I awakened!

[rickiedee]

Hello everyone, my name is Pat. I'm from Canada, and I would just like to let you all know that I had a real intense spiritual episode last night. For years and years I have always been a quiet and somewhat spiritual person, but never actually found myself, and all that happened last night, finally...

For the last couple of years, I have been in a state of mind that was so out of touch with reality, that it really started to get to me. I would not go out, I would not socialize with people, and overall I was just not a member of society...I did not function properly. I would get involed with younger girls, get screwed over by them and it all was for a purpose (I'm still learning that now).

Anyway to get straight to the point, the last week or so has been really overwhelming for me. It started last Friday when all of a sudden I just felt a sudden sense of well being, I was all of a sudden just in touch with everything again, and I kind of got carried away with it. I couldn't sleep at night, I was happy, a little too happy (I'm learning that as well now too lol), and it really drained me of all my energy.

Yesterday I took the night off work so I could get some sleep, but it didnt turn out that way for me. I tried drinking some chamomile tea with passion flower in it to help me sleep, I drank 2 cups before i went to bed at 9pm, and fell asleep for 2 hrs, and wuz suddenly awaken with a weird feeling of anxiety, so I went downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed myself a cup of tea again, watched some tv, and still nothing.

2:30am, I had intense emption, I cried and cried, but at the same time was so incredibly happy about getting into the swing of things, and for some reason it was almost as if I knew what was going on. It was almost like a feeling of astral projection, i got the ringing in my ears, i got the light vibrating ring shape on the outside of my vision, and got instense fear and happiness and sadness in immense fluctuations. Then I thought to myself everything was going to be alright, and I would follow myself for the duration of my life.

When I woke up, I had an idea to soak myself in the tub to heal my body, and go talk to my mom (who is spiritual as well) about what happened, and also my brother what had happened, and I was not afraid anymore! I drank my tea, and now I am here sharing my lovely awakening story with your awesome people.

I am mainly here for the purpose of knowledge, to talk to mroe people who have the same symptoms as me, who are spiritual, and who want to learn more about themselves and others around them. So any comments, suggestions or just general chat can be forwarded to my email below.

Ps. I also think I have some sort of psychic energy within me that I would also like to strengthen, so anyone out there who is like this as well, please contact me asap. Thank you for listening everyone, god bless.

Pat
(Rickie Dee)
rickiedee69@hotmail.com

[CaCoDeMoN]

Welcome to the forums!
Thanks for sharing the story of your spiritual awakening. From what you are saying this has been a very intense experience, maybe some major energetic blockage in your body was cleansed?

[Nick]

Welcome and thanks for sharing, Pat. Looking forward to your participation here.


Very best,
Nick

[Rastus]

Congratulations on your Awakening!!!  You chose a momentous occasion for it, a Solar Eclipse on a New Moon in the middle of the Grand Quintel.

I Re-Awoke initially in March, then finally in May/June (hard to say   ).  

Hold on with both hands, because it should real interesting from now on.  Listen and look for the signs, because there are no coincidences.

I Am