian gentleman you see in your dreams make you feel any strong emotions/feelings on a consistent basis?
Yeah. It's really weird. When I woke up this morning, All I could think about was ... him. And now, I miss him. I even attempted in drawing him because my friends were so curious `-`;;
It sounds like to me that you have a Guardian Angel :)
If he is... My guardian angel...
Do you guys know of any way I could contact him again? Like... I want to find out his name.
I think that all of us have a guardian angel or two!
I have had such dreams where I am with somebody and feel so myself with that person, sometimes he or she tells me wise things and points out simple truths that I have not noticed.... Other times I am so in love with that person in my dream that I just hate to wake up.. :lol: But, of course, it could be "just" my higher self communicating with me...
Quote from: IvandaI think that all of us have a guardian angel or two!
I have had such dreams where I am with somebody and feel so myself with that person, sometimes he or she tells me wise things and points out simple truths that I have not noticed.... Other times I am so in love with that person in my dream that I just hate to wake up.. :lol: But, of course, it could be "just" my higher self communicating with me...
Lol.
That's the way I feel. And then it's like... I miss him when I wake up. o0;
for some reason you remind me of kagome from inuyasha
i wish i had a guardian angel or a couple. preferably female.. ^^
Quote from: NeoSaturnfor some reason you remind me of kagome from inuyasha
Where did that come from? e.e
@Kris: I thought that everybody has a guardian angel. Isn't everyone born with one?
i dont know, but call it a weird feeling, but i stand by my opinion
Quote from: NeoSaturni dont know, but call it a weird feeling, but i stand by my opinion
Haha weird. ><; I rarely watch Inuyasha because I hear it was a dumb anime. But I am thinking about reading the manga.
Okay... I need to stay on subject.
ok...sonds like a fleeting memorie of something that you need to remember...that or there was something in that pile of stuff i burnt today that was a little too "organic" lol
but...um...um...um....um...um...oh ya!
maybe he is! maybe if you manage an AP you can contact him during it...woah...does anybody ever feel like they are slowly ding circles or loops slowly when they close there eyes because i am felling it man...
Alright the guardian angel thing. A guardian angel is given to you before you are born. He was some one you knew in a past life(family,friend). They are some one your trusted very much, because u trust them with taking care of you in this life. He/She is always there. Sometimes you might hear breathing. That can be a sign that he/she is there. Its not an angel. Those are too completely opposite things. If you have any more questions just ask. i will do my best to help. And yes every one has a guardian angel. Even if you don't think you have one, because you have bad luck, they are still there. You have to learn some how. They cant do every thing for you.
All you can really do to contact them is just talk. Any time your alone just talk to them. You can make up a name if you like. Just say for now on i am going to refer to you as ------. And tell hem/her that you would like to meat. Prey every night.
~CHRIS~
ohh yea, the breathing thing. Its more of a sign there there then them breathing. they dont need to breath to stay alive. because there not. haha
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I think that all of us have a guardian angel or two!
I don't think so. I certainly don't have a guardian angel. I never received help when I prayed to it, only more suffering and depression. Now if desperately need help I pray to Lucifer or other demons, and there's always an response.
are u joking? Every one has one. Every one goes through that time where they think that life cant get any worse. What do u expects them to wait hand and foot on you? You have to learn some how. God puts us on earth to learn. Not to be in complete glory. that's what heaven is. The harder the life you pick, the more advanced your spirit is. But preying to lucifer is not the answer.
"preying to Lucifer"
Ha! Was that intentional?
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are u joking? Every one has one. Every one goes through that time where they think that life cant get any worse. What do u expects them to wait hand and foot on you? You have to learn some how. God puts us on earth to learn. Not to be in complete glory. that's what heaven is. The harder the life you pick, the more advanced your spirit is. But preying to lucifer is not the answer.
If you think so then probably your life is better than mine was when I was still praying to God/Jesus. What you are reffering to as "lessons" was only useless suffering that caused extreme emotional damage, depression and many diseases. Of course praying to Lucifer/demons is only needed when I can't fix my problems by myself, only strong will is the true answer to most problems.
What if life has no sense at all, and "lessons" are only excuse for meaningless suffering? It seems so, because you can't learn anything from f**ked up childhood. And what you would say about children who where born only to die few days after - was this a lesson for them too? This is not a personal attack - only questions to think about.
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"preying to Lucifer"
Ha! Was that intentional?
