Weight

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I have struggled with weight problems ever since I was a teenager. Diets never worked and I often lost a little weight when I was happy. Last year I got up to 400 pounds. I didn't even eat as much as my ex-husband who was skinny but more active than I was. My health was on a decline. I became borderline diabetic, had high blood pressure and my doctor wanted me to have a gastric bypass (I refused). I was also in an emotionally abusive relationship with my husband and he was becoming mean to our children.

Then something happened that changed my life. A doctor discovered that I had sleep apnea. I had to breath on a c-pap machine at night. I hated it at first. The mask made me claustrophobic but now I am totally hooked on it. I started having energy again. I had energy to leave my husband and I started a new life for my children and I.

Now one year later I have lost 100 pounds without dieting. I no  longer have high blood pressure and I am no longer borderline diabetic.

Several months ago I posted in the psychic self defense about my astral lover whom I thought was an incubus. I was told that if I continued the relationship that I would suffer health problems. I did quit being intimate with him but he still is very affectionate with me and curls up with me when I sleep. Eventually I gave into his affection and I feel more at peace since I resumed the relationship.

Instead of my health getting worse my health has been taking a 180o degree change for the better except for a spine injury which was caused by a near fall down the stairs. Still even though doctors told me it needed surgery it seems to be getting better on its own. The doctors still think it's best if I let them fix the herniated disc that is pinching a nerve. I meet with a doctor this week for a 4th opinion.

My weight loss has been helped by the c-pap machine increasing my energy but by my energy increasing I walk more and am more active.

I just want to say for those who have issues with weight. If you snore at night, consider a sleep study. It could be more to do with how you are breathing than it does with what you are eating.

[Nay]

I can relate to being in a unhappy marriage, and THAT made me eat, eat, and eat..  comfort food ya know.  

I commend you for losing 100 pounds that is no easy feat, I fortunately never got over 180..but believe me, that was hard enough to lose and I had a stomach problem that helped that along.  So a big hug to you for doing that!

I'm not sure what to say about your astral lover.  Robert and Adrian helped me out with a lower order type incubus that I was having problems with, it has shown back up in the past couple weeks but nothing I can't fix.  

When you say he curls up with you at night, that does not sound like a incubus to me.  I don't see the incubus at all and I don't know it's there until it is too late (most of the time) and it has stimulated my genital center..  

If I didn't know better it sounds like you got some kind of....hmmm..do I say spirit, ghost, entity...I don't know but in order for it to be able to curl up with you, it has to have some kind of form.  I just might bug Robert with this question, or it will bug me forever..

Anyway....I'm happy that you are getting better and feeling better!!  

Nay