Phalanx's Dream Journal

[Phalanx]

As it is roughly the start of the year I figure I will try to start and keep one up here for a while.

Only real changes I will make are to keep out personal items and keep it PG, E for Everyone or what not.
I may post older dreams I have if they have any significance or relation to any current one.
I may give a title for subject matter.
I will give some before/after thoughts/comments if the dream had something to do with something that occurred before hand during the day or week for detail/understanding sake.
I do not mind comments or questions, if anyone has feel free to post.



Sparring, Body Energy, Universal Love Questioning
After Afternoon Nap 1-8-017

It was a long dream but what I remember was I was walking, on my right were a few friends talking among themselves to my left were two girls dress in an Amish style one in her teens the other around 5-6 years old. The area was earthy I don't recall what it looked like I just know that it was earthy. I went up and started sparring with the sorceress supreme from the doctor strange movie, she kept her smile all the time like in the movie. We sparred not with magic but in a strange form of martial arts. She placed her arms palms face up and I set my elbows in her hands and grabbed her elbows with my hands palms face down. In this method it was like trying to control the movements of your opponent or using their movements against them or something along those lines, she treated it is as if she were teaching. She did a few movements with her feet as though she were attacking with kicks and making smiles as though she were gaining points in the spar. I didn't quite get why she was making faces as I didn't think if it was even apart of the sparring I though it was more kind of like she was stretching in a weird fashion almost showing how well she could move in the situation so that I could understand. Every time the spar actually took place I either won or it was a stalemate. Even though it was treated as though she was teaching, her face let in be known that she knew quite well my range of abilities and if a fight were to occur between us the outcomes of the spars were a fairly accurate representation of what the fight would be. After sparring for a bit we took a break, I walked off towards a mirror and the older Amish girl came up from behind and pressed her finger into my back and said something like "you will never be loved by the divine/higher self/universal" I don't recall specifically but it was along those lines. I continued on to the mirror confused slightly. When I got to the mirror in it you could see the body like in a science fiction movie with info tabs all over the place giving details and information on the body. The mirror could show all fashions of the body form chakras, meridian points, chi, physical representations of muscle, skeletal, organs, circulatory even a version where the body looked like a light blue ghost, and all sorts of others. I was looking at a version that showed a clear body and meridian points and some sort of energy flow, and in front on the opposite side of where the girl pressed into my back was a point with an info tab next to it. The info tab had a % bar at zero and read something like the love the divine has for me or the love I hold for the divine. I was mighty confused at this, I though for a moment about universal connection of everything, I know I am not a bad person I love people, places, things, animals, everything. And by this connection I know that it would be impossible to not be loved in return by the universal. So I tried to concentrate kind of like a meditative boost and the percentage bar would bounce up and then drop back down, I tried a few times and each time it would bounce up and then drop back down never passing 27% or so. After a bit I got bored and quit not really caring and went back to sparring with the sorceress. After a bit we quit and she said she was having a problem like pain or something, she laid down on her stomach and exposed her back and I knelt down and ran my hands down her back as though looking for something. There was a point higher in her back than where the girl had pressed into me, I ran my hands down once more like I was creating energy movement when an older Amish lady came up and tried moving me aside saying let someone else do it that knows what they are doing. A feeling of malicious intent crossed my mind and I refused pushing her aside and then pressed my thumb on the point on the sorceress's back as though I was pushing energy into it. I then woke up.

[Phalanx]

Morning 1-10-017

I was in a place that looked like my grandparents old home, my brothers and dad were there, the front door was changed into a sliding glass door and out side there were a bunch of women. A mental thought came, there was a convention of some sort going on nearby explaining why there were so many women outside.

I was using a computer but got bored and got up and started walking towards a bookcase. To get there I had to walk towards the front door and then off to the left. As I was walking I looked out the front door and saw a women who looked up at me and shook her head no. A though crossed my mind like a scene in a bar where I was going to walk up and try to talk to her and she was saying no to that. I looked at her like she had it all wrong and was jumping to conclusions, which came out sort of like a scoff at her.

I turned left and was at the book case which had books and movies in it. My dad was sitting by and asked for a book, I pointed to the right side of the shelf and he said no so I pointed to the left he said yes but I went back to the right and he said no again and it was kind of back and forth like this for a second like things were getting hazy and unresponsive. I finally focused on the left side and found the book he wanted, it was a book akin to fitness I made some comments about healthy foods as I handed it over.