It's typical for Christians(of course not everyone) to insult people with different belief systems.
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are u joking? Every one has one. Every one goes through that time where they think that life cant get any worse. What do u expects them to wait hand and foot on you? You have to learn some how. God puts us on earth to learn. Not to be in complete glory. that's what heaven is. The harder the life you pick, the more advanced your spirit is. But preying to lucifer is not the answer.
If you think so then probably your life is better than mine was when I was still praying to God/Jesus. What you are reffering to as "lessons" was only useless suffering that caused extreme emotional damage, depression and many diseases. Of course praying to Lucifer/demons is only needed when I can't fix my problems by myself, only strong will is the true answer to most problems.
What if life has no sense at all, and "lessons" are only excuse for meaningless suffering? It seems so, because you can't learn anything from f**ked up childhood. And what you would say about children who where born only to die few days after - was this a lesson for them too? This is not a personal attack - only questions to think about.
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"preying to Lucifer"
Ha! Was that intentional?
It's typical for Christians(of course not everyone) to insult people with different belief systems.
This isn't a personal attack but I feel pity for you because you feel the need to pray to Lucifer (if you was being serious about that) and for the fact that you just cannot see why your life is so hard. It seems to me that you've lost your faith in God, that's if you've ever had any faith to begin with.
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This isn't a personal attack but I feel pity for you because you feel the need to pray to Lucifer (if you was being serious about that) and for the fact that you just cannot see why your life is so hard. It seems to me that you've lost your faith in God, that's if you've ever had any faith to begin with.
I was serious about praying to Lucifer, but what's the difference between asking metaphysical entity for help and asking living person? I've had faith, but my life was a nightmare, and faith is like "justification of suffering". There are conceptions that suffering is a neccesary element of spiritual deveopment or some kind of a "test", but it's not always true. Recently I realized that most of suffering was totally meaningless. And how do you know that my life is hard? I work hard, but my life is extremely enjoyable, there were some problems caused by neg attachement that I couldn't remove by myself, but now it's gone.
No disrespect or offence intended here, but I'm just going on what my gut instincts are telling me. Sorry if I got anything about your life/views wrong, but what I have to say is based on what I got from your post.
QuoteIf you think so then probably your life is better than mine was when I was still praying to God/Jesus.
This is a small hint that your life may have been hard (past or present, it doesn't matter to me).
QuoteI work hard, but my life is extremely enjoyable
Satan (Lucifer - doesn't matter what you call him, it's all the same to me) is extremely deceptive, and you've fallen right into his trap (at least that's what it sounds like to me). My point here is that if your life was always enjoyable, you would not advance spiritually, you won't grow.
QuoteI was serious about praying to Lucifer, but what's the difference between asking metaphysical entity for help and asking living person?
The difference would be that a living person is very limited in what they can or will do for you, a metaphysical entity can help if they wish. I thought that was obvious. But what does that have to do with this topic?
QuoteThere are conceptions that suffering is a neccesary element of spiritual deveopment or some kind of a "test", but it's not always true. Recently I realized that most of suffering was totally meaningless.
That's where you are wrong. All suffering (doesn't matter in what degree) is necessary to make you advance spiritually. This might or might not be obvious to you, but life and suffering is like a set of hard lessons you need to learn, it's necessary for your personal growth. None of it is meaningless, no matter what it might seem like to you. How else will you advance spiritually? Personally, I say "bring it on".
In any case it doesn't really matter if it is hard or not, praying to Lucifer is not the answer. That's my last word.
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That's where you are wrong. All suffering (doesn't matter in what degree) is necessary to make you advance spiritually. This might or might not be obvious to you, but life and suffering is like a set of hard lessons you need to learn, it's necessary for your personal growth. None of it is meaningless, no matter what it might seem like to you. How else will you advance spiritually? Personally, I say "bring it on".
When I was a child I was badly beaten up in school nearly everyday, only because I was weaker and more intelligent than others. Before I went to school it was even wrose - my home was like hell then. This caused emotional wounds that will never heal, and even a Neg attachement.
So please tell me what kind of lesson was this. If such thing was a lesson then life is just an insane, sadistic parody of what it should be.
Hi Sploosh,
Perhaps the next time you encounter him in your dream or a projection, you could ask him to email you. If he remembers, then maybe he'll drop you a line when he wakes up.
Did you ever hear from the guy?
