Was this my guide?

[Vanessa]

Okay so for a long time i've been trying to get in Contact with my spritual guides. So I asked like 100th time today to get to know them and meet them in a Dream but this night I had bad Dreams and I was in a house were suddenly a Little Girls shaddow showed up from the stair and I freaked out cuz I was in a fearmode since last Dream.. I hide from this girl and try to confront and say it doesn't exist because it felt demonic because of the fear but in the Dream I go out and meet this girl and start screaming to go away and I get the name Mary in my mind then I woke up in reality with the same fear for about 5 minutes...

Also Worth to know 1 hour after asking to get in Contact with my guide that day first time in this Life I saw a perfectly round yellowish/goldish orb flying by like an insect and the light was very clear and specified in the orb  not without the orb. I've seen energy types Before but not this clear and round and not yellow mostly blue and White Before and these usually doesn't act like that yellow one.