Next to that was three VHS cassettes about how to do stop motion like movie making and it had a picture of the mouse series redwall on the cover. I though to myself that it would be interesting to watch and that I would like to. The dream changed I was pulled into the cassettes.

I was now in a large room there were a few older gentlemen on one side sitting in old fashion chairs. On the floor in the center of this room was a large set up of miniatures making a village that looked Victorian.
I was being taught how to make such things for film making, along with being taught the older folks would help make the first movie.

Dream skipped a bit, I was out side talking with a gentlemen I was having problems with my story. Me and this person took took the story notes inside back to the older folks who seemed to be in a heated debate about something with some other people. The person with me took the notes over to one of the older chaps who listened to the issues we were having. He handed us a book on the cover there was a large castle wall, the story in the book in my mind was the hobbit, specifically the part about the five armies. Immediately I knew what I needed to do to fix my story. I went outside and everything changed.

I was now apart of the story I was making. There were four armies, one I never saw seemed to be off minding their own business, one seemed to be defensive and wasn't about going around attacking people they seemed to be a live and let live mentality. I was near the walls of their castle walking, and the landscape skipped I ended up at another castle this army was creating a statue of some form of new god seemed to be something like a dwarf mixed with a minotaur and rather blockish I smirked mildly amused.

I was back at the 1st castle again and they were under attack by another army. I was off away a bit watching it like it was a reenactment, there were other people around there was a man sitting nearby seemed to be a friend. Everyone watching the fighting were in Western / Victorian apparel. I had a pack with all sorts of mining and traveling supplies sitting near by and an old western rifle with a scope on it.

I picked it up and used the scope like binoculars looking all about, I saw a man on the other side of the crowd of people with a gun just like the one I held, he was looking about and saw me looking at him and ducked out of the way. I was curious what he was up to but turned back to the fight going on. The attacking army was making no ground against the defensive one.

The man that I looked on previously with the scope came up behind me and pulled a six shooter threatening to pull the trigger. I said something about how dare he kill someone innocent in cold blood. He was taken back by the comment and thought it would not end well if he tried to shoot me with the gun.

He sat down and we talked for a moment, he said he was the son of the king of the attacking army making him prince. I said I was with the other side the one that was defensive. I told him that his side was going to lose they were not making any ground that army's of far larger size and better skill have fought the army his side was currently against all who lost that none have ever come close to a chance at victory and that he should try with any power he had to end it for the better, he took no heed.

I got up to go join my side and him and the guy that was sitting next to me all the while asked about a gold mine near by. I lead them to the top of a near by hill and pointed to a path in some trees and said to follow it, I gave them my pack of supplies and went again to go to the fight when they asked if I was going to go with them I told them there were more important things currently than gold. I looked away in hopes that they understood what I said and would join the fight for their sides but an image flickered in my mind that they would not I continued on.
Awoke.

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I have a handful of dreams a night the problem about posting is that they all tend to be really long. So in order to post some I have to find shorter ones or find ways describe it shorter. Which usually unless it is needed for sake of understanding I tend to leave out location descriptions or descriptions of people or things.
Like the room that I first showed up in when brought into the cassette's was a long room like a wide hallway it was soft white with windows along the left letting in light, you could see trees outside of them. On the right side there was a wide opening in the wall that was separated by curtains that went into a proper hallway that ran along the room and had doors that lead to more of the building. On the far side sat some chairs, old with finely carved wood with thick fabric with unique designs on them. And on the opposite side of the room of that were two large wooden doors that stood out due to their redish wooden color.

Some readers may find that sounds interesting and I may add to further posts but I am slightly lazy and should work on sentence structure first make it easier to read before adding more details.

[Phalanx]

To add something in, here is an older dream.
Note a lot of my dreams tend to have celebrities in them, I have yet to find out why.
Another not when I put something in question marks when describing things means details are lost or hazy or something similar.

1-27-014
Party, Fame, and a Classroom

I was talking to Emma Watson, I had just finished a conversation with her and she walked off, when another boy showed up. He simply asked how I was and I gave a simple reply that I was good and then he walked off at this point I became aware, not fully lucid but aware. I was at a party styled much like a prom, everyone was dressed up sharply to suit a prom and their were decorations about. I was dressed in my usual casual loose jeans, and long sleeve button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up I stood out but no one seemed to notice. I stood there for a bit not moving, looking about and it struck me that this was not only a prom but a concert of some sort and this party was going on backstage. Everyone that passed by their faces were darkened much like the unimportant characters in a comic book there were no real details. Only a few people looked as though they might be detailed but I couldn't tell who they were or at least I didn't recognize them.

