dreams of killing :(

[urshebear]

I just woke up and need to share this crazy dream I just had.

So I was sitting in this flat with 2 guy-friends. We were awaiting this drug dealer to come around and sell us some drugs. I was so scared of this drug dealer and didn't want to be a part of the deal however I wasn't so scared about being a part of his murder...we were hatching a plan to kill him.

Next thing I am on the balcony high as a kite, higher than I have ever felt and my best friend rang me...I told her how high I was and she wasn't very impressed at me being so weak to feel the need to take drugs. I got off the phone to her and the next thing I knew, it was time to kill this guy...we had already pre-planned the murder so I knew what to do. I didn't kill him, one of my acquaintances did but it was all very quick...bang bang and we leaped over the balcony and ran/walked trying not to be suspicious all the way home.

When we got home I noticed my friend was still holding the gun. There were people at my house having a party so I temporarily stashed the gun under some clothes on my bed...My friend and I began talking about hiding the evidence...I told her "here is what we will do, at 8am everyone is going to be rushing about going to work so nobody will suspect our car, we will take all the evidence out to my ex's farm, there is loads of bush-land there, so dense that nobody will ever find anything...don't worry I have done this before...yes I have done this before, that's right I have"

I suddenly started to recall another dream that I had years ago. where I killed a women, bound her wrists and feet and sliced her up into pieces discarding her body out on the farm.  The gruesome scene replayed in my head. I started to feel terrible having this memory just thinking "how could I do that" I felt disgusted in myself and sad for the women...I wondered why I had never heard of her family looking for her? did they just think she was a missing person??

Then I woke up and breathed a sigh of relief that I have never killed anyone and don't have to live with that burden...the strange thing is that in waking life I actually had forgotten that dream about the women, It was like 2-4 years ago. I think its strange that I remembered this dream inside another dream because even if somebody had of come up to me in my waking life and said "remember that dream you had about killing that women" I would have said "no"

This is not the first time my dreams have linked up either and every time I think its all 100% real...anybody feel like there dreams link up too??
Also can anyone shed some light on these horrible murderous dreams that seem to be focused around covering it up before I get caught. I feel like a freak dreaming of such horrible things.

[Szaxx]

This can work 2 ways.
You are either moving on from  way in life you had and are now disgusted with it and don't want no part in, or something is eating at you and making you angry. You want this to end completely.
Ask yourself "whats bothering you" and it should be obvious.

[Super Vegito]

I've had a dream about killing Knights templar in a foreign place once.

[AAAAAAAA]

Be careful about what you eat and drink to. The same kinds of things that can cause anxiety can also cause bad dreams and the such. try not to drink a lot of caffeine or anything like that. That's what I use to do >.< now that I have a slightly healthier diet, those bad dreams go away (not all of them though). It certainly does help though.

[urshebear]

what about linking dreams?? anybody know about this

another example is that I will go some place in a dream and feel a sense of deja voo, then I will realise that it is because I have been to the exact same spot in another dream...sometimes the dreams can be years apart.

[Szaxx]

Quite normal for dreams and NP experiences in general. It also applies to dreams of the physical where you actually visit these locations from dreams ect to find an exact replica of the experience. This happens even 30 years after the experience.
With a good amount of recall you already know the place even though you've never been there physically. Finding q food shop then becomes a walk in the park rather than a mission. Lol