Hi im new & seeking opinion

[2charl89]

Hi everyone im 22 years old im from lymington a small town in england, i have a baby girl who is 6 months old! she was a xmas eve baby!


Iv had a terrible life since the age of 2 1/2 my father died when i was 2 or 3 yrs old he died when he was at work because he used the wrong tools as they couldnt provide my father with the correct tool at the time....

My sister battled cancer since the age of 18 months but then died when she was 8 from leukemia in 2006

My mother battled cancer since the age of 26 and died 6 months after my sister when she was 41

My mums stepdad died from heart attack back in 2001


so much has happend in my family that is only half !

I am just wondering why so many bad thing have happend in my family is it  to hurt my family or me?


My mother told me when i was 3 i streamed the house down and pointed at a wall and saw a black figure and no-one could stop me crying apart from my  dad... when he was going to work i remember being in the car my mum was driving and we pulled outside lymingtons shopping centre waitrose and i said daddy dont go to work you might die and he laughed at me and said dont be silly i wont!! and we had gone to the beach for the day came back home and i remember sitting on the swing crying and the police were there and i just saw my mum run to my nan crying and my uncle told me my daddy has gone away for a while as i didnt understand but he had died got killed at work i dont know what this means! last night i dreamt of dad for the first time in 19 years! he cuddled me and held me tightly and all of a sudden i got a vision of a car crash scene on a motorway a car going off the bridge or a fly over?? is he telling me something??


I also had lots of dreams of my sister b4 she died i dreamt of her drowning and i couldnt save her and soon after she died!


I also dreamt of falling on top of my mums coffin and soon after she died!

I also dreamt of my friend dead on a morge table whos alive thank god and her grandad was dying!

am i strange or am i gifted!!

I also dreamt of a little boy a baby boy who iv never seen b4 is this my daughters twin i lost?

when i was pregnant i got very odd dreams dreams that my mum was alive in her coffin and she couldnt get out!! same with my sister!!!

I get deja vu daily! also iv dreamt of a boy aged about 6 or 7 told my nan and she convinced its her son ian who died when he was 10 from a brain tumor!!

the other scary thing is my daughter is the image of my mother!! im my mums double like her twin but my daughter is even more like her!


can someone explain to me what is happening! also another strange thing but also nice i dreamt of having twins b4 i was even pregnant years b4 i met my fiancee' iwas pregnant with twins but lost one and ikept dreaming we were having a girl and she told me in my dream her names madeleine and i had a baby girl blonde and blue eyes my mums double and we named her madeleine!

[urshebear]

Hi 2charl89 and welcome

wow all of this must make you worry for your daughter.

I'm 21 and I have a baby boy, hes 11 months old
My father also died young, he died when I was 18 and I have many dreams of him...some where he has told me what happens after death and I have dreamt of him in a car crash too.

My interpretation of car crash dreams is that something is out of control (personal opinion)
Its not uncommon to have these dreams but in saying that its not exactly common either or maybe some people just don't pay enough attention....
When I was a few weeks pregnant I dreamt I opened a letter that read "congratulations on your baby boy" mothers instinct? good guess or something more? who knows.

If I was in your position I would attempt to seek answers through dreams and astral projection but if I got nothing from that I would probably seek advice from a medium or someone connected with the other side but I would probably go see a few cause I think unfortunately most of them are cons lol.

I wish you luck

[Summerlander]

Welcome to Astral Pulse, 2charl89! I have kids too! Two boys and a girl! I'm 29! None of them were born anywhere near xmas! LOL!

I am just wondering why so many bad thing have happend in my family is it  to hurt my family or me?

From the greatest sufferings emerge the strongest souls.

uncle told me my daddy has gone away for a while as i didnt understand but he had died got killed at work  i dont know what this means! last night i dreamt of dad for the first time in 19 years! he cuddled me and held me tightly and all of a sudden i got a vision of a car crash scene on a motorway a car going off the bridge or a fly over?? is he telling me something??

I like the cuddling part. the car crash scene could be his symbolic message to you to say that he merely lost control at work but that he is ok now.

also had lots of dreams of my sister b4 she died i dreamt of her drowning and i couldnt save her and soon after she died!

Dreams can be precognitive. I was a little sceptical of this sometime ago until I experienced this phenomenon. There's more to dreams than meets the general eye.

The afterlife...

