*Really* stubborn attachment on my foot/leg

[Wells]

Well, it's all going down tonight!

Today I made progress on a really strong attachment on my foot.  It's been causing huge blockages in my foot and the entire leg, and working on it today it finally started to give way.  This is definitly some sort of entity that has attached itself to me.

I've spent hours and hours just brushing awareness along my foot and up the leg, and have been feeling the blockages almost 'rupture' and clear up - very satisyfing.

Well, about 2 hours ago I went to bed and really started hammering this thing.  I felt it starting to give way with my foot and entire leg clearing up and just one final attachment in the base of my big toe.  This took a tremendous amount of effort to work on, and finally it gave way.

But within a minute of the attachment breaking I felt my toes being attacked, like they were being bitten.  They were actually twiching and moving really strongly - this was quite scary actually.  At first I thought it was this entity 'removing' itself from me but it's been pretty persistant now so I need to think of something.

I dived in the shower hoping the water would keep the thing off but my toes are still twiching now as I'm focusing awareness on them.

I'm think I'm gonna get back into bed now and resume battle!

I'll let you know how I got on in the morning!

[Wells]

God this is an ordeal.

I can get this thing out of my foot but it just seems to jump straight back in.  It feels like a snake, it bites the inside of my big toe and I can feel the blockage at the base of my toe and throughout my foot suddenly come back.

Then I use awareness and brushing etc to force it out, and it comes straight back again.

I got the garlic out after my last post, but that didn't help.  If anything it seemed to keep the thing inside my foot - as I used awareness, rather than it being forced out like before I felt a huge pressure build up in my foot like cramp.  It felt like I was forcing this thing out but it didn't have anywhere to go.  

As soon as I took away the garlic I got it out again.... but again it got straight back in, even when I quickly got the garlic back on there.

*sigh*.. I'll spend a bit more time on this but I'm exhausted now.  I might have to leave it until the morning.

[Wells]

Well, the cursed thing is still there.  As soon as I do energy work on my foot all my toes continue to twitch and I can feel stuff moving about.  I'm not sure if this is my body fighting against the attachment or the attachment trying to get a better grip.

[Nay]

Well.......you just keep trying.  

I'm not sure if this is my body fighting against the attachment or the attachment trying to get a better grip.

Or just yet..YOU need to get a better grip.  In the known world toda...ummmmm..never mind.

My advice...stop thinking the worst.  Here's a secret, you can have that rush of energy, be it good or bad....   Go for the good, much more satisfying.

Nay

[karnautrahl]

Wells,

how long have you been energy training mate? If it's less than a month or two it could just be blockages you are clearing and widening out that are causing you the symptoms. It's possible, in which case "forcing" it will not help at all. The opposite.  
Nay, I didn't quite work out what you were meaning to say btw .

If you've been practising a lot longer then what I said above probably doesn't apply, go find a river and practice there perhaps?

[Wells]

Nah I've been doing this quite a while - this is definitly a neg attachment of some sort.  My leg used to be fine but then one night months ago I felt something jabbing in my toe.  Over time I noticed the energy flow really getting messed up and huge blockages appearing.  I could also feel the exact point on my toe that this thing was entering.

My toes were twiching all night.  This thing is still coming and going.  I draw energy up my leg for a while, that forces it out.  I feel it go, and feel my foot clear up.  It's a really satisfying feeling, but then seconds later it dives straight back in.  I can feel this thing entering and leaving my leg - quite extraordinary.

[Qaz_Azaran]

Try burning some white sage while your doing your energy work. It's amazing how good the smoke is at clearing up negativity and chasing away nasty spiritual beasties. I know that white sage was invaluable when I had to exorcise my friend Daniel.  You may also want to consider getting some black tourmaline. It's pretty bloody good at getting rid of negativity too. At some point I want to get a dagger made of black tourmaline for if I attract some nasty things while I'm opening up.

[Vvid1012]

my guess, is that you are thinking too much about it...try forgetting about it... take a breather ya know?

[Cebren Girinis]

Yeah... frankinscence works well too. Try either using essential oil on your toe, or burning it.

Also have you tried "burning" the thing off? Maybe if you flood it with a rush of energy (feel it as liquid fire) the thing will burn to death. Just a suggestion.

[Cruel Tendencies]

I've been working with energy or some 3-4 years now, and I have the same problem in my toes.  Specifically, my pinky toes.  At first, I thought it was an entity of some kind, because when I'd go into a trance it felt like someone was grabbing ahold of both toes and pulling them outwards.  

I've determined, though, that it's not really an independant entity.  It's simple energy blockages, and they exist there because when I do the full-body circuit and other energy raising techniques, I neglect to regularly bring energy through my toes when I'm taking it up my legs.  Practically every breath I take, I'm semi-consciously drawing in energy, and so by now all of my other pathways are pretty big and are used to handling a large load.  But for some reason I exclude my toes from participating in the workout.  I suspect it's a relatively common experience, and it's going to take me a long time, with some dedicated effort, to catch my toes up to the rest of my energy body.

I know it can be thoroughly annoying, and sometimes extremely painful, but all you can do is slowly try to pay more attention to your toes throughout the day, when doing regular, perpetual energy raising.  Paying special attention to them in dedicated sessions will briefly feel satisfying, but like you've experienced, the pathways shrink back down to the old size and start hurting again eventually.  I've found though that I can still perform tasks while in trance if I just try to ignore the pain; you only feel what you're paying attention to at the time.  

So basically, it's going to take a while in order to get rid of the problem, and it really does suck, but there's not a whole lot you can do about it to solve the problem quicker.  Good luck


Paul

[knucklebrain1970]

JESUS

So basically the toes get really ticked off if you don't pay attention to them ha?

whooda thought?

Kevin