My Interpretation.

[Rakkso]

Hello Pulse, I was on vacation so was inactive for a while, here are my two most accountable experiences, and the interpretation I made from them.
My intention is to share this because I know it can relate to many of the readers to some degree, and hopefully learn something.

Dream 1:
I was in a house white a couple of girls and cousins, I went to a bedroom to pick something and when I came out they were all cleaning by orders of my aunt, I decided I would not clean but keep sleeping, as I layed down in Bed and drifted to sleep.
(Drift to another scenery)

I was seconds later woke up by a cleaning lady telling me I should wake up, I ignored her, then some weird guys, lady-like, (no disrespect intended here) were saying out loud I thought myself to be sleeping beauty, I then became aware that I was in a bed in a stage, in a theater of some sort, still in bed, I looked up and saw 5 letters embedded in the rooftop P R A ? A, at first I thought it was PRAGA, I standed from bed and walked to a group of Actors(?) doing some complex physical exercises with an instructor that was there, the instructor told me to do so, I said later.
(Drift to another scenery).

I was in the back of a car, two people in the front, we were going somewhere past my house, suddenly the sky in front was grey like, turning more and more dark, as we approached I saw the silhouette of a Tornado, I told them to put seatbelts and to U-turn fast, he said it was far away, 2 blocks straight later it was in front of us. the U-turn he made was sharp but not in time, the wind force was lifting the front part of the car, then something hit the car we were in from behind, I was shoot straight out of the front window, looked back and as I standed to help I saw my friends being sucked up and broken to molecules by the tornado, I thought it was my fault because they had their seat belts on. Nothing to do, I ran away from the tornado as fast while seeing people on the street running inside buildings to hide. I ran as fast and that's all i remember.
(drift to another scenery)

I was walking down a likely street, suddenly a friendly looking giant, 6 meters high with the form of the instructor from the 2 Scenery told my "You haven't been practicing the Exercise" I immediately was about to lay down to do the Theater exercise, as he stopped me with his words saying, "not that one, the jumping exercise", I immediately Gained FULL Clarity of my in the dream, I felt Nostalgic since I had not practice the conscious projection in a long while, --- In the past, while I aware in a projection I would jump/float very high to observe all my surroundings/horizons in all directions, but was never able to HOLD this floating state for more than 3 or 4 seconds in the top Maximum high--- I did this Jump, all aware, and all around me I saw all the most amazing constructions human kind has ever build around Earth, then, with my Will, I this time floated higher and higher, until the amazing view or Earth was there in all its Majestic shape in front of me. It was immeasurably Beautiful. I asked them to see "The Atlántida", The Earth started spinning, continents merging fast with each other, giving birth to a new shape, I saw this continent for a whole 2 seconds, but it is still very clear. It all suddenly faded very quickly, my mom woke me up because it was 6:00am. I grasped.

My interpretation:
I thought to me I was playing "sleeping beauty" and as I say up the correct word was not PRAGA but "PRANA" which means LIFE. I know now I have to sleep less, and act more. It is time, I have prepared so much. Also I know now how the ancient Vedas gathered their Knowledge, I have to practice more now, in a non-interfering manner with my producting waking life.. Basically this dream changed me.


Dream 2:
LONGEST and HEAVIEST Nightmare I've ever had, totally new to me, this was today in the morning.

I was in my grandmother's house, playing football outside with my Cousins, the rest of the family was inside the house and the backyard, the house is located in a dead end street, so while we were shooting the ball to a wall, suddenly this wall broke, and there was like a Sanctuary, with a Dark, very Dark feeling to it.
I thought to myself we should burn all what was there, weird Looking human-size dolls, hanging from everywhere, and creepy artifacts, as I was doing that, in the middle of the Chamber a Big coffin at 45degress rested.

I warned my cousin not to burn or open that. It was too late, he had smashed this coffin and put set a fire, then he stepped back behind me, A Dark Shadow sprang all over the Chamber, and darkened all light, with a Tone pitch so high that Ears hurt, it was now concentrating itself in a single point, I told them all to run to the house, as we did, I looked back and saw the Figure had now taken form, the closest description to it I can give, is Witch like, however it was scarier than any witch you could ever see on TV. With a formless, changing face, and white robes.

