Hi
2 days ago my gf went to lunch with someone and I talked to her on the phone. She was going to go to lunch with her friend and some of her other friends. We talked about this on the phone a bit and about her friends. I talked to her yesterday about how it went too and asked her about her friends on MSN.
Today I asked her again and she was very surprised and asked what the hell I am talking about. I tried convincing her that she had said all of this in the last few days but she said she has no idea what I'm talking about. She did however go to lunch with her one friend at exactly the same time, but doesn't know about any of the other people I mentioned.
What is going on here? I am very confused. I posted here because a dream is my only explanation but I don't get how areas of my memory could be updated several times throughout 2 days. It feels really awkward because I checked the MSN logs and there is no record of me saying any of the things I recall saying. I am 100% positive that these things happened; I am very sharp when it comes to these things. And in the same phone conversation that she told me that she was going to lunch in the first place was where she mentioned her other friends. All this actually happened except there were no other friends, just her one friend at lunch. Now that I look back on it, her inviting these "new" friends that I had not heard of before seems kind of out of place. Am I going insane? Does anyone have an explanation to what is going on in my head?
Thanks
Alex
Oh btw I accidentally clicked on the Magic forum instead of the Dreams forum to start this topic. Quite honestly I don't know where this belongs though. Any help would be appreciated.
Alex
Dreams would have been better than magic... and if you put it in the wrong forum you can delete it and post it in the right forum... but since that time has passed...
Yeah, probably a dream or something. Since you think you talked over MSN, check your chatting logs. If you don't keep any, start keeping them. I have a friend who has a lot of problems with this.
Once you keep them, you can go back and read what was really said so you don't confuse dreams with reality. Hopefully you won't need to after a while when you get a grip.
I checked the logs and what I said is not there. Something is wrong though... I've even had basic precognition before and it doesn't feel as tangible as reality. This I'm sure 100% that it happened, but apparently it didn't.
I don't understand how my mind could produce a partly fake event and pass it off as real, and if it did then where did the dream produce the info that she was really going to lunch the next day? This thing has only happened to me once and it feels very unusual, makes me feel like I'm going crazy.
Alex
alexd,
Here is a link about ascention symptoms:
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=16190
Rastus made a nice general statement about the matter.
Maybe you are having some pregognitive things happening! Could it be it is in the stage of merging (or emerging) to you?
Owch, hallucinating, better watch with that then. Sometimes I think this happens with a lot of women who think they've been raped but are still virgins and stuff :p
Lol hallucinating. Yes you're probably right, the idea scares me though.
wisp I've looked at that thread and I think someone said that the symptoms mentioned are quite vague. I think that is true - I'm sure I've got most of them, but so could anyone else.
Do you know of any links that have more information about this? I've looked at the source site from the thread mentioned above and it seems to be quite limiting in information.
Apart from this issue my short term memory is a lot worse than it was a few months ago, as well as my ability to pay attention. I assumed this was just a part of aging though. Do you have any suggestions about what to do about the "ascension symptoms" if that's in fact what they are?
Thanks
Alex
alexd,
Actually, this list of ascention symptoms is the first time I've seen a little summary of various things that may happen here and there. As some of the posters mentioned, they see it as something else. And yes, if that is one's reality, it could very well be for that person. An example of a manic depressant disorder, hormone imbalance, etc...etc...the list for these things can be endless.However...there is another explanation for some, me included. I've seen how these other theories pan out, no thank-you, I'll pass. The world of general medicine and psychiatry has it's place, but sometimes that's not the answer. Yes, I have seen the benefit of traditional medicine for a panic disorder, but even then, I used it's temporary crutch until I could find my own answers and solutions. A person has to show some discernment for when something must be handled by others, and when it can be treated by oneself. Anyway, that matter aside.
What you describe is subtle and vague. This makes me think you don't have a big reality problem going on. I think the defined "ascention symptoms" may have various degrees, from vague to possibly problematic.
Something which seems to be going on in the forums alot more now is the idea of defining terms more. This is a great thing in my opinion. For instance, if your trying to focus on what appears to be a precog tendency, it may help for you to look at similar terms.With the astral travelers, this term sounds like reality fluctuation. In the world of the non astral travel, this term may be intuitive. By the way, magic is another word for intuitive in it's area of study.This may help you to see where you want to go.
A great intuitive speaker and writer imo is James VanPraaugh. Have you heard of him or read any of his books? He's a wonderful psychic who describes his skills and gifts in simple terms. He has talked of teaching anyone intuitive skills. He believes practice makes perfect. He also is a believer in group efforts to help one's skills along. He says that was how he was able to perfect what he does. I've heard others say the same thing.If I can locate some material, I'll post some of the basic things he talks about.
Another path which interests me, besides the above, and of course, dream journals (builds intuition and connection with spirit) is Shamanism (animal medicine, totems, and by other names). This is connected with mysticism (like magic is) if one is so inclined and interested. I don't practice it, just observe it.
As I see it, aura work is similiar to energy work. These are other avenues some take. Unfortunately, and probably for some good reason,I don't have the energy for these things. It takes no energy to read about it. :) ...which leads to another thing...reading about various things. Some people are avid readers.
The possibilities are endless really.
I'll try to locate and post the James VanPraagh notes. By the way, I actually channeled his notes using automatic writing to record them! Here's another path! :o Dreams can teach channeling and automatic writing. So much depends on a person's interest and passion I suppose.
I'll check out some possible links on the subjects that may connect with you.
QuoteApart from this issue my short term memory is a lot worse than it was a few months ago, as well as my ability to pay attention. I assumed this was just a part of aging though. Do you have any suggestions about what to do about the "ascension symptoms" if that's in fact what they are?
