creating silence rather than listen to it

[Chaos Mage]

It occurs to me that I once made a post on these forums, unfortunately, it didn't go through!  So that sucks.  Well, that post was about 'vibration of silence'.  Since then I've refined my knowledge.

It does appear that when we meditate, we can focus anything we want.  Now I'm not really sure about this specific aspect, but I've done it before... this is samhadi, or however it is spelt.  You focus on something so intently that your reality 'phases' into the image and coordinates itself to perceive an alternate reality.  That's not the point of this post... the point of this post is when you reach Samhadi on absolute silence.

In recent experience, dream state has been doing wierd things.  For instance, me watching Sky (a character from Lumina Star) fight those purple dudes from Altered Beast.  Pretty weird the way it worked out.  Anyway, yeah, I've been trying different things, each day is different.  Now!  i figure I've got the key.  THE KEY!  What you do, is actively create Silence.  Silence is potential sound right, or is Silence something else?  On Pal, I heard some guys talking about how 'all things rise out of peace' and the one dude, I don't remember his name, but he said something about ripples on water, and how the ripples eventually pass away.  Now, if we are creating silence in our minds, shouldn't that open a space for accurate perception of reality?

I recall how something in Buddhism goes like, 'the lotus opens to the light'.  But if that was all there was to it, life would be what exactly?  Well,  as a child, I reached Samhadi before, I even left reality and returned.  I know that I was doing it with Silence.  The Bible, however, warns about 'those going down into silence and darkness'.  That Bible!  Gosh, what a terrible thing it is, if they are screwing with the scriptures.  So anyway, when we have silence in mind, we can overflow and create as much silence as we want.  That brings me to this...

Can we create infinite chakra energy?  Simply by focusing absolute, unlimited, or infinite silence?  It's not only focusing it, you have to actively generate it.  And I figure, if you do that in each of your chakra, you can get any energy effect you want.  So that's it.

Create silence, and just try holding different intensities or volumes of silsnce.

[Xanth]

You can't create silence.

You can create noise.

Silence is the absence of noise.  Stop making noise and you'll find your silence.

[Made O pHI]

You can't create silence.

If you quiet your mind while meditating or whenever, then I think in a sense you are creating silence.

[Xanth]

If you quiet your mind while meditating or whenever, then I think in a sense you are creating silence.

Metaphorically, you can make it sound however which makes you comfortable.  Just know the truth.

[Chaos Mage]

Yeah I tried it today, the end result was good.  Being so tired and lethargic all the time makes it hard to do anything.  So I sat down in my chair, and focused on 'generating silence'.  Just tonight, I was doing some banishing, having given up on creating silence.  Focusing the mind was good for me, centering and focusing my own mind.  After that, I started to breathe.  So I'm going to make a post about 'the importance of breathing'.

It all seems to work together.  In the course of one day, you can start out with a jump and a kick up, and end up in a car accident.  Hope it doesn't happen, but still.  Likewise, you wake up with full inspiration to worship Creator Spirit, and at the end of the day, you are singing morose love songs about phantasy chicks.  So that's how the course of a day goes.  As for creating silence, I think that 'trying to create silence', is one way to replenish the aura.  It might be the energy of the mysting!  Anyway, I think that silence is potential for sound.  Silence isn't the abscence of sound, it is the vibration of potentials that form kinetic reality.  Or, at least, a portion of kinetic reality.  It is basically the baseline vibe.

[KarmicBeats]

It does appear that when we meditate, we can focus anything we want. 

I meditate on the train using the train sounds including people and their devices, the automated announcer, doors opening etc.

The other day I was by a pond in a park and it was quite except for the group with kids nearby.  I was having a nice meditation when all of a sudden they started shooting off fireworks (morters and small roman candles) they were blowing up in air about 20-30ft from me.

So I started to meditate to the fireworks

[Chaos Mage]

I've heard that the ultimate key to Existence is so easy, that it goes unoticed for most of the majority of people over their whole lives.  I hear people talking about 'letting go' and 'emptying the mind'.  Perhaps that is true!

It seems to me that the harder you focus on something, it will either 1.definitely manifest, or, 2. never manifest.  Perhaps it depends what a guy is looking for.  Silence, well, we can achieve it at any given moment.  I wonder about it though, the Bible tells us about 'those going down into silence and darkness'.  I've done it before though, I just don't remember every detail about it...

Gah.  What I'm trying to say about focus is that the focus of the thing you 'want' can ultimately be the obstruction to it's development or manifestation.  You create  a barrier of resistance to the desired thing by focusing on it so intently that it becomes like a brick in the head.  I've studied a little Buddhism, both from Ninja Turtles and from Yahoo! chat.  It does seem that we have to let go of every belief, every piece of knowledge, even let go of our physical senses.  'our eyes become the chains that tether us to our slave life' something like that.  Perhaps!  That is the secret of Worship.  We stop focusing anything, and our own natural abilities kick in and we return to Divinity.

After all that generating silence, I'm not entirely sure, but I think I became extremely ennervated.  It was like my power was sapped out of me.  Perhaps I was only generating a firm mental layer of resistance.  Somehow though, it all seems to work together!  Day by day, as my memory returns the more I use it, remembering that something is wrong with my time stream, and other stunning life experiences, I feel more comfortable being who I am.

The trick yet eludes me.  Perhaps!  It is cowardice on my part... so afraid that I will damage my time stream further that I can't let go of it.  Seems like there is tons of mental garbage kicking around in the sub conscious, beliefs, knowledge, actions, all types of things.  As a chaos mage, I have to learn to let go of the giant fireball.  I do know though, if you focus silence, and then from that point, begin to Worship or Banish or Release, then you get a mega light effect, even sparkling flakes of pure white light.  I don't know man, just throwing ideas around, looking for feedback, but really, with the things I've done in the past, I should be beyond all this.  Wouldn't be much of a life though, as I intended my life to be.