I entered the house, Knew, the Creature could not enter were it were not open to It. I locked the gate, and warned everyone in the front to come inside the house, as I ran to the backyard to tell the rest of the people, I saw my family and friends get their souls taken by this thing, they were now Lifeless dolls, obeying the Creature. I locked the door and windows heavily to prevent any entrance. Only few paid attention to me, or entered the house out of pure curiosity or maybe for fear, I told them what was outside, with the support of those cousins my story was to be believed.
(Somehow, I got that feeling as if that dream had repeated itself in some past occasion, like it had happened before, but nobody remembered it, I just knew that in "That other occasion" we had sealed it there, again.)
Only the One Cousin that settled the coffin on fire, and one aunt acted like they knew something of what I knew, I didn't ask them however.

We were 9 in total, both grandparents, Aunt, Uncle, 2 cousins and three other people. I gathered the three people and my cousin to go outside and see/check if the thing was still there, in the garage two other girls were there laying in the floor unconscious, I woke them up, I told these three people to get in the Truck so I would open the gate and they could leave fast to get some help, as they were inside the car, I saw the Creature just standing far outside the gate, waiting for it to be willingly open so it could enter. I was going to this, and do it fast, as I was planning the move, I saw one of the girls trying to open the gate while no one was noticing her, I approached her as the car engine started, and the Truck moved very close to the gate in order to go out fast in my command. I talked to this girl but she would not listen or turn, grabbed her by an arm and her face with Black full eyes turned to look at me, and with a single hit, she send my flying to a wall, I knew this thing hat entered their Minds somehow and was controlling them now, perhaps that's why they were unconscious, the other girl was just Dead looking the three people inside the truck. As the other girl was opening the door I yelled to my cousin to go inside and be prepared to open to no one if things turned bad. I yelled the three people in the trunk to get down and get to the house, but doors or windows could not be opened, I felt some rocks underneath me and threw them at the girl, blood came out of her skull but she acted as if nothing. I threw rock to break the windows so the three could come out of it. it was too late, the gate was open and dark shadows that came out of the Creature had gotten inside the car, it was all black inside now, I knew it was too late and ran to the door were my cousin was waiting, as soon as I entered, the Creature was almost behind me, we struggled in despair to close the door and succeeded, then closed the wooden door behind it just to lay on the floor and take a deep breath. A Frightening scream  came from behind us. We could not rest now.

The People left in the house asked me what had happened, I told them I didn't have time to explain. The knowledge of the rite and the previous sealing came again to my mind, I asked to those there with me who had a memory or knowledge of this. My aunt said I had the Rite in my pen drive, we needed just to recite it for the Creature to sleep again. The problem was, I had no memory of where I had left it, as it is almost always in my pocket. I decided to look for it, I would search in my bedroom which is upstairs, and my cousin with "the knowledge" in his bedroom and the rest of the people would look down in the rest of the house.

As me and my cousin went upstairs and started searching, another hour perhaps just passed, my cousin suddenly yelled he found it, dropped down behind his computer, I ran to him, we were trying to connect it to the pc, but none of the ports acknowledge it, I went running to get my laptop, but remembered it had its ports down too, (just as this laptop lol), still, nothing to lose just to try, as I was on it, in the middle of my room and my cousins room, the same Frightening Scream resonated again, this time, from down, and inside the house. Screams from my familiars echoed, I trembled, and now the wooden staircase sounded with rampaging steps coming up fast.

Me and my cousin looked at each other and knew we thought the same, each of us went hiding immediately, I entered my room with its lights off, locked the door, and entered my closet. Darkness was all around me. Fear was not there however.

The door was knocked and pounded, taken down with a loud wood cracking noise, I remained still behind the heavy coats in the closet, slowed down my breath as much as I could. Someone was there in my room, breathing heavily, not saying a word. The far closet door opened, it was all too dark for me to see a thing or to be seen. Whoever it was there left within seconds. I remained still until I heard no noises from the same floor, 10 minutes had passed perhaps, I walked slowly like a ninja not to be heard or make any noise, carefully took the precautions to step outside and checked the whole floor, nobody there, went to my Cousin's room, and whispered his name... Nothing, I whispered again more carefully and a bit loudly, a sudden knock came from behind me, as I turned thinking it was my end. Nothing was there behind me, but his bed, I remembered in the darkness he had a bed that rested on big wooden Box, I lifted not seeing a thing the bed and his hand grabbed my arm. He was alright. We shutted and barreled the door just in case. Still whispering at each other, and lifting the heavy objects without making a noise.

