Dream and interpretation

[GANAMOHA]

no offense or anything but are you waitong for a response because i dont really know what to respond to because you did everything already but thanx for the post anyway

[shivanova]

quote:Originally posted by GANAMOHA

no offense or anything but are you waitong for a response because i dont really know what to respond to because you did everything already but thanx for the post anyway

No just sharing.

[GANAMOHA]

oh kool sorry for the respond thanx for the post though pretty interesting ive had quite a few interesting dreams myself      

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[shivanova]

8-3

A former friend and I are in a room. She sits on a window ledge in front of an open window. It kind of bothers me, but I'm distracted and I turn my back saying something. I turn around after a minute and she's gone. I realize in horror that she must have fallen out of the open window. I don't immediately call 911 because I'm freaking out and I test where she was sitting and think, "Yes, it would be really easy to fall out here it's slippery." I don't want to look out of the window, but I know I have to.

I look down and see her laying on her back facing me with her legs at a slight angle. Her arms are bent up at the elbow on each side palms facing up. Her head is slightly turned to the right in the same direction as her legs. I have an impression of blood, but she looks pristine. She is dealthy pale, but she's more beautiful in death than in life. Her hair has grown several inches past her shoulders and has fresh pale flowers strewn in it. She's wearing a gown of white.

I'm agrieved and guilty for not even noticing her fall. She didn't make a sound. I run and call 911 and explain what happened. The operator seems suspicious that I was the only one present and waited so long to call. She accuses me of pushing her out.

Skip Forward: I run downstairs to where she is laying on the lawn and mourn over her dead body. Some guy comes along and comments on how pretty she is in a casual almost jovial manner. Like there isn't a dead body right in front of him. He then carelessly shoves her body into some mud/dirt to get it out of his way (I think he is mowing the lawn or something). I gasp in horror and tell him to stop. I'm worried the police will think I tampered with the body or something. The dream ends when I see the authorities arrive.


I think this dream symbolizes me *turning away* from this person and my guilt over "abandoning" her. At the same time she made the unwise decisions that got her in a bad situation. She would have fallen regardless of my presence or not. I could have warned her about her situation/bad decisions but I was caught up in my own distractions and didn't really understand the full consequences myself. I have to let this old friendship go and move on.  

The accusatory operator and suspicious police represents my questioning how much blame to accept in this situation. After all I didn't push her or put her in a bad situation she placed herself there.

Another symbol is the guy pushing her in the mud. She lets guys walk all over her so to speak. They use and besoil her without any real caring about her in the end.

I'm not sure why she would be more beautiful in death. Maybe it represented the idealized version I had built in my head of her that she couldn't live up to in the end. Death can also represent change so it might be she has to experience being dragged through the mud before she can grow and learn as an individual. I think if she does learn what she needs to she will become stronger and a more beautiful person inside. I have to "let her fall" so to speak...