Lover

[omcasey]

March 4/5, 2010
Extreme dizziness continues- I think it is day 3 or so.. The inner sound is so loud my ears are sometimes throbbing with it, the way they do when I am down with an earache. High pitched tones are going off like mad. I am feeling mild vibrations and buzzing through my body most of the day. At 2pm I am sitting in my room shivering. It is awhile before I actually notice this- I have no idea why I am shivering..



Synchronicities are increasing
nighttime dream signs are crossing over into my day

• Hybrid dream - hybrid ad on a main website I visit first thing in the morning.
  
  I have the 'white wizard' lucid dream and the first video I watch on youtube has the phrase 'wizard_____' at the end of it.
  
  Mrc. C. randomly picks up a package in line at the Ross Dress for Less store. It is a kit for learning how to speak French -(she asks me if I would like to). Shortly after arriving home, I get a phone call from the granddaughter of a previous care-client. She has just moved here from France and would like to meet with me.
  
  In the 'white wizard' lucid dream there is a red haired dog and white haired dog. At the Rainbow Acres store, in the back of the truck I parked next to there is a red haired dog and a white haired dog- the truck is just now pulling away.. In the same lucid dream the characteristics of the dark witch are red hair and green eyes- this morning this photo is on the front page of the L.A. Times (and just about everywhere else) big as you like: http://www.altfg.com/blog...s-times-controversy-812/

Going into the night---

I slept cleanly through the night.



From the practice space---

At 6am I move to the practice space. The transition from physical to etheric happens fast.


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I am in a room, something liquidy has been spilt on the carpet. I am not worried I have a carpet cleaner. When I go to clean it up, water is spraying OUT everywhere rather than getting sucked in. I notice this and am jolted (riled) by it. Now I am making my bed, the linens newly cleaned. In the midst of this scene, I notice the comforter that was just on my bed is now missing--(dream sign)--I am beginning to come lucid.

There is a man here, an old yogi who I know now is instigating my arousal. *Strong emotion is what my guides use to wake me up- but it is tricky, too much and I will wake up in my physical room rather than in the dream -meaning the etheric or astral..

I begin to feel I am late for something, late for work -(another trigger). I should have been there by 6;30 and it is now 8:00. I am really feeling the pressure of this -(as I begin recognizing the dream sign.. I see Rob Roy, my boss from the Edgewater Casino in Laughlin coming up the steps. I am avoiding being seen by him.

There is a girl here in this house who is going through the same thing I am (ie: awakening). She is speaking with me about how some people here are going through this too, while others are not yet. She is relaying symptoms / energies / vibrations / the recognizable signs..  -[scene change] . .

It is now being relayed to me clairaudiently that I have the microphone. I see myself in a sort of staging area, like an empty dinner theater and I am up on the stage. I hesitantly 'test the microphone' by saying my name -(my given name.. I can hear myself, clairaudiently as though over a loud speaker. I test it out again- "hello". . Telepathic link is now established. I am almost wholly lucid.  -[phase shift; etheric projection] . .

Up high, out on a ledge I am looking down at a gathering of people. I see Lana, Tricia, and many other people from when I was younger, some of whom I only barely knew. I am quite wide eyed to be seeing people I know, and am scanning them all, from left to right, going very quickly over a young, thin dark haired boy (maybe 20) who seems trying to get my attention. *This could be Tilak.

Now there is a body of water, like a calm river and there is a man out there on a boat- bronzed skin, whole body smile, he is just radiant. He is with me now -this happens fast- up on the ledge in a lovers embrace. He is saying "I wasn't sure I was ever going to wake you, it has been 31/2 lifetimes".  With this I feel him penetrate me, and I gasp at the absolute realness of it -(full lucidity)- he is showing his delight with the most glorious smile, moans, and deep playful feeling. My body is on automatic, rhythmically responding to his. He is pleading that I mercifully slow my movements.

I take my gaze down on us -(seeing my body)- it is similar to now only slightly younger and much more bronzed. From inside a window there is a girl, a caregiver wheeling an elderly person in our direction- somehow we had slid round a corner to the left of my window and we are now sliding back. I am beginning to transition ~ ~

I am standing back inside the room, looking toward to the floor beneath the table

As a brindle haired (same as my lover) wolf appears....