He asks me if I could remember the rite, or at least the words, but my memory was empty, only images from certain manuscript and a circle were all I could pull. We stayed there talking for about half an hour deciding what measures we should take to go down and try to escape. AS time passed and no sounds came from downstairs or outside the house, we decided it was time, armed with two baseball bats, and knowing it wouldn't do a thing against the creature, we unbarreled the door carefully not to make any noises, and went down the cracking sounding stairs, with minimum noise.

As we walked back to back to the living room ere was the closest exit. Only a candle was there lit. Illuminating softly its surroundings. Knowing we had already loose it all, Fear was no longer motivating my decision making, only my Will to survive. As we were approaching the lit area. We thought to us the house was safe now and the Creature and everyone else which were now living dolls had left. But just after this thought ended, I knew how wrong I was, from the deepest shadow in a far corner of the house, the Penumbra, and shadow started coming to us, slowly, suddenly passing to the Umbra, I stepped beside the candle so my eyes could adjust, and saw the Creature, secretly coming to us. We had nowhere to run, nowhere to hide in the shadows, our fate was for a moment to lose our Minds there. The light was dimly fading away. You could feel all the hope left, left you.

But suddenly, a Thought, from the deepest inward point of my Mind surfaced, a Thought I had not remembered, a Thought that was laying there dormant, waiting for the right time to awake, to be use, so I could fully comprehend and understand its power.

I am Light.

I turned and ran to the door were I knew a wooden cross was hanging. Grabbed it and step in front of my cousin and the light, and said these words.

I am Light.
I am Light, and for me there are no enemies.
I am Light.
I am Light and I am Eternal,
There are no shadows that can hide from me,
There are no shadows that cannot be touched by me.
There are no shadows that cannot be healed by me.

(As the Creature still approached, I held my cross high, and facing it towards it).

I am Light, and to me there are no Doors,
I am Light, and to me, there is nothing I cannot do.
I command you, in the name of the Light.
I command you to leave this realm, in the name of the Light.
I command you in the name of ABHA.

(Suddenly the Flame from the candle Bursted in a big gigantic flame, and everything was lit and illuminated by this warm feeling Luminescence.)

I saw this Creature twitch and twirl around itself, and with a loud Scream of hate towards us, it became a shadow and left through a window. My cousin said it was time to run, I told him no, I had finally repelled it, I would not rest now until in disappeared completely, I did not wanted to set it to sleep again, our grandchildren, or our great grandchildren or their kin could stumble with the creature, and this Darkness could be freed again. I did not desire that.

We went to the room where grandpa keeps his things, I grabbed a Ballonet and a Machete, and my cousin an old rusted Spear and another Machete grandpa had.

We went out of the house and saw the place where this Creature had emerged all darkened again. I thought it had to be there. We walked towards it, I gave the cross to my cousin, telling him there was nothing to fear, for we are Gods.

As we approached closer the Chamber, I had this Feeling crossed my Mind, I knew that the Creature knew we were coming for it. With every step I was more and more decided. I knew we could not lose our Minds and body to it, but also physically die. (Well, I guess I'd rather die than to lose my Mind and body to this Creature).

My cousin was walking beside me, told me he would take care of my back, and that in the worst of cases he wanted me to survive, he, Heavily saddened by the lost of our Family. I thought to myself those were the words of someone with nothing to lose. So I told him that perhaps if we killed the Creature, the people would recover their Minds and Bodies. I was however unsure of this. But it seemed just right. He then walked in front of me with the Cross in his hand, as soon as he set a foot in the chamber, and explosion came from where the coffin was, sending stones and sharp wooden sticks flying all around, the rooftop came crushing down itself, open sky was now there to us. Stones hitted my right side face and shoulder, almost knock me down, I looked aimlessly and blurishly for my cousin, he was standing from a sidewalk, with a bloody arm holding the cross, the other the Machete.

