Forced into a virtual world

[Magic_Love]

I have so many stories to share 
This one that I will tell here and would love your input on, I have looked at many different perspectives and I choose to take it in as a lesson of Not to Fear. But you must understand my cirqumstanses during this time as well.

I do not like mind control, simple as that.

When I was 12 I had an encounter with a UFO outside my window in awaken state, it slowed time down and... I lost time. Later that night I woke up to go to the bathroom and I bumped into one out of 2 greys in my hallway. I ran into my room, locked the door, had my nighlamp on and sat with my legs up to my face and hid under the covers. I was terrified. One of the greys teased me by walking towards my door and the foot steps sounded as GIANTS. They stopped outside my door, i could feel them staring through the door. I closed my eyes so scared. When i opened them again the sun was coming up, I lost time again.

Sincce this day (although with alot of work I have overcome most of my fear and scars from this) I am afraid of the dark. No one believed me and still doesn't. Since that day i shared room with my sister, when she moved out I forced my dog to stay with me hehe, today I can sleep alone but I always have a light on but I am not in fear anymore of that just the dark, still working on that. But yeah... So i went into denial since no one believed me.

So from that moment in my life I closed of from all, I was in darkness, in fear, depression, doing horrible things to myself. Still had a very few OBE's but mostely just nightmares and nasty spirits. I buried this deep. But 8 years later it came to the surface again and I dove into a much heavier deeper fear. Strange things began happening to me, I woke up with markings an´d such...

Now to what I want to say and what I want your input on:
One night I had both dogs with me (living alone) I went to bed, though hey I have both dogs so I turned out the light sleeping in the dark. First time in so many years.

But literally it was just as if I closed my eyes then I opened them but when I opened them I was in my old apartment (from when I was 12) in my bed (everything looked the same) I sat up in the bed not understanding what the hell I was doing there, then I FELT this "voice", he did not communicate in words but in feelings and my brain/cosciousnes transformed them into words so I could understand. He said Not to be afraid and to go to the living room window and look out. I tried looking at who "spoke" to me but I could not see him, I just felt his pressence as if he was behind me all the time.

I walked slowly to the living room window. He said do not be afraid.
I looked out and all the buildings in the neighbourhood was on fire and in the sky there were many ufo's of different shapes and sizes. I began to panic. He said do not be afraid, you do not have to be afraid.
(I will ad that I never felt afraid of him, I felt as if I knew him.)
But I began to panic more, and all the sudden a small "ufo" came straight up infront of me by the window, I got startled, it took out a "arm" and snapped a picture of me. Then I really freaked out and my dogs were there so I grabbed them began running into my moms room. He kept saying do not be afraid be calm do not be afraid. But my fear was to big, I began screaming to myself NAME WAKE UP, over and over and just ignored the man.

After some struggle I could open my eyes in my bed and I could see a man by the end of my bed. Tall, bald, humanlike, looked as if he had a trench coat on or something. I was fighting to have my eyes open (my body paralysed) He "said" go back to sleep, close your eyes. I was fighting him but he was able to force my eyes closed.

What felt like only a blink so when I opened them again he was gone. My dogs were sleeping.

Haha, during all of this I just got mad at my dogs but then again if he could control me than he can control my dogs.

Okay, so... for me I take it as a lesson that I should not fear.
Was this something he showed me might happen in the future... or just a lesson... or since I have experiences by negative people and other entites was this just him wanting me in fear since he knew my fears so he could feed out of me.

I do not like mind control, so many have used it on me.

and I will say this: all my guides only come to me in astral and dreams, I have seen one by my bed once and when he noticed I noticed him he just vanished, he did not force me into something. They always respect my wishes and never put me in fear based scenarios. I have also felt their pressence around me and when I want them to leave they leave.

Those who have taken me to meetings only take me when I am asleep and take my astral body and if I become aware when I am not supposed to it is still a place where there is only Unconditional love and so beautiful. I get awe struck everytime.

When reptilians shapeshifters have taken me they always take me into dark places, fearful places and low density.

So I have a big question mark on that experience. I know it was his doing taking me there. either it was a lesson or he just wanted to feed out of my fear.

what's your thoughts on this?

[Szaxx]

Hi,
Sounds like the classic sleep paralysis.
It instills fear and this then runs havoc. Its the thought=action thing in its glory. There's many an abduction story very similar to what you've said that gets reported and most cases SP is involved.
The guides want you to know they are there and may simply dissapear infront of your eyes. Another name used over 100 years ago is invisible helpers. Theres books on this too.
You need to master your fears totally in order to progress. It sounds like a big problem. Once you can understand how things work everything changes for the better. Taking control of the situation rather than THINKING of something bad happening which escalates into pure fear. Put your thoughts into what you see where something good happens to save the day.
A recent post and a shark comes to mind. Rather than seeing it appear, eyes were closed and the THOUGHT it would not be there was enough to stop the negative runaway experience from occuring.
A little careful thought goes a long long way in your favour.