is this possible?

[gentlesavage]

so last night i was having a incredibly weird dream. it started out like a dream i have had before, where i was in a house, someone Else's not mine, and apparently i was homeless and was looking for a place to crash. i went through someones closet, pulled out some stuff and then this is where it got really weird. suddenly i was in another dream i have had before, where i am in the woods, running towards a cabin where my father was being held prisoner by some crazy old man, i got to the door, and then again i was in another dream, one where someone in a much larger version of my cousins house was chasing me and wanted to kill me. i went around for help, ask My dad, and then he was killed, and then i went into another dream again. now i have only been lucid a couple of times before, but i noticed that i was becoming more aware, but i couldn't truly control what was going on, i could think, but nothing would happen. the dream i was in this time was one i had ages ago. i was following a girl down the hallway of a school, and she kept on going faster and faster, and i couldn't keep up, and then again i was in the woods looking for my father, and then i was back at the dream where the person is trying to kill me. i called the police but they couldn't come in time, so i ran away from him, then i was back into the dream where i am homeless, looking through the closet and the guy who was trying to kill me in the other dream starts to come after me, and then i start to fight him, and as i start, i am into the dream where i am looking for my father, and i fighting the old guy, while my dad is bleeding on the snow, then i go back to the dream where the guy is trying to kill me. i eventually subdue him, and then i wake up.

sorry if that was long but it freaked me out, and i don't even know what to call these, maybe multiple dream scenarios or whatever. the weird part is that i knew i was dreaming, but i couldn't do anything, i was like someone else was controlling me. or maybe that was part of the dream in itself.

does anyone have any explanation for the weird dream, or why i couldn't go fully lucid.

[markulous]

Probably lack of confidence or lack of experience.

I know when I first started lucid dreaming there wasn't a lot I could do.  But now I have as much control as I want to.  The best way for me to learn control was to let go.  Instead of trying to force things at first just explore the environments and know that it is your creation.  After a while anybody who messed with me either got beat up, chased off, or changed into something positive and friendly.

[gentlesavage]

well i can get the lucid dreaming, or lack there of to control it, but what this was originally about was the clashing of all of these dreams. but whenever i went lucid i always had perfect control, well not when i was first starting out, and i never had it for very long, just enough to stop, look around a bit, and then either start to have another dream, or wake up. i always tend to wake up at the best parts of my dreams.