I have been pondering over this concept for a long time now and if someone was to ask me if there is an afterlife, my answer would be: "Maybe". I can't be sure even though I experience the Phase. I suspect that, when we die, we go back to being in the same state that we were before we were born, whether existent or non-existent. Here's an interesting story though:

My stepfather Sergio was an alcoholic who developed cirrhosis. Eventually he committed suicide and I started to have a series of strange vivid dreams, one in particular where he confirmed to me that the afterlife is real. In others he seemed unhappy and appeared to carry what looked like phantom black bags attached to his torso. Then I learned about OOBEs and I set myself the goal of making contact with him. The first contact with what seemed to be him, after having entered the Phase, seemed to show me that he was living out some fantasy in a summer landscape which looked like Portugal and the sky was deeply blue and surreal. I had separated into what looked like my bedroom and had the urge to fly at high speed in one particular direction.

I found myself in an airport hovering as a floating head. I descended into the ground and went right through it. Underground I saw people in some kind of basement and they seemed to be cooking something. Embedded in some wall, I also saw a mouse or a rat scurry past me through some passage. I wished to leave that place and found myself elsewhere. There was a room and two people asleep on a bed. I then thought that perhaps I could visit Sergio and thought about nothing but him. I found him in the Portugal-like environment. He was driving a car really well and fast, like a kid. When he was alive he was a terrible driver. Every time he drove accidents did or almost happened. But he always wanted to drive because if he didn't he'd feel worthless as a man. My mum and him would argue over this. In my Phase experience, he drove at an incredible speed and I could feel his excitement. He swerved away from obstacles and he was in total control, it was like his own lucid dream. He also had passengers in the car which he spoke to and they seemed to admire him and his driving skills. I saw what was happening from the outside and then I was inside the car next to his passengers. They ignored me. I was still a floating head. Then I shouted his name. He turned and looked perplexed. Then I felt this huge force pull me back before waking up. I felt as though I had been a 'ghost' in his world.

The next encounter was in a strange room and he was crying. I asked him if he was alright and he told me he regretted many things he had done when he was alive. I patted him on the back and told him that everyone makes mistakes and that no one blames him for what he did. This put a smile on his face. Then he turned to me and asked in bewilderment how was it that I could visit him. I told him about OOBEs and he seemed interested. The next experience was a lucid dream where I was observing a great landscape from a strange room which seemed to be the top floor of a tower. The sky outside was pink. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and this took me by surprise. I did not expect to see anyone. I opened the door and a strange man, who seemed Portuguese, told me I had a visit. I looked behind him and saw Sergio.

He told me he was visiting. I asked him who the other man was and he said that it didn't matter, what mattered was that he was there. The other man entered what looked like a bathroom and disappeared. Sergio's skin was white and slightly shiny. He then told me that he would have been "42" if he was still alive. He seemed wiser, there was something about him, almost charismatic. We started talking and I can't remember what was said as it seemed like we communicated through a mixture of words and telepathy. He seemed to be getting more out of the conversation than me. Then we started to go down some stairs which appeared to never end and descended into darkness. He suddenly stopped and stayed at the top, smiling. I continued to go down as I looked back at the same time. There was light where he was but I was descending into a dark void. Sergio remained, as if the lit area was his world, and he was not coming with me because he simply had nothing to come back to. After a falling sensation I woke up.

I knew it had been his birthday recently but didn't know how old he would have been. When I asked my mother how old he would have been she said "42".There have been other experiences but this so far could be interpreted as pretty convincing evidence of an afterlife. Still, the uncertainty remains. What if it was all imagined and subconsciously I already knew how old he would have been? Whether real communication with the dead in the Phase state is possible or not, nobody knows, but such experiences are certainly exhilarating, and, at times, emotionally intense.

Practice OOBEs and lucid dreaming in order to see and interact with your deceased loved ones again. I wish you luck too. Oh, yeah...I agree with urshebear about mediums...you don't need them.

[NoY]

Im sorry you have had such a tough time Charl
Welcome to the pulse 


:NoY:

[AstralBlogger]

Unfortunately some people have things in this life that they have to go through. Its not to hurt you or your family but rather test your character and see how strong your spirit or energy is. I cannot imagine a life like yours and I am sorry those things happened to you but it will get better you just have to give it time my friend. I am very sorry for your loses and wish you only the best my friend. Take care and I want you to realize that on this site there are some very caring individuals


Take Care

[Xanth]

Heya 2charl89,

Welcome to the Astral Pulse.