Last night's dream was triggered probably by another thread I replied to regarding my failure s to heal my father.
I found myself back in time when my dad was alive but ill. We were at a big gathering, there were many relatives and friends sitting on one long table. My dad was sitting across from me, eating and drinking, smiling. I thought, OMG dad is still alive. I know what I have to do. At the same time I knew a friend of mine ET was there as well. I went into the garden to look for him as he did not want to show in front of the others. I knew he was an old friend of mine and I said to him "I know you can do this, please heal my father. I am not able to, but you can". he looked at me with sadness and said, "no my dear, I cant.". I returned to the party, then went into the garden again to find him. I said "Why cant you, you are from an ancient civilization, far more advanced, you can go though worm holes, you can teleport, you can shapeshift, you have such an advanced technology, I don't believe you cant". He looked as if he really wanted to help me, but he said again " I am not allowed to interfere dearest, please understand". I felt again very disappointed and devastated. Then he disappeared. I looked for him again but he never showed up. I think I annoyed him with my persistence. But now after this dream I am beginning to heal from this episode and to truly comprehend that everyone has a free will on all levels and that even though we may want certain things that involve other individuals, they wont manifest unless they are in synch and in agreement with our wishes as well. Most of the time their decisions are made by their higher selves and on the surface it may seem that they want certain tings the same way as us, but this is not always the case. I know there is a reason for everything that ever happens in this multiverse and it is never imposed or triggered by an external source but from the individual's very personal agenda and agreement.
By the way, this ET looked like an octopus but with legs. Half size of humans, all grey, no hair. Very cute though, very sweet demeanor.
LightBeam you are such a dear person. Your very basic instinct is always to help, to heal, to make all the bad go away. On the surface it may seem everyone would want that but like you say you're learning it isn't all so cut and dried. We exist on so many levels, levels we truly don't understand so sometimes we just have to accept that we know and our loved ones know on some level what their goal is.
I think dream might just give you the closure you need. I highly doubt you annoyed your ET friend. He likely just understood that you would need time to process.
I don't believe I've seen an octopus ET yet. Made me think of the Horse Head ETs.