Did he leave any clues in his reply to your blog? (Some hosts provide user data/site stats on visitors, such as IP addresses, etc.)
I'm not sure how this can be done, but perhaps if you get his IP address (unique address for the computer that he accessed your journal from), you can find out more info on him.
Also, some site stats will include the site the user clicked on before and after visiting your site. You may want to look into seeing if your blog host provides this kind of info.
CaCoDeMoN-
I am not going to pretend to understand what you went through or what you go through praying to Lucifer. To each their own but it sounds like that you are still not sure as to what direction to take.
I dont know what lessons you have to learn from this either. Perhaps you will learn the lesson when you pass that praying to a false GOD was a temporary fix to a long term solution.
I will say this.... You are certainly not alone in the things you have gone through. There are many many people who have had troubled lives and childhoods. Many learn from it, many dont. I will throw this out for you.
See what you can do to improve the situation. See what you can do to help others. See what you can do to make an impact in other peoples lives.. See what you can do to spread some good in this world. You see, sometimes the lessons dont always come in help for oursleves but sometimes the lessons come in helping other people. I am sure there are many-many children out there who need to know that they will be OK.
thoughts?
ha. praying to lucifer. you & bush :wink:
maybe you should have said praying to saturn?!?
some of the most successful people on this earth pray to lucifer...whether you're in good company or not i can't say...but you're definitely not alone.
(and no...i'm not going to prove that) :twisted:
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I dont know what lessons you have to learn from this either. Perhaps you will learn the lesson when you pass that praying to a false GOD was a temporary fix to a long term solution.
Yes, it's only a temporary fix, but even a temporary fix can be helpful when long term solution is not obatinable at the moment. True solution can be found only within. Also what do you mean by saying "false"? there's no info to claim that Lucifer is a false god. And even if he is, he may still be useful then(like for an example Fotamecus - artificially created godform, but works extermely well)
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See what you can do to spread some good in this world.
Hmmm... I am training energy healing now, and it seems very effective when used on family members. I am also testing it on some people who requested healing through internet, but it's only experimental now. I also frequenty give advice to people who have same problems that I had. I know that I could do much more, but it's better than nothing.
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ha. praying to lucifer. you & bush
maybe you should have said praying to saturn?!?
Not anymore, I don't pray to any god now(maybe I'll need help from Fotamecus soon, but that's different story :) )
Lucifer connected to Saturn? from what I know about meaning of Saturn in astrology, it seems that YHWH god from Old Testament(not NT) is the best match to description(by giving very strict law and having desire to control everything, and by banning every kind of witchcraft, even preventing people from using sexual energy in magick and energy work - he required that all his followers will be circumcised)
If you have any information about connection of Lucifer and Saturn, please let me know.
Also I don't think that Bush prays to Lucifer, more probably to YHWH, with him being very pro-zionist. It could be possible that formely US was ruled by people being Lucifer worshippers, but I think that not in XX century.
seems to be a lot of request lately for me to provide information to back up my posts. seeker of truth wants me to impress him with the cassiopaean information. another small group wants me to explain the conspiracy of mind control, and now a request for connections between lucifer/saturn and whether or not bush is a satanist. man...that's a lot of running around on my part...and for what?!? so people can continue to consider me some loony, extreme conspiracy theorist. actually that doesn't bother me, but...i do a ton of networking and research, and there's no way that i could bring it all together in a neat little package or a link. everyone will have to do their own googling if they want to spend the time. if not...then they really didn't care to know in the first place.
i don't mind sharing my personal experience in the astral, but when it comes to web info...y'all on yer own!
but here's a little something just for CaCoDeMoN to start with :wink:
http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/hardtruth/george_w_bush.htm
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How do you know this guy isn't bullshitting you? This is the internet....
what guy?
i'm not sure if you're talking about the website i posted, but...you don't know. we're living in the information age. you can't trust anything except what feels like the truth for you and you alone.
it was more of a joke bcuz i didn't have time to link it all up. there are some very interesting things on that site...if one cares to follow them.
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This websites are great, you don't have to download a IQ-Test to find out how smart you are! Just take a look and your thoughts will tell........
Quote from: NeoSaturnfor some reason you remind me of kagome from inuyasha
Then i guess it is just to go and talk to a tree if you want to see him ;)
No i think if he is you guide or guardian angel then you could just talk to him whenever.. Maybe he will answer in time :) Who knows