Hello everyone

[BlackTalon]

Although i'm new here myself...welcome to the site []

[Orchild]

quote:Originally posted by BlackTalon

Although i'm new here myself...welcome to the site []

New? You've got 64 posts already, not so new m8 []
Thanks for the welcome!

[TheSeeker]

welcome, and your english is a lot better than my dutch

[Rastus]

You english is fine.  Welcome to the site and enjoy your studies.

[Orchild]

Thanks guys thats sweet [:I]
And indeed I will enjoy it.. I hope I can help other's with my knowledge, thanks again [:I]

[Orchild]

Well my nickname is Orchild, got it from a few of my closest friends, Or means Gold and child means child as you know , their meaning The Golden Child, don't ask me why but they said it had to do with the future, I agreed on it because there is a beautifull katana with the name Orchid, it is a flower Orchid, so I loved the name already without the meaning of it []

Well, I am 16 years of age, Male, I live in the netherlands in amersfoort for the dutch ppl among us. My gramar needs to be improved, so sorry for that in advance.

I am limited to 1 hour PC time @ school weeks, 2 hours on sunday, and unlimited PC time on saturday.

I go to school, I am studying for becooming a goldsmith, a goldsmith makes jewelry, from Rings to Colliers, from Silver and Gold to Platinum with gems and diamants in it. It's my first year so I have barely learned anything yet, I just worked with silver to make a non wearable pink ring. Dunno if all of this is english []

Anyway, I am a few friends who gave me that nickname have been into this world for 4 years now, the first 2 years were pathetic ofcourse, last 2 years went amazingly fast, I have been in alot of trouble because of it. I had an assassin on my back who was send to murder me, don't ask me why because I don't know either. Important to know is that I said 3 years ago I would only change through 1) a special dramatic event that would tear my hart apart or 2) the thing I hate most..

Well 2 is silence, to much time to think, having an eternal peace, living without time.. etc. Number 2 hapend during my vacation period, which is like 1 maybe 2 months ago..

I have an eternal peace, time, emotions, thinking etc. all works differend now. I will explain it beter tomorrow because now I am out of time but one thing you should know is, instead of having an ego and spirit, good and evil, as in that is what your life is based on, personality. Now I have this 3rd way, like a refery, it exist out of time, the more you become it the less you think.. because thinking takes time, because you say words alot loud in your mind. So that will completely vanish if I am completely 3rd person. And emotions change.. I already said I have this eternal peace inside of me, the main emotions are still here ofcourse, the others just slip away with time.. I just completely become 1, you have bread that exist out of etc. etc. all differend things in the world. I just am 1, I don't need thinking for it, that's why that get's less the more I become it.. I don't need time for it, and emotions have 2 sides. Anger and happyness, love and hate, if 1 is hapening number 2 will follow.. sunshine and rain..

That's it for now.. hope it is a bit clear, I am used to this now so everything is normal again but I aint even close to being 1, so I am beings 3 things at the same time while I am 1.. hard to explain but we'll get there..

Btw, I try to attach a picture of myself, i dunno if it works