New to the forum... but not new to vibrations!!!

[shoegazergirl]

Hello, I am very excited to have found a forum.  My name is Kimmy (29 yrs old)... and although I am new here, I am definitely not new to the OOBE phenomena. I am (to what I have read and heard thus far) on of the "lucky" ones who encounters the beginning stages of OOBE literally on a daily basis. But I have not the power to embrace this "wonderful" event just yet. I am lucky (I believe) that the ability to do so is only during the daytime, for I hear that it is suggests to try to have your first one during the daylight hours. I am terrified of the swirls behind my eyes and the GIGANTIC amount of magnetic pull that I feel. The more I read and learn, I am getting braver... but my mind just doesn't seem to want to grasp OOBE as a "safe" occurrence.

Things that I have encountered: Numbness... voices coming from my own throat, around me, and through walls. I have heard loud THUMPS as if a heavy piece of furniture had been dumped on the floor... I have been slapped in the face .. I have head someone quickly and rather loudly whisper my name into my ear... shadows of presence... and have created a HUGE panic disorder with the continual noises of my internal heartbeat... etc. etc. etc. I don't need to be sleeping on my back or in any direction.. on the contrary... I can be cuddled with my lover and have these sensations consume me. He is familiar with my notions and moans to help me out of the numbness... light hand movement... tiny mouth noises... BUT I REALLY WANT TO BE BRAVE INSTEAD!!! He himself has had his own OOBE... minus the exiting struggles however.

I am very familiar with what is known as "out of synch"... which indeed was the initial reason why I have had such difficulty with the understanding of WHAT IS TRUE REALITY! Walking every other day feeling as if I am 2" ahead of my body... or as I try to tell people, it's the sensation that you are sitting in a movie theater watching the big screen (known reality), but there is a slit down the middle of it and you can see through to somewhere else. I heard an interview with Robert Monroe a short time ago that literally made my mouth drop. I have had the same initial life explosion to this phenomena similar to his. A very highly productive girl who drank occasionally... friends... work.... All one day coming to a BIG HIT... and I cannot fight it. I know how to avoid the numbness to occur simply by alcohol ( 1 drink)... but I still get the out of synch occurrences... I cannot ignore this. Doctors are only a medicinal trap... I have definitely been diagnosed some rather humorous theories.

I am far from being an expert to OOBE, but there is one thing that I definitely do know. The "dementia" of which my body wishes to explore is just as real.. if not more truthfully real as the one I am writing to you in right now. In my past, I have witnessed ghosts just as real as the humans they were standing next to (slightly sedated state that I was in however helped me to see such an occurrence). The sensations that I feel come like an ocean wave generating from the upper right hand corner of my mind... which says to me that only me "glove" (body) separates me here from there...

I live in Hollywood, CA. Not only interested in this forum... but meetings with others... or even metaphysical or holistic practitioners... acupuncture... etc. etc. I do know, that my "reality" cannot be ignored any longer... and thanks for reading my long-winded "Welcome Me" post!

Kimmy

[Selski]

Hi Kimmy

I'll second runlola's comments - that was interesting!

Enjoy your stay.

Sarah

[feisty]

Hi, Sara, I am also a nebie to the forum, I am not quite as fortunate as you in having the ability, but I work at it. I am in Vancouver, Wa., I am married, have twu small boy's, am a custdian in an ES. I am very interested in OBE, AP, re-incarnation. Nice to meet you.

[shoegazergirl]

I am glad to have been introduced to this forum.  I have found some great topics in regards to some of my questions.

[Hannah b]

hi....I just love when people post at 11:11 like you just did  
Welcome to the forums!!!!!

[The Present Moment]

Have you spoken to your family about these experiences?