The Slaughterhouse

[rainbowcity]

I have been listening to a lot of lectures lately and keep hearing that meat probably isn't the best choice of food and that a raw diet of fresh vegetables and fruits is better. Anyway, it has been in the back of my mind.

Last night I had a pretty intense dream. I was showing an individual my farm. I don't really have a farm but in the dreamworld I did. I had land and all these cows in a pen. I was trying to sell my friend on the idea how good it is to keep your own cows. I said loudly, "One cow can feed a whole family for a year."

My friend looked at the cow pen and the cows and I could sense she was disgusted with the idea. I continued to walk with her and found myself in a small dark room. It was a butchering room. Inside the room was various pieces of meat that were hacked up. It was really gruesome. It wasn't cow meat but a chopped up horse. I saw the hindquarters propped on a wall and saw the long beautiful tail. Really, the room smelled like death, it was really creepy.

I was really confused why someone would hack up a horse like this. I left the building confused. I woke up and understood that the final message of the dream was something of the likes that cows and horses are quite similar in beauty.

The whole experience really shook me up.

[Xanth]

I'd say that your "dream" was entirely driven by the fact you've been listening to all these "lectures" and it's just something that was on your mind.

[Szaxx]

Xanths probably correct and its an echo from your subconscious.
If it's interpreted, it suggests your need to belong to a group is strong and whatever the driving force in your past life was, has now changed. It may have sexual overtones but whatever was controlling your decisions has been replaced.
You've realised some old beliefs are now useless to you and have already made the choice to change things.