give it time. it will pass. i don't think there's anything you can do (or should do) to hurry it away, but don't worry; sometimes your spirit just needs rest.[|)]
it may take a few months for it to come back, so don't fret over how much time it takes. what i suggest you do until then is to get out into the world and see it again, for the first time. learn to remember what the world really is, in this time when you are "away" from it [:)].
~kakkarot
Thanks :)
When it does come back I hope to really take it for granted this time.
For months I had energy pains in the lower left part of my body. They climbed further and further up through the heart into the top of my back. The pains stayed for a couple of months or so in each area. Very bad pains, sharp, long and itchy. They usually happened at night time and in the mornings. But sometimes they would go on all day.
I finally faced the pains and when I sat and meditated I concentrated on them. The pain grew stronger as I focused on my back, it became so painful, my whole body was in agony and at one point I thought my heart would explode. And then everything stopped.
And since then the pains have gone. But it seems something else has gone with them. My dreams have gone, my OBEs have gone. My feeling of energy has gone. My creativity seems less than before. It seems even my clarity of awareness has gone. I am left feeling empty and without love. When I meditate it doesn't feel the same anymore, my mind is blank but no joy is there. It is like loneliness, and even with friends and family I feel it. And I spend the day sitting, I don't want to do anything, when I get up to do something I have no interest in it. But at the same time I have no intersest in sitting!
I like to write usually but now I have lost interest, I like to listen to music but it seems I am uninterested with that too. I like to go out with friends but now it doesn't feel the same. When people start a conversation, the things I usually enjoy talking about become a bore. All that is left is an emptiness.
Has anyone felt this loneliness? What is it?