something wrong with me ?

[WalkerInTheWoods]

One, don't think so much. [] If you want something make it happen. What are you expecting? You want apples when you get home stop by the store and buy apples. Then you will have apples when you get home. Funny how some things are so simple. If you want something from life you make it happen. It don't just happen. What good is thinking if you don't act?

Two, you should change your attitude. You will be miserable and down as long as you keep such attitudes. Think positive and suddenly life is much brighter.

Your mental muscles are like any other muscles (well sort of). You need to use them to make them get stronger. I suggest doing memory exercises to help improve your memory.

[Hyperblu]

but its hard to act positive when   in my eyes and thing that happends to me are negative.. *shrugs*
like  last 2 weeks were like  total chaos...

[BirdManKalki]

The trick to thinking and getting what you want.

If you want to attract apples your way, the best thing to do would be to think about getting apples without consciously knowing you were thinking about getting apples. That way when you have the apples you suddenly realise (by checking your thought process) that you had thought about the appels.

I did this on holiday, i thoought a few times about a hairband, i wasnt expecting a hairband, howvere when i found the hairband i remembered that i had thought of a hairband. I also found some nice pink glasses which i had been thinking about.

Cheer up the ends soon

Jesus is here

[Adam]

I'm not in total agreeance with the whole 'think positive and manifest positive and make it happen YOUR way' style of new-age thinking. It's too shallow for me. What works for me is more of an understanding of what is necessary for my path - because we are part of something far beyond our egos, and most people spend their time thinking they are in control when really... the universe (or, our deeper aspects) is controlling just about all of it.

I think the place of the human is to become conscious - if you find that these negative energies are far beyond any type of conscious ego control, then try and connect with a deeper level of yourself, that has a deeper understanding of the situation, and knows why you must go through what you are going through. I don't want to seem like I have my head up my arse, but I find that a really deep understanding of one's trials and tribulations is often at odds with how the ego - your conscious personality - thinks of it.

People often want to get on with cruising along in life, get back to the way things 'should' be - but if you have disharmony in your life, then take that oppurtunity to meditate upon it. Get in contact with that deeper aspect of yourself... perhaps the more complex and paradoxical apsects of your being that don't lend itself well to being molded and sculpted to the whims of the conscious ego peronsality.

[Logic]

Stay away from refined sugar an aspartame, I had atleast 1 headache a day without really eating hardly any of either.

[Hyperblu]

ok here's the thing.
ive had headache everyday since 2 or 1 week(s) ago sometimes painful sometimes  that never feels
most things go down  now in my life few things that pops up and are good  but not often and big. things i think about that i want to  happen will allways every single time experience  the opposite thing... i mean  ex. im driving home from work and i thing about  apples...  that i hope i get apples when i get home then it will happen the  opposite... i dont have and i  dont get.
its like  i  cant think about things i want cuz  then i never get them (those dont have to be things that i want... just something that happens to me something good)

there are  few other things i want  to get sure at..
if im right.. you who can do obe and so on can certain   feel somthing   with me if you think about me or something. a man from usa  did something like this on me... ill tell later.. first to my problems.
i want to know if someone can feel bad energy from/with me...
can you  tell me more about my  chakras ( i guess they are bonked up? )
if you get  feeling  about other things or something  just let me know... i quite unsure about myself that i cant do things that others here on  AP can. ive been  trining  new for few months and it dont go forward... same thing   with tk... i think i can move wheel when i dont have  cover over it cus the direction i think about ... it will move.. not allways. but  with the cover nothing happens.

anyhow this with the man from usa...
i  have back injury since i was born  and i hoped he could help me.
as he said he sended  some  spirits or energy to me  so they will work on  my back...  and i actually felt that.. i felt warm and  sweet feeling  hard to explain.


well yeah thats i guess everything so far i remember...
ohh yeah now i remember
well the thing is  that i  lose my memory... i   cant remember things anymore.. i forget   everything too fast its like my brains dont have clue anymore so info  gets stuck on it ...  any idea whys that ? maybe  should  seek up a doctor but they  cost too much and   dont say  anything helpful

yä yä...  that should be it...
i really  would appreciate  if someone could tell me what feeling or what ever they get if you  thing of  me or something...
and  of course that about chakras and my energybody

somehow i  think/feel something is not as good as they  should be