Lucid Dream: The Connection

[Bloodshadow]

Ok so I became lucid in my dream while running in an alley, once I noticed where I was I continued running down the alley to my old home (15 years old), when I got there both My grannies was sitting on the back porch, I happily rushed up  to them saying hi, with excitement they said it back, as I ran into the house cause I remembered why I was running in the alley, I had took something from my friend Seans house ( he's not from my child hood they both just seemed to blend in together), when I got in the house I ran down to my old bedroom (the Basement), when I got down there everything was as if I never left, except my bed and everything seemed much smaller, so I tried to actually make it bigger by waving my hands at it spirit fingers style, but nothing happened.

At this point I quickly heard my friend Sean and his ex wife outside so I hid, while Sean was up stairs looking for me, his wife  climbed thru the basement window, and headed over to my bed, she then quickly raised my cover and found the thing I had took from their house, she hurried rushing towards the stairs where I was hiding (didn't see me) yelling to Sean that she found what I took. Sean came downstairs to confront me about it, i told him I took it cause I felt we were losing our friendship, and I knew he'd come after me if i took the item ( it was some sort of GPS system) he cherished. He then proceeded to say, you know you dreaming right, I said I know, i'm already lucid, he didn't believe me til I mentioned my GF in the physical world, cause at first I mentions something about still being in love with my ex who happens to also be my first everything at that point in my teenhood.

Then suddenly another blend came along, i was still in my basement, but then my childhood came along, a lady by the name of Brenda was outside my basement window, I flirted with her with googley eyes and saying heyyy!! Ms. Brenda three times. Then suddenly  my high school friend DJ  pulled up on the lot that belonged to my childhood house (still in my teenhood basement) in a  white Rolls Royce drinking some sort of liquid that wasn't liquor. My friend Sean and I went out to meet him, I had one small sip of the liquid and the scene turned into a party on the lot, the change happened so swiftly I spilled the liquid on Sean, who was now sitting in a chair next to his wife and some other chick, and some other woman who looked out of place cause I never seen her before, she had like a golden skin with black hair, and she was staring at me, there was a small connection there.

Then it jumps to everyone having sex, I was having sex with the girl that was with Sean and his wife, I tried to do anal with her and she screamed and ran away (around the lot), after a while she came back and offered her butt to me. But when I was about to oblige, the golden woman stepped in front of me and caught my attention, our staring at each other was just so mesmerizing, without looking I slowly penetrated her goodies, but this wasn't about sex at all although I could feel her very wet goodies all over mine, we were trying to connect to each other, it seemed she was having a easy go at connecting to me , but I was sweating bullets trying to connect to her ( we never broke eye contact), I was trying so hard to connect that a part of my face begin to melt, she was this deep dark void I couldn't penetrate to make the connection, it was like she was blocking me, at one point she broke a sweat, letting me know that there was something about me that got a reaction from her, i wish I knew what she saw that made her break into a sweat, everything around us faded and it was just us, I never did find out anything about her but i'm sure she knows all of me, I then woke up refreshed.

[Bloodshadow]

This experience was in no way  about sex, though it did display the act in the beginning. it was about trying to make a connection.

we were trying to establish a connection. In astral projection and lucid dreaming sex and or hugging isn't what it is in the physical, except when you trying to do it which at the beginning of the sex thing I was, until it came to her, but yea sex during those experiences is basically exchange in knowledge or trying to connect on deeper levels, getting to know everything about the person you connecting with.

this was something me and her came up with to connect so that it can speed up the process of her knowing me, and we can move on to other things like say a friendship or wishes whatever, but she wasn't co-operating with me, like I said she knows me more than I know her cause she wasn't being open to me knowing her, which is why al that other stuff happened with my face melting from trying to hard, and all I saw was that she was a deep void. so please don't take the experience as an orgy, that's not what I was trying to relay.

Yes I found out pretty quickly who this woman was, and this thing between us was planned to get to know one another on a deeper level,but it didn't go as i thought it would. I thought she would open up to me as well , not just me sharing who I am.