meditation energy??

[psychedelia]

ok ive got a few questions.....first can someone explain what is normal to see/sense when in a deep relaxed meditation state??      ive "seen" a burst of blue light in the upper right portion of my closed eye vision     and im unsure and have always been unsure of how to explain this till now      once ive gone really deep into the meditation(15 min or so from starting) i can see/sense/feel the only way to explain is waves of pulsing energy?? can someone explain this?maybe i just dont know to understand it or explain it(adhd i have problems with self reporting:/) but it seems like the energy is coming from me around me im creating it or something but its....just weird i guess but i love it! lol

[Chaos Mage]

Meditation seems to teach a form of focus control that has no restrictions.  Or, 'not focusing anything'.  When you focus something, it is more likely that you will concentrate it.  When you only focus on silence, deep breathing, and bodily awareness, the result is enhanced life energy.

In a deep meditation, you will notice that time has stopped, you retain and contain your ENTIRE life experience, and just by existing, or, by entering a series of 'heart prayers', you can change the entire template from which your life is existing.

Meditation can be used to effectively plan your strategy, yet, in a fully bloated meditation state, you can actually return to the spiritual dimension at 0 and simply hold yourself in that state.  Only when you begin to become aware of your body will it move or some such.  Holding that pure, raw state of the unlimited spiritual dimension is part of why people meditate.  As you develop your focus control, you learn how to concentrate that raw potential, and will automatically gain unlimited energy simply in a few seconds worth of concentration.  Taking it deeper than that, and you will end up in the astral plane.

[Chaos Mage]

Sorry. I don't mean to decieve you.

I've been at this for, well, quite  a while now.
Here is my brief thing to try and help you.

There are two basic tools.
Meditation, and Prayer.
Meditation is when you are alive, and aware, alert, and able to function.
Nedutation can also be considered the practice for actual worship.
Meditation is the realm of the pure mind.  Sensory, seeing, hearing, being aware.
You can also concentrate the unlimited, pure energy of Creation in a meditation.  This will help you to fortify your brain, or make materia in your chakra.
However!
Worship, and the principle of the self worshiping the Creator God, has the same effect as banishing.
When you worship, you are releasing your stored energy and clearing your chakra.  Due to the psychic/knowledge confusion, worship in this context is different than banishing.
Also, when you worship, you can ultimately transcend reality.
Worship does not require the focus of meditation, instead, it is pure spirit.  It can heal the body, and transcend it.  You can also astral project to any location in existence with a single, whole souled act of worship.

When you have worshipped and completely opened all of your chakra, you can continue to emanate that same raw, unlimited potential.  So whether you meditate, worship, or banish, you are clearing away stagnant energies and returning to your potential state.
That's what I had to come fix, now, I'm going to go and worship God.  The God that I am worshipping is the Source, Creator, who by right has manifest all things.

[Lionheart]

 Check out this video series that Xanth posted here recently. He has a very cut and dry technique to achieving "True Meditation". http://unlimitedboundaries.ca/2012/02/19/adyashanti-true-meditation-series/
Good Luck

[gdo]

Psychedelia,

There are levels of what is referred to as Meditation.  There are also levels of the states of mind or conciousness that are the result of Meditation.

What you experience or sense or see can be different that what someone else senses and that depends on your own personality matrix. 
Regarding the 'blue energy' you are both creating it and part of it at the same time. 

[Rudolph]

ok ive got a few questions.....first can someone explain what is normal to see/sense when in a deep relaxed meditation state?? 

From what I gather "normal" has never been defined.

I began doing simple, sitting posture, third eye meditation with single vowel sound mantra and after a month or two I began seeing slow waves of deep purple light sweeping over me within seconds of beginning the meditation. The wave would build up and come toward me and then wash over me and I never counted exactly but I guess it is about a ten second cycle.

I have no idea what it is or what it means or what it is good for or if there is a particular practice detail about what I am supposed to "do" with it.

That started back in 1974, I think, and when I went into periods in life where I stopped meditating it would go away and might take a week of daily practice to get it back again.

I feel like there might be some sort of 'next step' to take from that point but it has eluded me all my life.

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[urshebear]

@chaos mage I like what you said but what is worship exactly? It is not usually a word I like to use but say I am sending out thoughts of gratitude to the universe, would this be the same thing as worshipping the source?

[ZiggyMike]

I think worship is almost involuntary, its the depth of gratitude and thanks that you send out to the universe for your being. When you imagine the privileges of conscious existence and the immensity and grandeur of all that exists, existing and yet to come you just have nothing to do but send out waves and waves of gratitude which is worship...
With Love.