As my sighting became normal again within seconds, I saw this Creature, Serpent like, standing over the point of its tail, between 9-12meters high, with the white robe on top, now ragged, its formless face, Void like, and now its Black hair had gotten so long that it reached its middle high or waist.

I grabbed the ballonet and shoot, its hair blocked it like if it was just a Fly. I looked around for my Machete, nothing. My cousin went in a rage scream towards it, I knew I had to divert it, on top of the ballonet were 6 more steel arrows, I Opened to a side while reloading so we were both now coming to it from almost opposite directions. instead of shooting up to it, I aimed for its tail, the creature did not moved to blocked it, the arrow however pierced fiercely thoroughly its Meat, only a scream came out of it, suddenly as a snake, it darted itself towards me, so fast, I could only swing my ballonet so fast to hit its head to whatever it was, but still, flying I went, the moon was on top of us, without its light nothing would have been seen. I was thankful for that.

I heard the slashes of my Cousin to the Creature, I looked and he had both Machetes in his hands, the Creature, as a serpent was twirling around with moans of pain difficult to hear. He had hacked apart its Tail. I grabbed some heavy rocks and threw them so it would focus on my again and not my cousin. Suddenly it standed up and with a swinging move from its head, hair like Needles came raining upon me, since I was still in the floor I could only turn in time to have my back pierced by this needles, it hurted so bad, and so real... I standed as I could leaning on my Ballonet and saw my cousin running to me. He grabbed me by an arm and we tried to go away to the street or what is the same, open field, as I was almost numb from my left side of the body, the Creature was again assuming the pose to throw those deadly needles again, it would be our end. I saw on the floor the top burned part of its coffin, released my ballonet and grabbed it with my right arm as I standed in front of my cousin, the needles pierced my legs, but saved our upper body. I felt down, kneeling in pain, my cousin went straight running with both machetes towards it. The creature darted towards him, I saw how he sticked one machete through its face but nothing happened, with the other he slashed the Creature but it was not a deadly hit,  however half of the hair of the creature was now resting in the floor. (I believe, it did not cut through its face, but perhaps its hair, only explanation I can think of). The Creature, simultaneously with a hit, sent him flying to a corner of the chamber, I reached for my ballonet and was loading it again. I fired it while the Creature was turning its back on me, going for my Cousin. The arrow was now stuck in his back, a scream, I reloaded again, as fast as I could, my cousin was not moving, the creature was coming to me in an aimlessly way (or perhaps that's just how serpents move), I shoot again, this time it dodged it easily. I was reloading again, now almost desperately, the Creature came dragging itself with its hands and the rest of the body moving serpent like, as it was almost upon me, Cousin hacked again another part of its tail, the Creature jumped screaming to a corner I shoot another arrow while the Creature was twirling in itself, it pierced, I do not know where but another scream came, that's how I know, My cousin took me to the street since I could not walk.

I looked and the Creature was now nowhere to be seen, suddenly out of a house by our side it came crawling from upon the gate, I had reloaded another arrow luckily, I told my Cousin to leave me and surround it, I had now left a big trace of blood from inside the chamber, my vision was blurry, only my left eye was "okay", left side of body numb, not even able to crawl due to my legs. My cousin when straight to it instead, the Creature this time tricked him and used its tail to send him flying 90 degrees to a side of my position, it was again crawling towards me, I shoot another arrow, grabbed it with its hand, I thought to myself how could it possibly have such a strength left. I reloaded my last arrow, it was too late now, the Creature had now darted to my, like a serpent eating a mouse, this is the end, I thought, my Will was now vanishing. In a second, I shoot straight to it, pierced its chest in white robes, the Creature felt the kick-back, I had nothing more however, I had shot my last arrow, and could not move. I closed my eyes thinking, I wish this would be just a Dream. I'll just wait for my death to come.

A scream, so High in Tone, made me open my eyes again, only to shoot them down due to the sounds pain.

