Inner meassges/communication whilst inbetween awake and dream?

[Athymari]

Hello all. Long time no see.

I have mentioned these false awakening dreams I have several times a week before in old threads. Just to recap-

Usually the first dream I have. I am in bed, I know I am not caught in a dream though I know I am not yet awake instantly. Usually this thing comes towards my room and it jumps on me/pulls the covers off/ grabs my feet and drags me from the bed.

I never move more then my head and arms, the quilt is always pulled up so I cant see out of bed (which how i have it before I fall alssep) and when I DO wake up I am laid in exactly the same position/side.

This time something different happened, after 10+ years of it seems to have evolved. From coming to expect it, to jumping up screaming at it/fighting back/telling it to leave me alone/letting it bite my arm (defense but not attack) - neither of these made a difference. Sometimes it would feel aggresive/animal instinct whilst sometimes it would be a person.


A few nights ago it was very different. This happened not as the first dream but as one of the last. The night time again my quilt, over my head as usual, was about a foot or so away/over me. The room was black but lit up by a mass thunder/lightning storm. Constant loud crashing and flashes of lightning, not the kind we get over here in England, but massive! Though oddly, it was in/on my inside quilt...

The section of quilt ahead of me acted like a screen where the main storm was raging. I was scared the crispness of the thunder and intense flashing and too-realness and the knowledge this was something deep and not a dream that had me scared. Something was happening.

I heard a (an animal) and saw the sillouttee of one sat on my pillow in the flashing . It was small like it was in the distance. It was facing the storm. A few seconds later I heard (another animal) and heard its voice..  The black image of (The animal) appeared on the 'storm' that the (first animal) and myself were watching. It was running.

Then it disappeared. The lightning and thunder stopped. It was behind me IN the bed.

I could feel it behind me and a black shape appeared over my head and froze. I froze to, I reached my hand up and touched its face. I did not move my head. It definitely felt solid though it was neither cold or warm. I ran my hand down its face to make sure it WAS what I thought it was. I thought ' i hope i dont suddenly feel sharp teeth'. I expected it might be a trick of some sort (most likely going on what usually happens in 'this space'). It took longer then I hoped but I seem to find what i was looking for.


My eyes open and I was awake (properly) in bed, same side and position. Only difference was it was slightly lighter and my quilt wasnt as high...



Thinking on it, it was like the first animal was calling the second and then I saw it travelling to me. The lightning/thunder to me is raw power, an exercising of a natural force. I always look forward to storms and sometimes wish they would happen, though when they do its like I then do not know what I am supposed to be doing and carry on as normal.

The second animal sounded young with the pitch of its voice and the head was small. The sound against/matching the crashing of thunder was like a power of its own. It was like a 'see' 'pay attention' 'this is it' noise.

Interestingly, a thought I had when I was getting into bed was 'I wonder they never appear becuase I am only asking for selfish reasons and I do not hold any belief or think of them as anything else'. Meaning I ask spirits/Divine for help or to meet them in dreams and nothing happens as I am only using them for that purpose. I then wondered if I might have touched on something and get a response that night.


I would appreciate and feedback from other how have similar visions and experiance with them.

[Pauli2]

talk with it

you know the answer

[Athymari]

Thanks for the answer but seriously, that doesnt help.