loop of false awakenings

[fowlskins]

went to bed with intent to astral project did a few relaxation techniques and then tried phasing but must have drifted off
was woken by my youngest she was very unsettled so i feed her a bottle and brought her into bed with me im always very conscious of her being there and i wake alot i seem to sleep lighter when she is next to me
eventually we must have both drifted off a little deeper and i was dreaming that i was outside a building where i saw two shifty figures lurking outside a doorway i walked closer to investigate and it was two very malevolent looking stereotype grey aliens with very skinny bodys this took me by surprise and a instant wave of fear shot through me (ive not had dreams about aliens like this for many years i used to get freaked out watching films like fire in the sky and communion when i was a teen, and i also had a section of my life where i was using far to many amphetamines and experienced a grey alien psychosis for quite a while witch until i stopped using and got my head together seemed very real at the time, but these days its not something that bothers me so it was strange to see a return)

this freak out must have caused me to want to wake up and i did or so i though i woke up in a bed and this time my daughter was much older than she is now
i woke up about 10 times in different scenarios some normal some with a slight nightmarish vibe ,and then at one point in one of them i remember leaping into the air as if i was going to fly and being so surprised when i actually did that i instantly became lucid the dream was so real and mundane that realizing it was a dream also took me by surprise i struggled to hang on to clarity and was losing control rapidly (i think at this point the shock had woke me properly and i gradually came around in my actual bed

i dont get false awakenings that much but when i do they are always multiple awakenings why do you think this is ive heard lots of people get the same thing is it some kind of feedback loop ??

[fowlskins]

went to bed with intent to astral project did a few relaxation techniques and then tried phasing but must have drifted off
was woken by my youngest she was very unsettled so i feed her a bottle and brought her into bed with me im always very conscious of her being there and i wake alot i seem to sleep lighter when she is next to me
eventually we must have both drifted off a little deeper and i was dreaming that i was outside a building where i saw two shifty figures lurking outside a doorway i walked closer to investigate and it was two very malevolent looking stereotype grey aliens with very skinny bodys this took me by surprise and a instant wave of fear shot through me (ive not had dreams about aliens like this for many years i used to get freaked out watching films like fire in the sky and communion when i was a teen, and i also had a section of my life where i was using far to many amphetamines and experienced a grey alien psychosis for quite a while witch until i stopped using and got my head together seemed very real at the time, but these days its not something that bothers me so it was strange to see a return)

this freak out must have caused me to want to wake up and i did or so i thought, i woke up in a bed and this time my daughter was much older than she is now
i woke up about 10 times in different scenarios some normal some with a slight nightmarish vibe ,and then at one point in one of them i remember leaping into the air as if i was going to fly and being so surprised when i actually did that i instantly became lucid the dream was so real and mundane that realizing it was a dream also took me by surprise i struggled to hang on to clarity and was losing control rapidly (i think at this point the shock had woke me properly and i gradually came around in my actual bed)

i dont get false awakenings that much but when i do they are always multiple awakenings why do you think this is ive heard lots of people get the same thing is it some kind of feedback loop ??

[EscapeVelocity]

You went to bed with the intent to AP-   That "set" the intent, but as you found out, what we ask for is not always what we get. This teaches us to broaden our expectations as we progress and to be on the lookout for a greater variety of experiences.

This was a pair of tests, in order for you to learn to sharpen your awareness. It doesn't feel like a test at all, but that's how subtle these things can be early on.

Encountering the grey alien brought up an old issue you have indicated that you have brought into your experience, possibly as a troublesome thought form; you reacted with fear. What other reactions were available to you? Why was it there in the first place?

The looping False Awakenings were another version of the first test, but a pretty classical version. It is again, designed to help you in expanding your NP awareness, which you did when you chose to fly into the air. Think about your thoughts and the feel at that moment. The looping just lets you keep doing it until you get it right.

Keep with what you are doing because it is working. You are moving through a set of experiences which, although they seem so varied and a bit confusing, these are giving you opportunities to greatly expand your NP awareness.

Hope that gives some ideas.

[Szaxx]

Desire to be in a much nicer place. The experience will stop if you really want it to and you then appear in a better environment.
Take full control and know you can do this. If you have a safe place to go, go there.

[fowlskins]

yeah there were plenty of dream signs that i missed this time around before i eventualy found lucidity
the greys thing was more of a surprise than anything i was not at all aware when then appeared if i had a higher level of awareness i might have been able to confront them head on
maby see how they like a finger up their bum lol

[Szaxx]

yeah there were plenty of dream signs that i missed this time around before i eventualy found lucidity
the greys thing was more of a surprise than anything i was not at all aware when then appeared if i had a higher level of awareness i might have been able to confront them head on
maby see how they like a finger up their bum lol

Ha-ha, you'll find the greys are far more advanced mentally when it's not their bum being 'utilised' lol.
Watch em, they're tricky.