I'll take a look at the list again. I do have a personal idea about short attention spans. I think society puts so much stress and expectations on one. The mind develops an automatic way of taking care of these daily expectations by producing an automatic pilot in some form or fashion. When a chance arises, the real person wants to live and express him/herself. For me anyway, to be able to stay home and putter around aimlessly is my idea of recreation. Not everyone would like that, but I find my most happiest times jumping from one thing to another during time off.
I think of number 20 on the ascention list regarding what you have described so far.
Tyciol,
Your on to some truth there. Careful, you may ruffle some feathers. :?
Notes taken from James Van Praaugh talk 2002
Two things amaze me.
1.How many stupid people there are.
2.Why people kill each other.
Why do you need to experience an out of body experience.You can have a spiritual experience while in your body.
We have many aspects of ourselves in other dimensions.
Sometimes, not always,we get a message through our dreams from family members,guides, and angels.
Negative or nonsuccessful pursuits? Look at yourself.
Animals often meet it's owner on the other side.Never had a case when an animal has gotten lost in between dimensions.
Sources of connections, prayer,meditation, and dreams.
Balance> Alignment>Grounding- Not totally clear.
Private readings not done because it attracts whiners and suicidal types.
The light is beyond the spectrum of colors.
People have different experiences.
Calling upon your relatives or significant other is like ringing a phone to them.They may or may not answer.Their not obligated as we are here.
Taking the process slow.Many people make the connection.Their ego blocks, and their unable to reach high levels. There are high and low vibrations.
Someone asked me a question never asked, "How is it some beings are waiting near the dying" Not sure why this is so.
Uses the word God several times.
Many people try too hard to reach beyond.
First experience- An aura became a spirit being. The aura advanced.
There are people who can lead lost souls on.
Many people don't know they have passed>No time or relationship there.
If not done right the first time(like a suicide), must come back. It will be harder next time.
Has a sister who can captor spirits on film.
Had a religious upbringing.This day and age, more enlightenment, more self responsibility. Church more significant for yesteryear than today.
There is a bad something, but not addressed.
Be careful when doing out of body experiences and contacting the dead.
We are here to learn.
It's about love, unconditional love.
Anger is a normal reaction.We can only empower ourselves wher we are, not what is happening elsewhere.
Spirits are all around.
Times when spirits come to you in numbers:
1. When you have lost someone significant in your life.
2.When your in a difficult situation.
3.When your in the process of change.
Sudden Death-when awake-a blanking out time.Many spirits get confused about moving to the next realm.Thought processes remain.We take with us what we hold on to during life.An example, a young boy may continue to hang onto a boat waiting for a rescue.
People who remain are most likely those who cling to material items, houses, money, etc.
Thought is energy, we all share energy.
JVP thinks he comes from a different place from the general population-He cannot connect or identify with non spiritual aspects of life.He says he cannot understand why people kill people. He is here to teach,therefore he lectures.
The first thing to do is get to know self.Get in touch with awareness of surroundings, and live for the moment.
Enities use electronics,lights,lamps,telephones,pictures on the internet, and recording devices.
Learn to be able to separate your voice, your thoughts from that of a messenger.
Exercise and practice intuitive skills.An example is when your mail arrives, intuit what it's about,how much is that bill going to be.Do this with traffic and finding a parking place,this one is popular, he laughs.The more you do this, the better you get at it.
People who think they are not psychic, change when they demonstrate some of these exercises at lectures.
Do you have an issue with someone who has passed on?Write a letter,complete the process as if sending it.-Place it in the house somewhere.A week later -read it-write a response as if your the one receiving this letter.The results will surprise you!
Things change upon death of,example, a family member.One family projects on another family member their own guilt or blame.They must blame someone.Example, a family member dying and when she got a photo of an estranged member, she died.Other family members then blame the one in the photo.
Many spirits visit at their own funeral.To be shown that they had indeed, passed on.
Deal with yourself in negative experiences, fear and more.....
Afterlife, some people have pleasant experiences with life review. We have to re-live the thoughts and feelings of those we have helped and hurt.
The blind see at a different vibrational level after passing.
Talked of a spine experience, didn't describe it.There was light in the spine.
Heard God, didn't describe it. Mentioned, but didn't talk about his own personal experience with God.
Animals remember the care received by the individual.
During making of his TV movie, several things he had noticed.The wallpaper in his bedroom as a child was the same. Another similiar experience was a scene when he woke up, and he saw his mother brushing her hair, and other repeat type performances, or actions.
Family members often show themselves by things they did while alive, such as, relating to cooking.
Different spirits have preferred methods of communication, smells, perfume,aftershave, other forms, mentioned before.Generally, you get a feel it is that person.
A departed makes an appearance, to help or reassure or message, after the fact,they will be there or with other persons.Example, A woman lost her husband 7 months before.Two days after husband's appearance, son is killed in a car crash.
Talked about reincarnation.
There are two types of suicides. Intentional and chemical imbalance.The results are different afterwards.
Warning-Intentional suicide causes so much grief left behind.This person has much to deal with doing this!
Discussed between dimensions.
Thought is energy, it moves through the air.People experience and live with modern technology everyday, yet, cannot conceive that their own thought processes work the same way!
Dream.
He had a relative on each side of the family with abilities.One side,"knowing before it happens", the other, ...
If someone is having a headache for several days, think about who you have been around during this time, or just prior.You may be picking up on someone else's feelings.
While dreaming, we are in the most natural state of the spiritual world. Be careful not to disconnect too much from your fleshly existence, mainly because, you are suppose to be in the material at this time.
Keep positive, negative will come back to bite you.
Thought is energy.
JVP says his life involves dealing with grief a lot.He sees it more of a burden, than a blessing.Exaqmple, some of the people who have called...Whoa!
Things that will help. Study the paranormal, dreams, and meditate> a connection will happen.