After a moment of standing about I started making my way towards the stage for the prom not the one for the concert. I could see Emma ahead of me but I wasn't heading towards her. She turned and saw me, she seemed slightly agitated but I continued my way to a pair of doors of to the side when the boy showed back up and came before me. He said whats the deal trying to provoke me, confused I replied what, and he continued, "why do you keep following her around" again I replied asking what he was talking about when I saw Emma standing of not to far in the distance. She had been listening because she asked why I was following her around, at which I replied that I wasn't following her around in a sincere but confused manner, and she replied back "then what were you doing at the park the other day also". I replied that I didn't know she was at the park and just because someone happens to be places that you are doesn't mean they are following you". She was taken back by this and her demeanor changed you could tell that she was sorry but didn't say it. A smile arose across her face and she skipped off calling my name in a teasing manner but not in the order of first, middle, last she called middle, first, then last. She called it out again and again as she skipped off but I didn't follow. The boy's provocative demeanor disappeared, instead he was pondering something and asked what I was doing there, I tried to answer at first but Emma's voice piped up calling out my name again. I waited for her to be silent then I answered that I was head of security, the boy looked confused slightly but I continued that my grandfather was in the military and when he left he started doing security for things like concerts and such, so I thought that I would do security also. The boy replied in an Oh  now I get it manner and walked off in a friendly mood again.

I continued to the doors and went through into a bathroom I washed my hands and then started looking at them. Someone came in they looked familiar but I didn't know who they were, I left and went back out to the party. On the wall to my left the doors to the concert stage was open and there was some commotion on the stage so I went over. I had to pull some people off the mics that were not supposed to be there. As I was fixing the mic stand back up Emma, the boy and other people started rooting me on to sing. I gave out a few lines of the song Delilah as song by Tom Jones then I left the stage and went through another pair of doors.

I went down the hallway for a bit that I entered, to my left was another hallway full of people trying to get in and out of the area. ?This area or people were more school like?... the party could still be seen behind me though. I passed the crowded hall a bit stopped then turned around near a door to an office or such. A man popped his head out, he seemed to know me. "Good luck" he said motioning to the crowd like he knew I had to get through there then popped back in his room and I looked back towards the crowd for a moment. As I made my way to the crowd it dispersed enough on the side just enough for me to pass through. I made my way to the end of the hall, only the part I entered was crowded the rest was clear. At the end of the hallway was a class room. I had been in this class room in other lucid dreams, the teacher and students were all the same as other times. I never got anyone names though anytime I had been there. I am obviously late as I am greeted by one of the students, my partner from the second time I was here. "About time you showed up I thought I was alone today" he said in a joyful manner. I sat down close by and everyone took acknowledged I had arrived with simple smiles. The teacher continued her lecture, I could barely hear here or the lecture was so mundane that as I was jotting notes down on index cards I got bored and started drawing pictures. A bit later I took notice of my partner, he was talking to another student about a card game. I watched as they played this game it was rather interesting, I had never seen it before but it was kind of similar to that yugioh card game in the way it operated. The card game seemed to be about dragons and I looked at the front and back of many cards as they played. After a bit I turned my attention back to the front of the class, and after a moment from there I thought to my self that I should attempt to astral project from where I was. (This was before I found out that dreams/ astral projections were the same thing). As I tried I became aware of my physical body, the vibrations started only briefly and as I tried to move out I couldn't like I was held down by ropes or chains. THe vibrations were only briefly only 2 seconds or so in duration and rather weak, shortly there after I woke up.

[Phalanx]

