I'm not sure where to put this, but...

[CoconutCat]

Okay, so I'm kind of new here and there's a lot of questions that I have but I'm not sure where to put them. So I guess I'm just going to combine them and put them here? :/ idk. >.< haha. xP

I was never really "psychic" but when I was little I would weird sensation at the base of my spine; especially while in cars. I used to think it was because I was afraid of the speed, but it would happen even when the car went 10mph! I asked everyone about it but they didn't understand anything or know what to do, so I just ignored it and eventually it went away. I still get chills at random things, sometimes people or during deja vu. I've also always been afraid of the dark. I have always sensed something there watching me. This, I feel every night (except when other people are with me) even now and I've just learned to live with it.

Years later though, I met this person who taught me to see auras; or see them more clearly as I always saw layers of colors and light over things but didn't know what they were. She also had five "voices in her head", if you will. I'm not sure if you're familiar with the term, but they are ghosts that kind of... live through your mind. Like, your mind is a place where they can live. And she would let me speak to them, not psychically lol but through something like where I told her to tell them I said hi she would say oh this voice says hi back. Needless to say, I got very attached to them. As this person became my best friend, so did her voices. <3

Unfortunately, her and I got into an argument that got out of hand and now we're no longer friends. Meaning that, I no longer have a go-between to talk to her voices. I really do miss them, and I'd appreciate any advice as to how to get in contact with them? I can't see ghosts, I've only seen them twice and I don't know how I did it. Both times were at night if that helps. I don't want to hold a seance or anything like that. I was thinking if I meditated enough it would make give me the sight? It's already helping me see auras clearer. (And yes, I've tried apologizing with her but she is resolute in her decision to ignore me)

As for the first paragraph, is there anything you guys could do to help the feeling of a presence go away? Or any sort of explanation you could give?

One more thing, the girl I was friends with had the ability to soak up feelings or energies, almost like an aura sponge haha. Or a psychic vampire, maybe? I was wondering if anyone knew how to do this.

I do apologize if this is the wrong board or if I should've put my questions in separate boards. And if anything I said needs clarification, please let me know. Thanks for reading this!