Two things happened last night/morning, one scary dream and second thing was heavy memory loss upon waking up.
I set my alarm away from bed so i need to get off bed to shut it and set it 6:30, i have one of those alarms where you need to push "set alarm" button while tapping minute or hour button to chance time.
Then i wake up 9:30 and my alarm is set to 6:00 :lol:
It seems i have get off from bed and wanted to sleep 30min more, tapped minute button 30 times while pushing "set alarm", but forgot to set hour to 7 and then got back to sleep, and i can't remember anything from it.
Scary part of my nightmare was when i went to old building with closed porch at night.
There was bit of light coming from behind me as i opened the first door and went inside to this closed porch with windows, nothing yet, but when opening door to actual building there was this ju-on/grudge style scare, there was someone looking at me from the opening of the door.
Well that's not bad, i'm hard to scare if i say so my self, but this someone was... me! Only more pale and rugged. Ofc i started to back away to the first door but it was locked and had to confront myself in more ways than one :lol: But he/me/whoever was not there anymore.
Just had to share, it was so weird.
Edit:
For those who are trying to understand what this means for me.
It's reflection of myself from few years back when i was deeply depressed and alone, it showed me how far i have come and that this part of me is still there, partly dealt with and partly suppressed. Trough this dream i could accept it as part of myself and deal with it. Me going back inside with compassion after mustering my courage made it vanish. I feel kinda good about this all :)