2-1-014

I was in a small neighborhood with mobile homes and really small yards maybe 15feet then its the next yard. I was in a building from the looks of it it was being built or repaired as there were all sorts of tools around and building equipment. There was a handful of people the only recognizable were my father and two brothers. I was working in a large room area and the floor was open and bare ground could be seen. My youngest brother was fixing explosives in the center of the room I came over to stop him and he detonated it when I had gotten close. I fell through the ground into a cave, or underground ravine or chasm of some sort. I was the only one that fell, some tools and equipment fell with me and was lying around there was a bit if light coming from the hole that was made above but it wasn't all that large. I looked around everything was dark but not dark, it was like a heavy shadow was cast over everything except where the light shown down where I was. I could see quite far through the shadows surprisingly, all the sides of the cave were of a very smooth stone and looked like they were wet. I was on a small mound of ground and all around me were pools of what I thought first was water but I didn't touch them, I came to believe they were of a thin slim that was crystal clear to see through but like a watery glass. From where I landed I was on a spot between two walls that were close together roughly three people could stand arms stretched finger to finger one wall to the other. Down one direction the cave went straight quite away before it forked off, the other direction it forked off immediately. The left continued straight until I couldn't quite see the end, and the right gradually curved or bent off to the right until I couldn't see around the bend. In the shadows things were moving, something told me to light the area. Nearby had fallen a few construction lights that ran off of batteries and some light sticks like bright glow sticks. I grabbed one of the light sticks and held it out in the shadows I could see something kind of hard to describe... think of an upside down tear that was see through but at the center you could see what would make you think of a cellular organism. They had one eye that was that was sometimes hard to tell was there as it seemingly blended with its body. Its body seemed to be comprised of slime that was in the pools but darker, the pools were of a crystal blue but its body was almost a cloudy black but where  some were standing in pools their bodies connected with the pools blending ever so slightly. They were a bit smaller than the size of a house cat. When they moved about they made a sound like shuffling through leaves. They moved quite quickly, they came up to me and I swung the light out to press them off, they backed off but came back again slower. They came to the edge of where the light was that came from above but stopped and looked at the edge curiously. They looked back and forth at the edge of the light on the ground and me with a curiosity like that of a child. They rustled back and forth with the sound of shuffling leaves this seemed to be how they communicated. I still had an uneasy feeling from further off in the dark, it wasn't from the little slime's but something else. Then there was a sound from the dark and all the slime's left, something then gave me a strong urge to get out of the cave. For a moment I didn't listen to it instead I turned on all the lights around me and pointed them in various directions and readied myself. Again the noise and again I was told I should leave, I contemplated for a second about staying or going until I gave into my gut it was usually right. The walls were to smooth to climb by hand and there were no places that provided grip to climb. Nearby I crabbed two screwdrivers that had fallen with me, they looked to be heavy duty enough to carry my weight if I were to use them as climbing picks. So I struck the wall once and it chipped enough for me to press a hand in so I struck it harder and harder till it was large enough to allow space for my feet, So I made my way up and out. Once I got out and stood up the ground around me began to cave in more and everyone began to run. Running every moment and then I would look back to see the fissure as it grew to engulf houses and other things, after a short time of running I awoke.

[Phalanx]

2-12-017
First dream of the night.

It was night I was near my old neighborhood down the road a few miles in some groves collecting something. I don't know what they were they looked sort of like a stick or rod but I had to collect a few of these things. The idea was that each one held information or instructions about something and each one added to the information from the previous. One would show up I would go get it then I would have to wait for a bit until the next one showed up I had to get about three of them. After I got the second one I was on my way to grab the third when someone came up to me that had been nearby most of the time and said someone else grabbed/stole the third one. I rushed over to where it had appeared and it was still there, when I grabbed it it held all the information the other two had and the rest which confused me a bit why have the previous ones if this one had it all, and why would who ever took the information just leave this lying around now. The information was enlightenment, or the state of being source. I was filled with a strong sense of awareness and energy. I flew off home to show others, but strangely I was afraid of running into who ever got a hold of the information before me, what if they came to try and take it from me. So I flew following the highway below the tree lines even though I let off a large amount of golden silvery light I wanted to stay hidden so I wouldn't be found by the other person. As I reached my the road into my old neighborhood dawn started approaching but it was rising from the west instead of the east. I continued to fly to my old home and as I did I thought what if the one I was afraid of was myself, that no one took the information physically that it was a test to begin with. As I thought this the sun shot up in the sky lighting everything as though it was midday and I felt weightless as something had removed itself from me. When I got to my old home I looked at the people there, I could see two representations of them like dual personalities but simultaneously, one was their soul the other their physical being. Their souls recognized the achievement I had done but their physicals, some took no notice or cared and some at most smiled at the achievement as congratulations even though they didn't understand what it meant. Also when I looked at them I could see something like energy but I didn't understand it, then it changed itself. The energy turned into an idea light bulb above their heads filled to varying degree's with a silver light this light was how understanding, or how far along they were as a soul to getting back to source. Some people I looked upon quite surprised me were either further along or further back than what I ever expected and others were as I figured to be. Then I woke.