While the concepts of the astral and other assorted subjects are not entirely new to me, it wasn't until a few weeks ago until I actually got to delve into this stuff. Couple years back, some friends of mine introduced me to the subject. Although at the time I never really could completely grasp it.. I was perhaps even a little skeptical. One of them told me that I was practically a well of energy.... but no matter how much I tried, even with the help of my friends I could never really "tap into it." So as time went on, I lost interest in it.
So recently in my life Ive had a lot of positive changes, but sometimes could be stressful. So for a while I would just meditate to keep myself relaxed so I could manage the day. The more I kept doing it, I began to notice colors occasionally when my eyes were closed. For a while I didn't really think much of it. I mean I knew it had to do with something maybe with the astral or something along those lines. So one night I decided to lay in bed and see if I could maybe expand my reach? I think I probably spent a good 30 minutes just laying there concentrating. I didn't really know what I was looking for... but eventually it felt like my brain(or my consciousness I suppose) was pressing against a wall or a ceiling. So I tried to push passed it... the pressure on my head kept increasing the more I pushed. Then suddenly out of nowhere it felt like something was pouring down my entire body. It was the greatest feeling I ever felt, I never felt so alive in my entire life. Like I somehow put myself in a euphoric state.
I quickly had to adjust to these new senses I was feeling and also try to research and understand it. Ive gotten into the basics of chakras and energy manipulation. Its pretty unreal on how much time I spend on "developing" myself. Its only been a few weeks and I feel like I can shift around my energy with ease. The crazy thing is I'm never tired anymore... and whenever I practice I never feel drained. In fact I just feel a continuous flow of energy(I've learned to ground it if I feel like I have to much).
However it seems energy manipulation seems to be the only thing I can do right now. I really want to try and see if I can get into lucid dreaming and projecting. Not to mention making some friends here along the way! :-D
Anyways, I'm glad to meet you guys!
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QuoteI didn't really know what I was looking for... but eventually it felt like my brain(or my consciousness I suppose) was pressing against a wall or a ceiling. So I tried to push passed it... the pressure on my head kept increasing the more I pushed. Then suddenly out of nowhere it felt like something was pouring down my entire body. It was the greatest feeling I ever felt, I never felt so alive in my entire life. Like I somehow put myself in a euphoric state.
I know what you mean. Eventually, it gets to the point were you can sit down, and be perfectly still, but it is like there is a party in your head, and only one person got invited. :wink:
It can feel so wonderful it hurts even. Sort of like how you can eat so much ice cream you get sick. I guess it sort of feels like someone is massaging your entire nervous system, but that doesn't do the state justice. For me, it gets me feeling so content, that I immediately want to pass it on to everyone around me.
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Native Irish, or transplant, btw?
hello! welcome aboard, just dropping by to greet you :)