BRP

[JB]

I was just pondering about the effects of some of the preparatory magical rituals, BRP.  Some of my activities are receiving quite a bit of attention for some reason.   

Reminds me of an old B grade horror movie where a couple are driving down a long dusty desert road at midnight with nothing in view for miles around and suddenly a neon sign in front of an old flea bag motel appears flashing the sign "vacancy" in the distance.

It is not all the spirit activity that is bothering me - crazy dreams, rapping on the bedboards - the feeling of being violently shoved sideways while sleeping - I wanted to see (as gut wrenching as it may be) - it is just that from time to time I will receive quite a fright from a visitor - one that does not have the feel of an itinerant spirit just passing through - one that distinctly has the feel of a spirit that is here on business...

I need some advice on how to accelerate my efforts to get on the other side of this equation to have a better look at these pentagrams ...what is coming around to see them and what the other side is seeing.  Any advice?

[CFTraveler]

I gotta tell you that the 'being pushed aside while sleeping' sounds like you're projecting- preseparation symptoms.  I'd learn energy work (more specifically 'sponging' to stop it, if it bothers you.