I saw again, my Cousin had the Spear in his hands, the Creature was facing at me, and half the spear had went Through the Creatures Heart. It struggle to move at first, like a lizards tail, chaotically, but my cousin would not let go of the spear while in the Creatures back. My eyes then rested its gaze upon what was thought to be a Miracle, one of the arrows in the creature had flung to me due to the Creature twisting and moving like crazy. It was all Violet Blood, I reloaded it, and used my useless legs as a tripod. When I pulled the trigger, the arrow just fired to pierce itself in the creature's neck/upper chest.

The Creature felt like a gigantic Rock. Cousin was there mounted in its back, he had my arrow in its right Arm. Walked to get a Machete, and with a potent left swing, cut down the Creatures Dead Body.

I felt relieved, looked up to the sky, it was beautiful and filled with stars. If only the Moon had not been there it would have looked even more beautiful, but still Grateful, the Moon gave us its Light. The stars and sky were fading now, I thought it must be the blood, nothing I can do. I was ready to sleep now. I closed my Eyes.

I woke up today.
This is my longest Dream so far, I wrote it immediately since I did not wanted to forget it. There is some Wisdom in it, I know.

Thank You for reading

[Szaxx]

Nice experiences, the big question is how aware was you in these, especially the second one?

[Rakkso]

Nice experiences, the big question is how aware was you in these, especially the second one?

Well, the whole Second dream from the beggining was Nightmarish, even the atmosphere all around it, but full crystal clear, I was truly scared, no doubt.
I just felt that "if you have the guts, then you got to do something" which I know was the driving force to accomplish all that, especially since I normaly think like that.

I never gained a Full awareness of myself dreaming, or just knew I was dreaming,  the moment "the thought" came, and I Knew "I am Light", my will just bacame unstoppable after that, knowing there are no barriers to me, the last drop of fear went off when the flame grew. But always acted as if that was perfectly normal as a regular dream. It just amazes me how scared I was, how long it was, and how it turned out to be. I just had to do something for the others. Never had something like that in my journals.

In the First one I gained full awareness in the end, as soon as I was asked why I havent been practicing, then I Knew I could ask for anything.

Thank you for reading Szaxx.
Anything else you think I have missed perhaps??

[Szaxx]

In the second one was there no time to stop and the action was fast paced?
You may have had a different feel from a dream at the outset.
Although things were seemingly impossible to resolve, did you feel overall success in this experience?
Your awareness may have increased too during the experience.

[Rakkso]

In the second one was there no time to stop and the action was fast paced?

Yes, there was no time to stop when something was behind me, however, I could stop easily to talk with my cousin about what to do next, barrel doors silently, search the pendrive, talk with my family, etc, when I wrote the story I tryed to be as specific as possible with the main ideas of conversations, this actions had their due time of conversation with others of my family too, planing, doing, etc.

You may have had a different feel from a dream at the outset.

I do not understand. It never felt like a flashing dream, it was all tangible, I felt serious pain everytime I was damaged, in a linear way, the damaged remained in the order it was presented too, until the end where I felt nothing. However, when I woke up I was feeling victorious and more important, happy to have learned a lesson, the hard way. This is no reason to "fear" pain in projections, it is just part of the experiences that helps us learn.

Although things were seemingly impossible to resolve, did you feel overall success in this experience?
Your awareness may have increased too during the experience.

Things were actually quite impossible to resolve, at first it was my "do something about it" impulse as well as the "survivability" subconscious one. After "The light" I just knew I could do it, no matter what it took.
Yes indeed, more dreams today, not lucid but in them I suceeded difficult circunstances.
Im changing how I move and what I do in waking life, for good. Thank you.

[Szaxx]

The way you described this one had a strong suggestion of those pre-retrieval experiences I had. It may well have been a test of your durability and deliberation of staying the course until you succeeded.
They do have a nightmarish feel to them, you lose the 'get out of this' fear and become totally committed to the completion of the storyline.

Was there a instinctive ' failiure is not an option' characteristic in your mindset no matter what occurs to you personally. You have already said your body was incapacitated greatly and this appears to have not purturbed you in any way on completing the goal in hand?

It does look like you're being tested for the greater good of the wider reality.
This has to be a part of you. Total dedication is required, so far you have passed with flying colours.
Well done.