ii have a blocked throat/crown need more guides for soul merging with twin flame
i am connected with a parasite (including my family) who wants to devour me please hellp
currently looking for jewel shards,
vanessa hinestroza
Quote from: monk-5 on October 02, 2006, 16:48:12
i am connected with a parasite (including my family) who wants to devour me please hellp
I'm guessing the 'parasite' is a neg.
You should search the forums for information on negs. What they are, why they are, how to get rid of them, etc.
Good luck, please keep posting your progress.
I don't believe in the over hyped "neg". You have free will, use it.
Hi monk-5
I agree with Talanay that negs are overhyped, but what is most certainly NOT overhyped are family members, friends, partners or ex partners that attach themselves in a negative way to your energies, and literally sap the energy from you.
Before you can attract another light being into your life you first need to detach from the dark energies of other people that can be affecting you. Their negative effect on you can actually look like a black cloud shrouding your aura.
First thing you need to do is firmly set boundaries with these people to let them know enough is enough, stand in your own truth and your own strength, detach from them and their control issues, do not allow them to hook you into any of their dramas any more, and then strengthen your aura to keep them out of it.
Once your aura is clear of darkness, then you will find that your twin flame can come into your life.
Blessings,
James.
Thanks James for that more in depth post. :-) I believe I worn myself out for those couple years I've been trying to express that very thing... I just couldn't get into once again.. :wink:
Rely to your own energies, it wont be possible to attach for a neg, if your energies are pure,
it will hurt by higher vibrations.Otherwise it could be a good thing for your spiritual development to attach to negative energy forms, to know why not having them :roll:
It could be also a stalker, connecting to your chi.Dont be afraid, just look for things that may attach them to you and clear them out of your consciousness.
Remember its dangerous to connect to other light beings as they are hard to remove again.
hey currently my intuition is different from before. now i can sense jewel shards in people (like if they are a heart piece or eye piece)
can someone explain more about my intuition and how i can use it to better myself
As far as my progress well not much to tell you except that i hear voices some say they are trying to help me others are evil. i'm not sure how good my guides are. i have a hole in my crown and i sense that being sorrounded by people is a good thing, perhaps i can find more guides. It started when i was starting school my sophmore year (now i;m a senior) when i was cybering with a guy i know online (I fed him spiritual vibes of love and far as I know something became very jealous imho) and my groin started vibrating and he replied "do you like it" even more hinting that he was behind it. He rambled on about how he was a demon in a past life and how something was watching over him. so after that day i been vampirized ever since. my parents where involved I found recently. I went to a trip to colombia and realiza my family members have a demonic vibe. So here is where things get fun, I know too much. Thats all I have to say period. My intuition says they were pediphiles in a past life, I had this intuition for as long as I can remember.
So right now my parents keep threatening me to put me back in a mental institute
because of things as trival as hair that I have no control over. I went
there over the summer because I threatened to call the police because of
their neglect in taking me to a satanic "medium" where I was humilated
for my beliefs in buddhism and God. There in the hospital (they all are
pediphiles and have close ties with my family) I suffered a black seed
in the heart because I was sorrounded by dark guides and not good ones and
started hallcinating however with all my strength I survived it
accidently though but another trip could be fatal.
Hi monk-5
Have you tried any advice that's been offered yet?
Mine would be to focus on the good in life and try not to dwell on the negative aspects. Your latest post is full of negativity. How about going for a walk in the park and try to clear your mind and simply "be". Look at the trees and the plants and appreciate them for their beauty. If a negative thought comes by, observe it and mentally encourage it to move away and on from your mental space. Imagine it zooming off into space and not bothering you anymore. And then get back to nature and the beauty all around us.
Walking is a good 'grounding' exercise too. Just keep a check on your thoughts. Go and feed the ducks and watch how they simply "get on with life". I find animals great inspiration when I'm feeling down. They don't get bogged down in negativity and sadness - they simply get on with the business of living.
Another thing that I find beneficial (although sometimes it's hard when I'm low) is to smile at people as they pass by. Really make an effort to smile. You will find that they smile back - they can't help it. You could even wish them good day. And if you have negative thoughts about them, simply observe the thought and zoom it on into space.
Do these things one day at a time. Little by little.
Another thing I've found useful is to write down all the negative things you are feeling. Don't leave anything out. And then burn the piece of paper, imagining that you are getting rid of all negativity from your life.
When you have a shower, close your eyes and imagine the beautiful pure water collecting all that negativity and taking it down the plughole for you. Really visualise this - it will help.
I wish you well.
Sarah
Quote from: Selski on October 10, 2006, 11:26:20
Hi monk-5
Have you tried any advice that's been offered yet?
Mine would be to focus on the good in life and try not to dwell on the negative aspects. Your latest post is full of negativity. How about going for a walk in the park and try to clear your mind and simply "be". Look at the trees and the plants and appreciate them for their beauty. If a negative thought comes by, observe it and mentally encourage it to move away and on from your mental space. Imagine it zooming off into space and not bothering you anymore. And then get back to nature and the beauty all around us.
Walking is a good 'grounding' exercise too. Just keep a check on your thoughts. Go and feed the ducks and watch how they simply "get on with life". I find animals great inspiration when I'm feeling down. They don't get bogged down in negativity and sadness - they simply get on with the business of living.
