Negative Energy Pooling

[kakkarot]

i think you should deal with the matters of your heart as your first priority and lay your psi practice aside for now.

life should come before practice.

~kakkarot

[Liquidess_Shade]

Well, i got that part of my life under about as mmuch control as I am going to get it under. ANyways, I wanted to know then, was this whole thing all inside of my ehad? Was that psiball a part of my imagination? Or was it real? Was is a large (and I felt powerful) ball of negative energy? I would like to have some input on this please.

L_S

[kakkarot]

http://www.astralpulse.com/guides/new/new.htm
if you don't know, then you could try reading that []. then do what it says. then get back to us in a couple of months if you still can't answer your own question and we'll see if we can help you [].

~kakkarot

(editted because it sounded rude when i didn't mean for it to.)

[beavis]

When I have very strong emotions, especially "sorrow", I get energy so strong I almost feel like I'm dreaming. What happened to you makes sense.

[Liquidess_Shade]

This maybe related to my last posting, but I wanted to know something. I was talking and thinking about energy and was trying to create a psiball. Anyways, maybe I was hallucinating or something (no I was not under any influences other than emotions, anger, hate, sorrow, etc.), but I created a psiball, but it didn't feel like a normal psiball. It was much more intense and dense than any I'd created perviously, and it was trying to increase rapidly. I could feel it pushing my hands away, and I couldn't really control how fast it was growing. it hurt to control it. Anyways, I was wondering, was this just a hallucination, or was it something for real. The circumstances were that someone I love dearly and would marry in a heart beat, and had been going out with for more than 1 year had said to me she had been sleeping with someone for the past 2 weeks. Anyways, any input would be nice. Thanx!

L_S