Was that a lucid one?

[Nagual]

Yes, looks like you had a lucid dream!

Just remember that the lucidity level may vary from times to times.  Sometimes, you knows it's a dream but still do stupid things like in a normal dream.  And other times, you are as lucid as in day time.

[purelight]

Ok Nagual thanx! I keep that in mind.
I want very much to experience lucid dreams and then explore the realms.
I use to sometime before some years but i had no idea about lucid and projection back then!
Now i remember some of the experiences i had while lucid and i realize i was a lot times at low realms [xx(] cause it was dark and i met bad creatures!

[Nagual]

Yeah, I too tend to end up running into a**holes most of the time in my dreams... [xx(]  That's one of the reason I don't have as many experiences as before.  My problem is not being scared; it's more feeling aggressed; it's not much fun...  Also, I get a quite strong feeling of loneliness, lost in this infinite realm.

I tried a few times to fly up to "higher planes", but never worked for me...  So, I just "gamble and reroll" the dream scenario and hope I will end up in a nicer and friendlier one...

[purelight]

Yeah for sure there is no fun in those dark and strange places,the only fun is that you fly...
I have heard that if you are sad,with bad feelings that this is the reason you get there, cause you fit there of the vibes you have.
I used to be that time very anxious and sad and i was always lucid at low realms.

[Nagual]

Damn, so I guess I must be in a sad mood with bad feelings all the time... [xx(][]

The tricky thing is, as I said in an earlier post, it only happens as soon as I get lucid...  I can stay "hours" with some guys in a normal dream without any incidents but, as soon as I become lucid, it's like if I suddenly "openned a door" for attacks...  The same guys suddenly go after me.

Another weird thing is that sometimes I can "hide"/delay my lucidity for a short time, in order to give me time to go far away from some of these guys...  A few times, I even gave up on becoming lucid to just stay in a normal calm and boring dream.

I tried to fight them; I tried to love them; I tried to ignore them...  Nothing works. [xx(]  If they were only showing off in front of me, trying to scare me, it would not be a big deal...  But they kind of "attack me" with very annoying "technics".  By example one of them is like tickles on steroid; it feels VERY weird/uncomfortable.  Another is to rush to my (hyper sensitive) genitals...  A third one is to rush to the left side of my neck and do "stuff"; feels also very weird/uncomfortable.

So, I just end up "escaping" to another dream.  But too many times they followed me through the different dreams.  Other times, I just decide to wake up.  But as soon as they realize it, they rush to grab me.  If they succeed, it's a lot more difficult to wake up; my attention seemed to go back to my physical body, but the contact of their grab always brings my attention back to the dream...

[purelight]

Hi.
Yesterday at night i was in my bed reading a book about ap (what else!) Then i fall asleep and as i was in a dream with many people somewhere,i start (in my dream) to say that hey this must be a dream so i tried to jump a litle to see if i will float and as i did that i float and then flew away from the people, at the corner.
Then i realized that it was dark there and i got in my mind the idea that this was the lower plane and i have to go higher so i tried to jump on the roof and go higher but something didn't let me but i kept trying with no luck and sudenly as i was trying i saw everything around messed up cause of my desire to keep trying and then i woke up in my bed!

Was that lucid? It's about 1 month i keep a dream journal and do reality test everyday!
It must be a lucid cause i felt that i was there..