Another thing that I find beneficial (although sometimes it's hard when I'm low) is to smile at people as they pass by. Really make an effort to smile. You will find that they smile back - they can't help it. You could even wish them good day. And if you have negative thoughts about them, simply observe the thought and zoom it on into space.
Do these things one day at a time. Little by little.
Another thing I've found useful is to write down all the negative things you are feeling. Don't leave anything out. And then burn the piece of paper, imagining that you are getting rid of all negativity from your life.
When you have a shower, close your eyes and imagine the beautiful pure water collecting all that negativity and taking it down the plughole for you. Really visualise this - it will help.
I wish you well.
Sarah
didnt mean to be negative sorry
Hi monk
There's no need to apologise. We all have our downs.
I just got the impression that you weren't trying to help yourself, that's all. That you were 'locked' in some kind of depressive spiral downwards and the advice given to help yourself wasn't registering with you.
No matter what hardships come your way, whether you feel your family is against you and so on, however hard it may seem, I do believe that we only give ourselves enough "crap" that we are able to cope with. I don't believe we overwhelm ourselves with negativity. What I mean by this is that we give ourselves just enough crap to deal with. So that we are able to deal with it if we so wish.
I have found that dwelling on negativity is actually quite comforting at times. That may sound weird, but there's a kind of escapism in being miserable. I was depressed a few years ago and I can honestly say that, on one hand, I actually enjoyed the depression. It was safe, comfortable and meant that I didn't have to do anything to get out of it. I went to the doctor, was given Prozac and sat there like a zombie, all responsibility removed from me.
It was actually during this period that I found my "inner strength". I realised that inside of me (and everyone if they would only look) is a state so profound, so beautiful, so perfect that nothing and no-one could touch it. It was pure peace, pure happiness, and pure acceptability.
I came off Prozac of my own doing, without consulting doctors - just stopped it immediately. My state of mind had changed and therefore I knew I didn't need that crutch anymore. I'm not advocating stopping taking medication, just stating that it was right for me.
And life now is a lot harder than it was before. Being on Prozac was a doddle. But harder means you get the ups as well as downs. And you take responsibility for your own life/ups/downs. It's about taking control of who you are, no matter what is around you.
Sheesh, I've rambled. I hope this helps in some way (whoever is reading...)
Sarah
Quote from: Selski on October 10, 2006, 14:30:39
Hi monk
There's no need to apologise. We all have our downs.
I just got the impression that you weren't trying to help yourself, that's all. That you were 'locked' in some kind of depressive spiral downwards and the advice given to help yourself wasn't registering with you.
No matter what hardships come your way, whether you feel your family is against you and so on, however hard it may seem, I do believe that we only give ourselves enough "crap" that we are able to cope with. I don't believe we overwhelm ourselves with negativity. What I mean by this is that we give ourselves just enough crap to deal with. So that we are able to deal with it if we so wish.
I have found that dwelling on negativity is actually quite comforting at times. That may sound weird, but there's a kind of escapism in being miserable. I was depressed a few years ago and I can honestly say that, on one hand, I actually enjoyed the depression. It was safe, comfortable and meant that I didn't have to do anything to get out of it. I went to the doctor, was given Prozac and sat there like a zombie, all responsibility removed from me.
It was actually during this period that I found my "inner strength". I realised that inside of me (and everyone if they would only look) is a state so profound, so beautiful, so perfect that nothing and no-one could touch it. It was pure peace, pure happiness, and pure acceptability.
I came off Prozac of my own doing, without consulting doctors - just stopped it immediately. My state of mind had changed and therefore I knew I didn't need that crutch anymore. I'm not advocating stopping taking medication, just stating that it was right for me.
And life now is a lot harder than it was before. Being on Prozac was a doddle. But harder means you get the ups as well as downs. And you take responsibility for your own life/ups/downs. It's about taking control of who you are, no matter what is around you.
Sheesh, I've rambled. I hope this helps in some way (whoever is reading...)
Sarah
poser
lol
jk
Quote from: monk-5 on October 10, 2006, 15:49:31
poser
lol
jk
:-D Oh well, we can only do what we think is best.... if you think I'm posing, then that's your belief... even if you're joking... never mind... I did what I thought was good and true (to me).
Sarah
Quote from: Selski on October 10, 2006, 16:00:17
:-D Oh well, we can only do what we think is best.... if you think I'm posing, then that's your belief... even if you're joking... never mind... I did what I thought was good and true (to me).
Sarah
muah
*tickles you*
I couldn't agree more Sarah.. like I said. I'm worn out on that subject of finding ones personal power and happiness. People will walk the path they want to walk and yes..they complain when they walk down it.
In my own life the thing that has helped me the most get through whatever challenges I have dealt with is just sticking to my spiritual practice. I meditate for 30 minutes in the morning and 30 minutes in the evening. It's definitely difficult to deal with some of the situations in life, but you have to deal with them otherwise you abide to let them consume you.
Getting into a routine and setting aside time to regularly practice spirituality will gradually help wash the problems away. It's kind of like a stone sculptor who chips away at a large block of stone little by little until a beautiful sculpture emerges. In this case however you are the block of stone.
Namaste,
ZenTiger