dreams that doesnt feel like mine

[hello_kitty]

Ive had dreams a few nights now that dont feel like mine cause i been almost a pedofile in one
another a lesbian and another this girl that got held prisoner by a vampire devil demoin thingy person that made me/her
his wife i had alots of teeth and wierd body- this one got to me really just as the pedofiel dream i thought i was turning into a monster. 
why? when i close my eyes when im tired i see spiders and other scary things. I havent had the strength or the guts to try to protect myself yet I have some mental diseases and i loose grip of reality when things frighten me and i cant always focus on the fact theres supernatural things out there and that im in big trouble it just scares me more. Im affraid i can see the difference from my symptoms and other things and THIS IS NOT SYMPTOMS. i am drained with energy and full with angst when this happens.I cant deny that i am in bad shape but these dreams arent helping exaclty.I cannot even read a simple text cause i cant focus. so all i know now is to burn som sage and hope my necklaces and stones i have beside my bed will protect me.

why does people get theses kind of dreams? anyone that has thoughts about this? what do you think? 

[Mydral]

you get them because you fear them. You think abut it all day and you can't process it and so you dream about it. Since I do not believe in demons and Negs etc. (and hence they do not exist in my reality and don't bother me.... well until my fear comes through for short periods of time) thats my explanation.
It might also be that your exploring your sexuality (not that your turning into a pedophile or lesbian, its just how the brain expresses itself sometimes) May I know your age to know if I am not totally wrong with this?

So what you should do:
Think about positive things. Try to meditate so that you learn how to controll your thoughts and your thought process.
Do simple breathing exercise and envision breathing a golden color into your body which spreads all over (all the good things) and imagine breathing out a black color (all the bad things). This should help your mind.

Its important that you learn to controll your thoughts since you think to negative.

If everything just gets worse and you begin to be depressed you might want to go see a physcatric (sp?) since I can't really help you then.

[hello_kitty]

you get them because you fear them. You think abut it all day and you can't process it and so you dream about it. Since I do not believe in demons and Negs etc. (and hence they do not exist in my reality and don't bother me.... well until my fear comes through for short periods of time) thats my explanation.
It might also be that your exploring your sexuality (not that your turning into a pedophile or lesbian, its just how the brain expresses itself sometimes) May I know your age to know if I am not totally wrong with this?

So what you should do:
Think about positive things. Try to meditate so that you learn how to controll your thoughts and your thought process.
Do simple breathing exercise and envision breathing a golden color into your body which spreads all over (all the good things) and imagine breathing out a black color (all the bad things). This should help your mind.

Its important that you learn to controll your thoughts since you think to negative.

If everything just gets worse and you begin to be depressed you might want to go see a physcatric (sp?) since I can't really help you then.

thank you for the help is will do that i missed my medication that night could be a reason i also was affaraid that night.
i am 22 years old but also a virgin (i can say that i see sex sometimes as a bad thing i have bad association with it maybe cause i fear people and
also have a phobia of phedofiles and becoming one i used to think i was molested why i was so misrable)
maybe its my fear i try to escape. i am extremeley affraid of becomin evil.

i had a stumack ache the next evening and i layed in my bed thought i was sceard of lying there again and i thought: i cant be evil unless i choose to be
i remembered someting someone said in a movie: you dont kill people cause you had a bad childhood you do it cause you choose to!.
and then is disappeared havent had a bad dream until this morning.
thanks